waste heat

Chapter 83

Song Yu's hands were down along his waist.

His breathing was so hot that he couldn't ignore it, and Cheng Yan's heart itched unbearably when he was teased. Compared with that kind of psychological and physical instinctive reaction, he was more at a loss and ashamed. His skin seeped into his bones and blood, as if ants and insects were gnawing at his flesh.

His hands were clenched into fists unconsciously, and an unbearable itchiness came from behind his ears, Cheng Yan couldn't help but shivered, someone felt it, and asked him what he was shaking against his ears.

Cheng Yan turned around, faced Song Yu, hugged his waist with both hands, and pressed his face into his arms. The rose shower gel pressed between his nose smelled terrible, and the tip of his nose rubbed against his. Chest, feeling the stiffness of the abdominal muscles, Cheng Yan couldn't lift his head and said: "Don't talk."

Song Yu lowered his head, put his palms on the back of Cheng Yan's head, pressed his chin against the top of his head, and pressed his damp hair against his skin, and said with a chuckle, "Shame?"

He is not a generous person. In this regard, Cheng Yan has shown great restraint. He seems unable to open up as straightforwardly as Song Yu. Although he is the first to fall in love, he is not at the age of knowing nothing. Compared with Song Yu , he is too innocent.

Maybe there is a bit of deliberation in it, a bit of wanting to be coquettish and show off to his lover, he admits it, otherwise he can't explain his red ears now.

He did it to get Song Yu's attention, did he think he would like this kind of performance?Whatever you want, any answer is fine, otherwise how do you explain your current performance and psychology?

Without hearing his answer, it can be regarded as acquiescence, Song Yu helplessly kissed his ear, "Are you acting like a spoiled child to me now?"

Cheng Yan shook his head in his arms.

Song Yuhu inserted his fingers into his hair, and he was so nervous that his hair was hot, "Isn't it? Then, with red ears, he got into my arms again, looking like he was bullied." how do you explain it?"

"That's it," Cheng Yan smashed the pot, and without letting go, he hugged the person tightly and said, "It's just acting like a baby, so I will act like a baby to you."

The words used were a bit reproachful, but the tone sounded like coquetry, and it pushed people to this point. Song Yu would never make fun of him, so he touched his forehead and said, "Okay, be coquettish to me." Well, I like you like this."

The more he said that, the more unwilling he became. Cheng Yan raised his head and saw the intoxicated emotion in Song Yu's eyes.

He never thought that one day he would become like this, he would act like a baby with a big man, he would hide in Song Yu's arms, sticking to his chest, he would do something to be seen, and what to say was to be listened to, and would make jokes Behavior and words, when Mingming met for the first time, he didn't even dare to speak to him.It was really unexpected that Song Yu, who seemed so cold and difficult to get along with, would hold him tightly in his arms, pay attention to his playfulness, respond to his heart, and accept his hug.

And it looks so willing.

After all, God favored him, allowing him to be involved with this person, to have such incredible progress, instead of staying in a simple relationship like being a friend.

"What's the matter?" Song Yu touched his small face, raised his chin with the back of his hand, and met his eyes. He likes to meet Cheng Yan's eyes, which are full of reassuring thoughts, "I said It’s just a truth, if you don’t like to hear it, I won’t say it in the future.”

Every time it makes him so reserved, Song Yu certainly likes to tease him, likes his reaction and performance, but if this is pressure on Cheng Yan, he will choose to restrain himself, in fact, he was not like this before meeting Cheng Yan, he I never thought that I would be able to degenerate into such a state in a relationship. I like to tease people to blush and tell some things that he used to think were too straightforward. Occasionally, he would feel uncomfortable with such an uncontrollable behavior of himself. Well, after seeing Cheng Yan's overly nervous look.

"No dislike." Cheng Yan is used to being pinched by Song Yu's chin, or raised his chin, he said without any resistance: "I just think...it's too straight."

This is his first time in love, Song Yu is the first lover in his life, he has no experience, and he can't be calm when he hears these provocative words, blushing is not a girl's privilege, it is a human treatment The natural reaction to external stimuli, some people are masters in love, can take jokes, and can withstand teasing, while some people are new to emotion, untrained, shy and uneasy at the slightest tease, and have nothing to do with gender.

Thick-skinned doesn't mean he can take care of everything. Cheng Yan can't bear the word thick-skinned when it comes to these intimate matters.

Song Yu was easy to discuss, and said after hearing the sound: "I won't talk about it from now on..."

"Don't stop talking," Cheng Yan hurriedly interrupted him, looking at Song Yuxing's eyes, he lowered his head to explain what he meant, "I can listen."

He is twitching, but not to the point of being unacceptable. He will be happy to hear these words. He doesn't want to talk about Plato's love with Song Yu. That's impossible, but he's not ready yet. , he likes to listen, he really likes to hear what Song Yu said.

Song Yu made things difficult for someone: "Look at you, I can't say it, and I can't say it, so can I say it? Student Cheng Yan."

Teasing a guy is addictive, how can you resist teasing him when he responds and behaves to your liking?Song Yu went further and further along this road.

"You can say it." Cheng Yan lowered his head and folded his hands, "I didn't forbid you to say it."

Song Yu smiled, held Cheng Yan's wrist, and said, "Come with me."

He took him to the single sofa and sat down, Song Yu sat down first, and then let Cheng Yan sit on his lap, Cheng Yan disagreed, Song Yu didn't give him room to discuss, and dragged him up, Cheng Yan Yan tugged at his clothes, because he was sitting down, he exposed more, pressed Song Yu's chest and said: "Then let me wear pants."

