waste heat

Chapter 33

On the second day of class, Zhao Yibai came back.

Guan Di and others gathered around Zhao Yibai and asked him where he died. Zhao Yibai just made excuses to fool him. Cheng Yan found out that he was there when he arrived in class.

"Why didn't you come to see me?" Zhao Yibai would usually wait for him and learn together from top to bottom. Except for special circumstances, it's fine if he didn't wait for him when he came back today, and he didn't send a message to tell him, Cheng Yan asked.

"I came from my aunt, but I didn't return home." Zhao Yibai said that his aunt's condition has improved and has now been moved home.

"How do you say it?" Cheng Yan asked in a low voice, he was quite concerned about these matters, not out of politeness, but really cared, he really wanted to know how to deal with these bad things.

Zhao Yibai sighed: "Then what can we do? Get a divorce."

"Just let that person go like this?" Cheng Yan thought, Uncle has tortured Aunt so badly, and a divorce will be settled, which is too unfair to the woman.

"My dad beat him, but what's the use? He's a scum, and he's been like that for the rest of his life. Get out of here quickly. It's better not to get involved." Zhao Yibai said, "I just pity my aunt, she doesn't dare Go home and now live in our house, Chen Qi’s house is still rented, and there is no place to stay.”

Cheng Yan was surprised: "When your aunt got married, she didn't even have a house?"

"There's a fart. Chen Qi didn't do a good job. He rented a house when he got married. It's easy to manage."

"Then why is your aunt willing?" Even if you didn't pay attention to the man's family background before, it's impossible not to care about it at all. You don't even have a house, you don't have a fixed place to live, and you get married in a rented house. How could the woman's parents agree? of?Cheng Yan was puzzled.

Speaking of this, Zhao Yibai couldn't help sighing, and took one bite at a time, "What is my aunt, she is kind, she said it was impossible back then, and after marriage, the two of them worked hard together to have everything, then Chen Qi pretended to be a dog Yes, who knew he could be such a guy? It's useless for the family to object, and with a little luck, I think it might be fine after marriage. Anyway, in a word, I misjudged the person."

Cheng Yan didn't know what to say, he sat down, lying on Zhao Yibai's table, his little face was full of sadness.

Zhao Yibai patted his head: "Okay, what are you worried about about my family?"

"It's uncomfortable," Cheng Yan said helplessly, "Why can't people be more honest with each other? Before marriage and after marriage, you won't know if you choose the wrong person, but when you know it, it's too late. Marriage is youthful." Losing it, this kind of ending... is too disappointing."

Zhao Yibai looked at him and said, "Yes, so keep your eyes open."

He leaned forward and said in a low voice: "What kind of temper is Song Yu, have you figured it out?"

Cheng Yan withdrew his arm, uncomfortable being stared at by Zhao Yibai, he said: "Why are you dragging me."

Zhao Yibai put the schoolbag into the table hole.

"Cheng Yan's test paper." Li Xiaoxiao came to the two of them, holding a stack of test papers in his hand, and was distributing them. Seeing the eagerness of the two chatting, he asked, "What are you talking about?"

Cheng Yan raised his head and carried the test paper. The classroom was a bit noisy, and he said amidst the noise, "Squad leader, let me ask you a question. How do you girls identify scumbags?"

The question came suddenly, Li Xiaoxiao was not ready yet: "Scumbag?"

Cheng Yan nodded.

Li Xiaoxiao: "What's wrong? Who met a scumbag?"

"What scumbag?" Shen Yun also heard it, and walked over from the side, leaning down on a table with something in her mouth.

"Cheng Yan just asked how to identify a scumbag," Li Xiaoxiao relayed, "This should be your special session, answer him."

Shen Yun crossed her arms, and really responded seriously, "It's easy to recognize, greasy, loves to sell miserably, has violent tendencies, spends girls' money, loves to blame, etc..."

