you were there

109 Chapter 49

"spring"

Lyricist: Xia Moqiao Arranger: Jack Wong

The rain wets the cold window

The rainbow reflects the playground

you and i watch

but not staring

……

The world of youth is full of sunshine

Loneliness no longer drives the body to wander

Warm eyes

warm heart

The voice of youth is a little louder

on my heart

keep ringing

……

Four seasons caress time

parting breaks watch

tears of regret

shine in the dark

lonely face

……

soaring dreams

mediate the power of skyrim

also in the passage of time

lost direction

like unspoken love words

wandering for the rest of my life

until forget

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It has been a few days since Qiu Chen left.I don't know if it's because of a tacit understanding, but he has no appetite for the past two days, and occasionally he will be haunted by nightmares when he falls asleep.

Loss of appetite, difficulty sleeping or eating.The two people who are separated by thousands of miles seem to have been implicated in their souls by God.

If this is the case, it must not be the gender of the two people that moves God, but the true love that has gone hand in hand.

I can't read Xia Mozhen's books anymore, as long as I can play one or two piano pieces to prepare for the concert when I feel confident.However, in the middle of playing, I still think of Qiuchen, and I lose interest.

He didn't know where Qiuchen went, nor how he was doing now.Now he is no longer that unreasonable boy, what he gives Qiu Chen is [-]% trust.

Qiuchen is not the kind of person who understands the ways of the world, let alone for himself, if he has difficulties, he will definitely ask for help instead of suffering alone.

However, Qiuchen failed to live up to his trust.

The warm water slid over his skin, and there was nothing else to do but shower to reassure him.

The tide seems to have turned into a sentimental sax, singing a solo of reincarnation; the sea breeze seems to have turned into a solitary Vatican, singing a mournful sonata.

The harmony of tide and sea breeze is like a polyphonic music, expressing the coldness and loneliness in this world with this natural melody.

Zhang Qianqian had already put the prepared sushi on the cooking table, while she was making lavender tea that would make Xia Mozhen fall asleep.

Apparently, her expression was also much saddened.If it wasn't for the girl's phone call just now, she would not have known that Qiu Chen had experienced such a huge insult and had to face such a world.

Could it be that no one there believes in "love" anymore?

I didn't expect that people were still so feudal and backward after I left for so long.

A revolution decades ago did not revolutionize people's minds, and those young people who called themselves revolutionaries have died and paid for their sins with death.But, now, is there anyone capable of launching a revolution for such a love?

Xia Mozhen was wearing a nightgown, sitting on the sofa with blank eyes.

Ten years ago, he sent Qiuchen away, and Qiuchen also left him without hesitation.That parting was for Qiuchen to grow up better, and not to let him continue to be a proud son of heaven who was obsessed with love and worthy of a future.

Now, he sent him away again, and this time he was based on a trust - believing that he would come back.

He didn't know what happened to make Qiuchen so abnormal, and Zhang Qianqian who was restless now.

Ten years ago, after Qiu Chen left, it was Zhang Qianqian who accompanied him.Today, it is still her.

He had never been in love with her, and she was no longer in love with him.If there is a pure friendship between a man and a woman, it must be between the two of them.

I don't know why, at this moment, Xia Mozhen is as anxious as Zhang Qianqian, feeling that this peace may be broken.

It's almost time, why hasn't she arrived yet?Probably the plane was delayed...

There was a hasty knock on the door from the entrance, and Zhang Qianqian guessed who it was.

Xia Moqiao's eyes lit up.There are very few people visiting at this time, even the boys who deliver vegetables and fruits will not deliver goods at this time.

He stood up and watched Zhang Qianqian open the door by the wall, with a look of anticipation on his face and a forced smile on his lips, welcoming him back the same way he left.

Apparently, the clever Xia Moqiao miscalculated, it was not Qiu Chen who entered the door, but Xue Minran who was out of breath.

As soon as she saw Xue Minran's sudden visit, Xia Moqiao knew something was wrong.

"You guys talk, I'll make tea."

It seems that Zhang Qianqian and Xue Minran met each other, even though it was just a phone call, the two of them felt a sense of sympathy for each other.

Xia Mozhen and Xue Minran sat on the sofa, Xue Minran took a breath, and took out the phone to show Xia Mozhen.

Xia Mozhen's scandal remains high on the hot search list, and Xia Mozhen's first reaction is not how to deal with it.

"Where is Qiuchen, where is he?"

Xue Minran didn't speak, it was obvious that he had something to hide.

"What happened to him?" Xia Moqiao stood up, with sullen and uneasy eyes.

Xia Moqiao, who has always been gentle and refined, would look at her with angry eyes, and Xue Minran also showed panic.

"He was at home, surrounded by reporters, unable to leave the house. He..."

Zhang Qianqian put the tea on the coffee table and interrupted their conversation.