Song Yu glanced at his thighs, Cheng Yan closed his knees, and tugged the jacket down with his hands: "Don't look at it."

Song Yuzhen had nothing to do with him, he waved his hand and said, "Put it on, go and wear it."

Cheng Yan got off him and took out the wide short sleeves he found in the closet, "This, can I wear it? I found it in your closet."

Song Yu nodded: "Well, wear ordinary clothes."

It was a large version of the T-shirt, and Song Yu wore it in a loose fit. Cheng Yan was tall but had a small frame, and it almost reached his knees when he wore it. He changed his clothes and planned to wear this to sleep today.

Back in front of Song Yu, Cheng Yan sat on his lap consciously, Song Yu picked up the phone, looking for something, then put the phone on the table, melodious music sounded from the receiver.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Yan looked at the phone on the table.

Song Yu supported his lower back with one hand, took Cheng Yan's fingers with the other hand, and said, "I want to sing a song for you."

Cheng Yan asked without a clue: "Why didn't you sing in the K room just now?"

So many people invited him, but he was unwilling to sing, but now he is obedient when he returns home.

"I don't want to sing it to them," Song Yu said affectionately, "I only sing it to you."

"Then sing." Cheng Yan listened attentively, everyone said that Song Yu sang well, he didn't know how good it was, but he knew from Song Yu's voice that it was not bad.

Song Yu sang a love song. Everyone said they were most afraid of rappers singing love songs. Listening to Song Yu's magnetic voice singing a love song is also a challenge. The challenge is not to be tempted by such a serious voice, but Cheng Yan failed. He He failed as soon as he opened his voice, maybe earlier, maybe he didn't need Song Yu to sing, his heart was already moved, when he didn't do anything.

"End of the hustle and bustle of the city, the most suitable for memories, those who are lucky smile and indulge, let the dream never give up, hide the moonlight to perch, change the meeting in the world, share half of love for you, and keep half for yourself, just to be with you Going to a farther date, hoping that the migratory birds will leave and go to the northern sky, it seems that I will soon grow wings that can fly..."

You shouldn't say it's a love song in a hurry, but it's more like the promise and expectation of two people in the distance. Cheng Yan couldn't hear the singer's voice clearly because the volume was low, and his attention was all in Song Yu's eyes , and in his voice.

"It sounds good." Cheng Yan smiled slightly, watching Song Yu take his hand and put it on his lips to touch it lightly.

"No one will know what our future is. Promises are the most unguaranteed love words in this world, but today I still want to tell you, Cheng Yan, I have never liked anyone so much, just because I like you now , I am afraid it will be difficult to accept others. The elders say that the love on campus is the most pure and beautiful. I hope that the relationship we started early will not be defeated by the setbacks and reality in the future. Since you have chosen me, you must be firm. I should be the same, if the liking in the school days is pure emotion, then let’s continue this purity until the end of our lives.”

He didn't seem to have said any particularly nasty love words to Song Yu. These words were suspected of love words, but what Cheng Yan heard was more sincerity. Song Yu seemed to be talking about a plain and simple matter, but It's not that they deliberately fabricated these words to please him in order to exaggerate a certain atmosphere.

Even so, he was pleased.

"When I chose you, I didn't think we would go to the end, even now," Cheng Yan responded, "Forgive me for being a little pessimistic. After all, life is so long, and what we will encounter in the future is beyond our imagination and control. But I want to tell you, as long as you still like me, as long as I still love you, we will be together."

Can't make any big guarantees, such a small promise can be confirmed, it's not that Cheng Yan is too pessimistic, it may be that this era is too bad, feelings are too fast, come and go in a hurry, everyone is in a hurry, calm down and like someone People will be accused of "licking dogs" for no reason, and the constant replacement of new people around them seems to be a symbol of ability and charm.

People have carnal desires, but they also have souls.

It's never easy to like someone, too frequent simple changes may not be liking at all.

"I hope we can maintain a long-term passion for each other." Song Yu held Cheng Yan's hands and said politely. Humans are not long-lasting animals. This is a beautiful wish. He hopes that Cheng Yan and Cheng Yan will be the same The few in the normal state are the ones who are loyal to each other.

"It's a challenge," Cheng Yan said, "I accept it." Then it depends on who is the winner and who loses pitifully, there must be a result, but compared to that, they all hope that this is a win-win situation gambling.

It has to be a win-win gamble.

Because they almost failed, and because they all felt the same way, they have confirmed that it was not the ending they expected and could accept.

It hurts, and I don't have the courage to experience it a second time.

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Tonight they share the same bed, sleep in the same bed, Cheng Yan sleeps with his back facing Song Yu, and being embraced by Song Yu, he likes this posture, the posture of being hugged tightly, against his chest, The nose is full of his breath.

But this stalemate lasted for a long time, some people tossed and turned, unable to sleep at night, some people were clear-headed, and their ears were full of affectionate singing.

"Can't sleep?" Cheng Yan didn't look at Song Yu, but knew that he was awake, because the room was quiet and he could hear the sound of unsteady breathing.

Song Yu's sleep has been bad recently, and it's even worse today.

"Want to hear the truth?" He leaned against Cheng Yan's neck and said, "My mind is full of your naked appearance."

The scene in the bathroom kept playing in my mind, and the tormentor was full of energy and clear-headed.

Cheng Yan turned around, faced Song Yu, grabbed his hand, put it on his lower back, and got into his arms, the roots of his ears were pink, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, and his throat was hot and said: "Sooner or later I will be yours."