"Do you have a story?" Zhang Zihao couldn't help but heard it clearly from the side.

Shen Yun rolled her eyes at him and scolded: "You have a story when you ride a horse, get the hell out of here."

Zhang Zihao teased him, Cheng Yan ignored him, and continued: "The characteristics you mentioned are too obvious, some boys are not stupid enough to expose these shortcomings when they first met you."

"Hmm... You have to get along with each other to know." Shen Yun said: "Scumbags are also divided into ranks, and the beginners and advanced ones can't be compared."

"What do seniors say?"

"Advanced," Shen Yun thought for a while, "It's the kind who is very caring, and can give you reasonable advice if something happens to you. It's simply a friend of women. It gives people a very reliable feeling. Infatuated and dedicated, you will feel that he has no shortcomings, and the details are perfect in every aspect, giving you an impeccable love experience. This is the most dangerous, because it is impossible for a normal love person to take care of every detail. It’s the purpose and deliberateness that makes it so thoughtful.”

"How do you know?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I read it online, and many bloggers have shared it."

"On the Internet," Cheng Yan said, "I can't believe it all."

Shen Yun spread her hands: "Then what do you think? Let's talk about it from the perspective of a boy, and avoid a thunderstorm for us."

"I'm not that good. I just think liking a person's eyes is impure. Maybe actions can be faked, but eyes are difficult." Cheng Yan doesn't have such rich emotional experience, so he can't give others any useful advice. At least he can't do it, pretending to like someone is as difficult as pretending not to like someone.

"So who do you really like?" Shen Yun changed the topic, and then led to the puzzle on the bus yesterday, which not only aroused the curiosity of others, Zhao Yibai also looked at Shen Yun.

"You don't know..." Shen Yun moved her clasped hands away uneasily, covered her mouth, and said to Cheng Yan, "Sorry."

Cheng Yan lowered his head and flipped through his paper, showing no concern on his face.

I haven't heard Cheng Yan say who he likes. Everyone asked me on weekdays, and Cheng Yan said no, and it wasn't true with Yu Kexin. So when Shen Yun mentioned this topic, many people were interested. Zhang Zihao immediately asked: "Would I , even Cheng Yan has a secret crush?"

"Am I going to have younger siblings?" Qu Tao also joined in.

"No, shut up, no." Cheng Yan's three consecutive strikes didn't stop everyone from gossiping. Li Xiaoxiao looked at him pitifully and wanted to save the siege, so he talked about Cheng Yan's test results.

"The test is not bad this time, 89 points, the test paper is still a bit difficult, I haven't done a lot of it."

"What? Cheng Yan, you got 89 in the test? Damn, why are you so high? You don't have to copy the test paper this time." Guan Di quickly picked up his test paper and doubted his life. The scores on the math test paper are destined to add some time after school. work.

The topic was successfully drawn, Guan Di crawled over and asked Cheng Yan who copied it, Cheng Yan said he was fooled.

Zhao Yibai sat behind him, propped his chin, his bad grades were not faked at all, he stared at the back of Cheng Yan's head frankly and said: "After all, he was a former top student, Mengdu has better grades than ours."

Cheng Yan turned his head and gave him a blank look. His glorious years of study were in elementary school, and in the first and second years of junior high school, he lay flat on the back, and he was never able to get up or down.

Cheng Yan did well in the exam this time, and he was indeed exempted from the punishment of copying the test paper. During class, the old class gave him a special nod, mainly because Li Xiaoxiao and a few top-ranked math students failed to get it right. Cheng Yan wrote it correctly, which made him receive all kinds of admiring eyes in math class, as well as the bewildered eyes of Guan Di and others. I don't know how Cheng Yan got it right, and it can also be fooled by word problems?

At the end of the math class, the old class mentioned the evening self-study.

It is said that the evening self-study will start soon, but Chengnan is always slow, and every time the evening self-study starts two or three months after the start of school, but everyone has a good life without evening self-study, just listen to the evening self-study As soon as the news was released, there was a burst of crying and howling.