"He is studying how to solve this problem at home." Zhang Qianqian comforted him.

Obviously, Xia Mozhen could see that she was lying, and the two were obviously in collusion.

Xia Moqiao, who was so anxious, had no intention of asking any more questions, so she stood up and took out her mobile phone from the cabinet.At this moment, he realized that the passport pressed under the mobile phone was also missing.

"Where's the passport?" Xia Moqiao questioned Zhang Qianqian, but Zhang Qianqian also remained silent.

Trembling, Xue Minran took out his passport from his bag and put it beside the tea.

"Why are you there?"

Xue Minran didn't say a word, her eyes avoided Xia Moqiao's questioning.

However, the clever Xia Moqiao guessed the whole story at once.

"You met him, you took him away when he left, do you want me to go back?"

"It's not what you think, he's doing it for your own good..."

"Ten years ago, I also left him for his own good. Do you know how much I regret the decision I made in these ten years? I agreed to face everything in the future together, and that's what he did after he promised?"

At this time, Xia Mozhen lost his mind. Apart from booking a plane ticket and going back to find him, he really didn't want to pay attention to other things.

He is definitely not as good as Xue Minran said, he must have experienced the torture of gossip.Without himself by his side, he was afraid that he would collapse, and he was even afraid that he, who was fragile, would not be able to bear the pressure and commit suicide.

No matter how open-minded he pretends to be, how great he pretends to be, how childish he pretends, and how brave he pretends to be.In front of his own affairs, he is always vulnerable.What's more, it's about the two of them.

Xia Mozhen is far more rational and calm than Qiuchen.He has experienced too much of the warmth and warmth of human relationships and the inconsistency of the world. He is emotional on the outside, but rational on the inside.

Just like Zheng Qiaomei said that he was "hot on the outside and cold on the inside", Qiu Chen's "cold on the outside and hot on the inside" complemented him.

At this moment, Qiu Chen should be leading the way.His occupation, identity and role require him to protect Xia Moqiao, but at this time he is at a loss.There's really nothing he can do but slump.

"Book a ticket, I want to go back."

Xue Minran raised his head and comforted him: "Now the reporters have been squatting on your news for a week. No matter how the company clarifies, they don't believe it. They must listen to your own answer. If you go back now, it will undoubtedly make things worse."

"If I don't go back, the matter will intensify. I don't need the company to control what I do. If you come to pick me up on behalf of a friend, then I will leave with you gratefully. If you come to order me to stay on behalf of the company, then I have nothing to do." Accompany."

"Book tickets!" Zhang Qianqian showed a firm smile, "He is very stubborn, and he is not as easy to persuade as you seem. You have to believe that he has the ability to handle this matter well."

Undoubtedly, Zhang Qianqian was second only to Qiuchen and Liu Xuanya in understanding Xia Moqiao.

Xia Mozhen also mentioned Zhang Qianqian to Xue Minran, and an image of intelligence, kindness, and gentleness was established in Xue Minran's heart.

Xue Minran knew that he could not convince the stubborn Xia Moqiao, let alone that he was not here to be a lobbyist.

She knew: if Xia Mozhen didn't go back, Qiuchen might really be unable to bear it.Whether it's psychological trauma or physical limitations.

Apparently, Xia Moqiao didn't ask whether Qiuchen asked her to go back.However, judging from the situation, Xue Minran must have brought the passport secretly.

Fortunately, Xia Mozhen saved a hand before departure, and asked Xue Minran to apply for a passport together, just in case of emergency.Obviously, Qiuchen didn't expect this, otherwise Qiuchen wouldn't be so confident that he could lock Xia Moqiao on this island without him.

Xia Mozhen was also restless on the plane.However, his eyes are not dull, but thoughtful.

He looked at the overview of the development of the matter that Xue Minran had sorted out for him, as if he was reading a book.

It can be said that now he can see every move of the reporter or the company.However, he has no intention of following the trend of events.

Clarify, forget, come back... This process of whitewashing is too old-fashioned, not to mention that he has no stains.

So what if you just fell in love with someone who happened to have the same biological organs as you?

Chai Jing once asked Zhang Beichuan: "Why doesn't our society accept homosexuals?"

Zhang Beichuan said: "Because in our sexual culture, procreation is regarded as the purpose of sex, ignorance is regarded as purity, ignorance is regarded as virtue, and prejudice is regarded as principle."

Xia Mozhen realized this truth ten years ago, and now he has seen through this backward thinking.

He once lost everything, and he is no longer afraid of losing.Losing will make people learn to cherish, but a person who has lost everything, he not only learns to cherish, but also learns to get used to it instead of regretting it.

He only has that person in his heart who doesn't know if he's safe or not...

your happiness is the sun in my world.

It doesn't matter whether the sky is bright or clear, what matters is whether he can continue this love journey with himself under the sky.