The first is Zhang Teng, who said that he has no free time to play games, and then Zhang Zihao, who also plays games, and has recently become obsessed with a new MOBA client game.

The old class got a headache when he heard the howling of ghosts and wolves, and he said angrily: "Usually the grades are bad enough, and I don't know what to do when I get home. I can catch you in the evening self-study. I am ready to prepare. Good stats."

Li Xiaoxiao: "Okay."

These things are all handled by Li Xiaoxiao, all the time.

After hearing this, Zhao Yibai poked Cheng Yan's back and asked, "Can you live this year?"

Cheng Yan didn't live in school all the time, and he had to go home after school for evening self-study. Zhao Yibai didn't live there before, so the two could stay together.

After thinking about it, Cheng Yan said, "I want to live this year."

Zhao Yibai thought he heard it wrong, "Huh? You want to live on campus?"

"Cheng Yan, do you live on campus?" Guan Di accepted the information quickly, and he was close to him, and he took the lead in inviting him: "Okay, okay, live, share a dormitory with me."

Cheng Yan had never lived in school before, not even once, and his mother didn't let him live in school. It wasn't too far away, and he could go home. Cheng Yan never had the opportunity to live in school, and the school didn't force him to do so. There were still classmates. It doesn't matter if you rent a house outside.

Just come to study at night.

"I'll tell my mother when I get home, how about you?" Cheng Yan said, "Do you want to experience it once?"

"I lived before, but I don't want to live on campus, it's too noisy," Zhao Yibai said, "Then if you live on campus, I won't be able to accompany you."

Cheng Yan held a ballpoint pen in his hand, and said scrupulously, "Is there nothing else but arguing..."

"It's okay. If you want to live, you can live here. You haven't lived in it before. It's okay to experience it. You will live in college sooner or later."

Cheng Yan nodded, he decided to live on campus.

It's just that I don't know what my mother means, I hope her old man will not object too much.

A few people went to the cafeteria at noon, and everyone was discussing about living on campus. With their number plates, Cheng Yan, Zhao Yibai, Guan Di and others found an empty seat.

"It's agreed that we share a room, let Li Xiaoxiao divide us together, as for the other roommates," Guan Di thought for a while, "Zhang Teng's playing games is too noisy, Zhang Zihao is okay, last semester I talked with him Those who live in Baibai don’t live on campus, and everyone else can do whatever they want.”

"Is this arranged by Li Xiaoxiao?" Cheng Yan asked.

"Let's form a team by ourselves, even if what Li Xiaoxiao said doesn't count, it's okay to change with others at that time." Guan Di said empirically.

Cheng Yan had never lived on campus, so he was quite looking forward to it. He and Guan Di discussed many things about living on campus. When their meal was ready, Cheng Yan went to serve it. When he came back, he saw a few people coming in from the cafeteria.

He couldn't help but look twice.

It was Song Yu and his classmates.

Song Yu was so tall that he was easy to find in the crowd. When a few people entered the door, they carried the aura of a graduate class, automatically forming a magnetic field, attracting people to look over. Song Yu was among the main crowd, and he had his own hotspot.

"It's really tall," Guan Di looked away, and said with emotion, "It's really handsome."

Qu Tao picked up the chopsticks, held the chicken wings between them, and said, "Isn't Cheng Yan related to him?"

Guan Di turned around and asked, "That's right, I never asked you, how did you know Song Yu?"

Zhao Yibai sighed aside.

Cheng Yan sat down, "I got to know each other naturally."

Guan Di said: "He fought for you last time. If you knew him, you told him earlier. Why don't you walk sideways in the south of the city?"

Cheng Yan said: "It's just a little friendship."

As soon as he finished speaking, someone came in front of him, Cheng Yan raised his face, and Song Yu sat directly opposite him.

Cheng Yan didn't pay attention for a while, Song Yu moved in front of him, Cheng Yan opened his mouth slightly, he could feel the eyes from all directions.

Song Yu put a can of soda in front of him and said to Cheng Yan without saying hello to others, "Have you heard about the evening self-study?"

Cheng Yan carefully looked at the faces of Guan Di and the others. They all buried their heads in eating, as if they didn't know Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan knew that Guan Di and the others were a little scared of Song Yu, and only Zhao Yibai, who knew it, looked at it come over.

"Yeah." Cheng Yan replied in a low voice, as if sitting next to a time bomb, he was not afraid of getting along with Song Yu, what he was afraid of was getting along with him in public, feeling like an unknown amateur and a celebrity were having an affair .

"Can't you live on campus?" Song Yu didn't care about his crampedness, and asked if he had something to say, with a frank expression.

The people next to him were dumbfounded, and they didn't dare to let out their breath. Out of the corner of their eyes, they were on their faces, and afraid of being discovered, Guan Di pursed his lips, held up his chopsticks, and exchanged glances with Qu Tao quietly.

Cheng Yan clenched his chopsticks tightly, there was nothing to avoid this topic, it's just that they said warm words yesterday, it was a little awkward, "Hold on."

Song Yu said: "Okay, see you at the old place after school this afternoon."

Cheng Yan nodded.

Song Yu stood up, smiled and said, "Let's eat."

He left, bought food and left, didn't eat in the cafeteria, didn't know what was going on, and came and went with a few people in a hurry.

As soon as Song Yu left, Guan Di became restless, "Is this a little friendship?"

Qu Tao was also very interested. He knew that the two knew each other, and Cheng Yan had sent love letters to others, but he only thought it was a simple friendship. Since Song Yu helped Cheng Yan fight last time, he knew that the relationship between the two was serious. shallow.

"I'll tell you later," Cheng Yan didn't bother to explain to Guan Di now, and turned to look at Zhao Yibai. Sure enough, Zhao Yibai's face was already smelly, and Cheng Yan pushed the soda can Song Yu gave him away. When he arrived in front of Zhao Yibai, he said tremblingly, "Master Bai..."

You listen to my sophistry.

Zhao Yibai didn't know that he and Song Yu got married, Cheng Yan wanted to tell him, but never had a chance, who would have thought that Song Yu would come to him suddenly, and turned a thing he was about to say into something he was forced to say Things are different in nature.

Zhao Yibai didn't attack him at the time, these people were here, he saved some face for Cheng Yan, didn't pick up the can of soda, buried his head in eating, the atmosphere froze immediately.

Guan Di and Qu Tao didn't know what was going on, they were like a couple in the cold war, although they didn't quarrel, but the magnetic field was already not right.

Guan Di picked up the noodles in the bowl, looked at Cheng Yan, then at Zhao Yibai, and then turned around to look at Song Yu, he was no longer in the cafeteria, he finally couldn't bear this inexplicable, frowned and asked: "Why? gone?"

Song Yu didn't come to beat them again, what's going on with them?

Zhao Yibai still kept quiet, did not respond, quickly finished his meal, and left.

Liu Cheng Yan was embarrassed at the same place, while Guan Di Qu Tao continued to be shrouded in clouds and mist, unable to find his way.

Cheng Yan picked up the canned food Song Yu gave him, stood up, and patted Guan Di on the shoulder, "You guys eat first."

The cold canned food was clinging to Cheng Yan's palm, and Cheng Yan quickly chased after him. Before Zhao Yibai had gone far, Cheng Yan sighed depressedly, chased after him and said, "I'm sorry."

Zhao Yi didn't turn his head back, and continued walking with his trouser pockets in his pocket.

Cheng Yan scratched the back of his head, very embarrassed, he didn't know how to say, "I didn't want to hide it from you, I'm not what you think with him, no good..."

"Think about it, he won't treat you well." Zhao Yibai said murderously, and a few classmates passed by and greeted Zhao Yibai, Zhao Yibai was in no mood to deal with it.

Cheng Yan clenched the can, and his voice was weak: "Master Bai, don't choke me."

Zhao Yibai turned his head and took the unnatural emotion on Cheng Yan's face into his eyes. He didn't want to choke with Cheng Yan here, he was just angry at him, and he still remembered someone humming a month ago I came to him to complain about my grievances, and said a lot of heartfelt words, and what I said was a passion, but what happened?Song Yu hooked his fingers, and all his flags fell down.

I really have the feeling that my son is not up to date and my father has a heart attack.

"Who wants to choke you, hey, I don't understand, what did you tell me before?" Zhao Yibai turned over the old account, "You don't want Song Yu anymore, you regret having a showdown with him, you promised me that I would forget him, All fucking hello?"

"No... There is a little misunderstanding between me and him."

"What misunderstanding? Is it true that you kissed him?" Zhao Yibai was there that day, but he wasn't there. That night, Li Cheng Yan asked Song Yu out. Seeing Song Yu's face, he kissed him, which broke the "pure friendship" between the two.

Zhao Yibai left early, and Cheng Yan didn't restrain himself when only Song Yu was left. Zhao Yibai didn't know exactly what happened. In short, Cheng Yan told him about his hooligan behavior afterwards, and Song Yu's indifference Expressing, feeling uncomfortable while speaking, Zhao Yibai still remembers that tone.

Cheng Yan lowered his head, unable to explain himself: "I kissed you..." I still feel embarrassed when I mention it, and a kiss that doesn't cooperate is of course embarrassing.

Zhao Yi said calmly: "Isn't that obvious? After kissing him, Song Yu still doesn't understand what it means? If he doesn't respond to you, it's not considered a rejection?"

"He rejected me..." Cheng Yan was scolded bloody, and it was a bit embarrassing to talk about the drunken incident. He really wanted to defend Song Yu, but he didn't know how to say it. It will make Song Yu's refusal sound reasonable.

Doesn't it mean that you don't like it if you reject your wishes?

Cheng Yan thought for a long time, and said unreliably: "Maybe he just thinks that the progress is too fast? Or...he just wants to be my friend?"

"Being a fart friend? How to be a friend?!" Zhao Yibai excitedly said: "He will talk about a girlfriend in the future, as his friend, do you want to applaud him and call him sister-in-law?"

Cheng Yan had nothing to say, the canned food in his hand was cold into his heart, he is not someone who is easily influenced, but when it comes to Song Yu's matter, his mouth is really flying in front, and his mind is chasing after him, before he thinks about the consequences. promised others.

It's not that he didn't think about it seriously that day, but when Song Yu said that, he really couldn't refuse.

Now being exposed so clearly by Zhao Yibai, he has to reconsider whether it is safe for him to agree to continue to be friends with Song Yuxian.

Zhao Yibai made Cheng Yan speechless, it was not his intention, he was just worried that he would be too wishful thinking, and make a decision in a frenzy, Zhao Yibai said in a fatherly tone: "Cheng Yan, I know You like Song Yu, Song Yu is very good, he is excellent in many aspects, I also admit that he is worthy of your liking, but you have to find out if other people have you in their hearts, let me say an inappropriate word, you have nothing to do with licking him What's the difference?"

Cheng Yan raised his head and frowned in disapproval, "Why is this called licking? He doesn't have a girlfriend, and neither do I. I like him. I'm giving him time to wait for his reply. Why is it called licking?" ? I don't like that word."

Cheng Yan hates the word "lick" very much, not because he is noble or anything, but because the word "lick" has been made bad by the Internet, it is everywhere, it is licking at every turn, affection is also called licking, and it is not good for the other half The answer is to lick.

There is also Zhang Zihao, who likes Li Xiaoxiao for a long time, and has been chasing him for a long time, but he has not succeeded. He is a typical dog-licking behavior in other people's mouths.

When Cheng Yan heard Shen Yun and the others use this word, his brain hurt, because he didn't think there was anything wrong with Zhang Zihao, why did he like Li Xiaoxiao?What happened to being rejected?What's wrong with chasing the same person over and over again?They are aboveboard, and the current era has been brought out by sick people to a sick rhythm, single-mindedness and affection have been slandered, and seamless connection has instead become a certification of trends and abilities.

Although Cheng Yan didn't play with his mobile phone very much, he still remembered it when he heard the girls in the class discussing this topic.

"Okay, I was wrong," Zhao Yibai changed his words in time. He was also taken over, and his thoughts are easily influenced. The information age is too developed, and sometimes he hears too many words, so he unconsciously learns. Zhao Yibai said: "Then you answer me directly, where are you going now?"

"Just friends."

"What about later?"

"Look at him," Cheng Yan said, "I need to give him time."

"Then what if he doesn't agree?" Zhao Yibai raised his concern, "If he doesn't agree, can you and him continue to be friends?"

"Let's talk about it later," Cheng Yan took two steps, and Zhao Yibai's good mood was affected by Zhao Yibai's words, he said: "It depends on human effort."

Zhao Yibai was afraid that he would be hurt a second time, and he had no other intentions. He didn't hate Song Yu at all. He was indeed as good as the rumors said, but Zhao Yibai had to worry about the relationship between Cheng Yan and him. .

"Okay, what's the use of what I said, you decide for yourself," Zhao Yibai said: "But let's say it first, don't cry when the time comes."

Cheng Yan frowned and said, "You think I will fail again."

Zhao Yibai asked back: "Do you think you will succeed?"

Cheng Yan was speechless.

He was not sure about Song Yu's position, and he didn't say a few words, but Zhao Yibai pinched him to death, and Cheng Yan was speechless.

When school was over, he failed to leave as he wished and was stopped by someone.

He had no memory of this girl and didn't know who it was, but the other party knew him and called him by her name.

"Cheng Yan?" Wearing a peaked cap, she waved to Cheng Yan, "Hi, I'm Tan Tingting."

Tan...Tingting?

Why does it sound familiar?Cheng Yan couldn't remember for a while, and the other party smiled, "You don't remember me? We chatted on WeChat."

Cheng Yan's memory came back to life, and he remembered Song Yu's suitor.

"It's you." Cheng Yan looked at her, "Is there something wrong?"

Tan Tingting looked around and made sure there was no one else, so she took out the envelope from her schoolbag, "It's still about this..."

She looks very cute, with two braids, a lady's style, a mouthful of small white teeth, and a sweet smile. Although Cheng Yan has someone he likes in his heart, he still has an inexplicable affection for this girl. This may be the mysterious charm brought by the first impression.

"I'm sorry, I'm still here to trouble you. You said before that you have nothing to do with Song Yu, so I didn't intend to bother you, but when I saw you staying together that day, I thought you might not want to help me. Send? In short, you must have your reasons, and I came to you because I really want to gamble," she was completely different from her performance on WeChat, where she seemed a little excited, but she was very quiet, talking All said, "I really like Song Yu, not like the public. I have a relationship with him...he should know me."

"Then why don't you give it to him yourself?" Cheng Yan didn't really want to give it to him, but he had no reason to refuse it directly. If he was jealous, he would eat it secretly by himself.

"I'm a little scared," Tan Tingting's eyes were misty, "You know, others are a little cold."

"Then you still like him," Cheng Yan said, "you won't be afraid if we're together in the future?" He was really curious, do those girls who like Song Yu really understand him, if they can accept this Indifference, why don't you even dare to express your heart?If you can't accept it, why continue to like him?

They are the same as themselves, with the same contradictions and persistence.

"Being together is another matter, as long as we can be together with him, everything is fine," Tan Tingting said cheerfully, "Isn't this not together yet?"

Cheng Yan had nothing to say, he was defeated.

Tan Tingting chased after the victory: "Please help me this time? I promise I won't bother you in the future."

He had been delayed for a while, and he still had an appointment, and he really didn't want to be harassed anymore, Cheng Yan sighed, and took the letter.

"Thank you," Tan Tingting said excitedly, "You are such a good person, hey, can you say a few more nice words for me, just say..."

"Impossible," Cheng Yan became indifferent, put away the envelope, carried a bag on one shoulder, and left in front of Tan Tingting, "Goodbye."

He went downstairs, his steps were fast, his back was decisive, and he didn't give the other party a chance to discuss it.

Tan Tingting looked at him in embarrassment, and didn't care about it, anyway, just send out the love letter, and she will work hard on the rest. She looked into the distance expectantly, her face was flushed with the first love.

Song Yu was waiting for Cheng Yan, and he waited a little longer.

Cheng Yan came to the basketball hall, but didn't go in. He lingered at the door for a long time, and he didn't step in until Song Yu found out.

"What are you doing?" Song Yu squatted on the floor with a basketball in hand.

"It's nothing." Cheng Yan walked in, feeling depressed. He wanted to hide his emotions and changed the subject: "How long have you been here?"

"For a while, I sent you a message, but you didn't reply to me."

"I didn't look at my phone." Cheng Yan came to Song Yu, took off his schoolbag, and put it on the floor. He didn't leave the schoolbag, still holding it in his hand, looking at Song Yu, struggling with himself.

Song Yu stood up, played with the ball skillfully in his hands, looked at the basketball hoop and said, "Practice layups today, and practice three-pointers in the second half. You have to practice three-pointers, and the accuracy is not enough."

Cheng Yan lowered his head: "I know."

Song Yu said: "Then let's start, finish before seven o'clock, and don't go back too late."

Cheng Yan didn't say a word.

Song Yu turned around and found that Cheng Yan was still standing there. He dropped the basketball and looked at him with squinted eyes, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Yan exhaled, his hands stopped after all, Zhao Yibai's warning still lingered in his ears, Tan Tingting's expectant eyes still echoed in his mind, the envelope in his hand was heavy, Cheng Yan had nothing to do.

He never thought about it deeply, what if they broke up in the end?He has now accepted to reconcile with him, what if Song Yu just wants to be friends with him?He talked about a girlfriend in the future, can he accept it?To put it bluntly, would I happily call the other party "sister-in-law"?

What if Song Yu's feelings for him are not that kind?What if Song Yu doesn't want to be gay?What if he couldn't accept being a boy?

He only looks at what he likes, and he hasn't thought about how much his likes will affect the other party.

"Not feeling well?" Song Yu stepped forward and noticed that Cheng Yan's face was not very good.

"No," Cheng Yan handed out the envelope in his hand, "This is for you."

Song Yu collected too much of this kind of thing, and he knew what it was at a glance. Cheng Yan hadn't delivered it for someone for a long time, and Song Yu didn't pick it up. He looked up at Cheng Yan: "Why are you still delivering it for them?"

His voice sounded a bit suspicious.

Can you not question it?Cheng Yan has no pure relationship with him now, and Song Yu doesn't quite understand what he means by sending love letters to others.

"Song Yu..." Cheng Yan looked at the floor, looked at Song Yu's shoes, did not even dare to lift his head, and finally said what he had been thinking about all afternoon, "I think we need to talk again about our relationship .”

Song Yu's face was replaced by seriousness, his hand paused, and he threw the ball aside.

Cheng Yan took a careful look, taking Song Yu's serious face into his eyes, and said under pressure: "I thought about it this afternoon... I think it's better to understand our relationship."

"What do you want to say?" Song Yu asked, his gaze was like a torch, and he hit Cheng Yan's face that refused to lift up.

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask you, is it because you rejected me because...you don't want to be gay?"

"No." Song Yu said decisively.

Cheng Yan nodded, and he said tangledly: "Then... If, if you have a girlfriend, or someone else you like in the future, should we continue to be friends? Do you still want to continue to be friends with me? ?”

He wants an accurate answer, he doesn't want Song Yu to respond to his feelings now, he just wants to know what he plans to do in the future, whether they succeed or not, what is his plan?

He wanted to hear Song Yu's arrangement.

"Tell me your scruples." Song Yu didn't like to beat around the bush, and asked to the point.

Cheng Yan's words have come to this point, and he can no longer hide it, "I just want to know if my waiting is worth it."

He was very unconfident, he was so afraid that the final result would not be what he hoped for, what should he do then?

"If the final answer is no, do you not want to stay with me for a second?" Song Yu asked.

Cheng Yan didn't answer, but this was the default. Song Yu asked him for an accurate answer, but he didn't accept his default.

"Look up Cheng Yan," Song Yu stared at him closely, and repeated his meaning again, "I ask you, if there is someone else by my side, would you leave?"

Cheng Yan lowered his eyes, he wanted to be with Song Yu, any relationship is good, but actually think about it, he has a significant other, how can he really be so cheerful?Can I behave like I am now?Certainly not.

Since it can't be done, let's be more realistic, Cheng Yan's voice is firm: "I will."

He can't be in the same room with the person Song Yu likes, he can't make up for his smile, he can't do it, he can't pretend to that level.

Song Yu took the envelope from him, he was satisfied with the answer, but he was not satisfied enough, he didn't want to see him embarrassed, but today's embarrassment must continue, "So, why do you still send love letters for others? "

Cheng Yan finally raised his head, his eyes were full of panic.

Song Yu continued to ask: "Do you like me?"

Cheng Yan clenched his fists.

Song Yu's voice was low: "Do you want to test me, or do you just want to play with me?"

Song Yu's questioning went from shallow to deep. It was originally Cheng Yan's dominance, but it was unknowingly messed up by a love letter. Song Yu continued to press: "If you like me, then you shouldn't do this kind of thing again. You will make me mistakenly think that you want someone else by my side, if you are tempting, it is not necessary, because I care that you don’t need to be more tempting, of course, if you are playing, I have no problem."

Cheng Yan was still silent, he knew he shouldn't give it to others, he wronged himself, afraid that Song Yu would agree, but he couldn't resist other people's request and helped against his will, he felt that he was really bad now.

And Song Yu was indeed messed up by his behavior.

"I just feel that I have no reason...to stop other people's pursuit, stop better people from running towards you, and stop you from choosing who." Cheng Yan felt wronged in every possible way.

"You like me, that's your reason, your qualification." Song Yu tightened his fingers: "There are thousands of people in the world, who is better than you, who is worse than you, what does it matter to me? I don't even want to look at it , I'm not interested, they live their lives, and I just need to get to know you."

Song Yu didn't quite understand the meaning of Cheng Yan sending him a love letter. Since he was waiting for his answer, why did he send love letters for others and create a crisis for himself?Or, how would he like him to respond to these love letters?

He was too dissatisfied with Cheng Yan's answer, he wanted him to be completely rampant, and no one else was allowed to touch anyone he liked.

He must have the confidence and momentum when playing billiards, in terms of liking him.

"Now I will answer your question. Before this letter is handed over to me, my answer is yes, your waiting will not be worth it, but now I am not sure," Song Yu's eyes darkened. , once he was really angry, his face became scary, he stared at Cheng Yan's face, eyes, and asked sharply: "Please answer me directly, you hope that someone better will come to me, and you think it is better than you People should be chosen by me? Do you think I should fall in love with them? If you nod..."

Song Yu sent the love letter to his eyes: "Then I will also nod."

The author says:

The question is:

I can't see my wife being wronged.

Build confidence for your wife.

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