unspeakable ice

Chapter 53 Find or not to find

Yu Xiaolong didn't expect the lawyer Xia Cong hired to be so conscientious, he came to the door before the first month was out, and said that he wanted to talk to him about the matter that Mr. Xia had entrusted to him before.

"What's Mr. Xia, what's the commission?" Cai Qunying asked after listening to him when he just sent Cai Qunying back to pack up the things Yu Xingqiang needed for hospitalization.

"You go up first." Yu Xiaolong said.

"...Who is this person?" Cai Qunying asked in a low voice, "What are you here for?"

"Go up first."

"Okay...then don't chat for too long, you have to go back later, your father is still waiting." Before Cai Qunying left, she took a second look at the man in the suit and leather shoes.

Yu Xiaolong waited for her to go up, then quickly turned to the man and said: "I don't want the house or the car, I've already told him, you don't have to come to me again, it's inconvenient."

The man was polite, and after listening to his opinion, he didn't bother him too much, and handed over a business card, "Mr. Yu can think about it again, this gift is valid forever, if you change your mind, you can come to me at any time. "

Then he talked about the procedures of property transfer, not much content, just stop.

Yu Xiaolong took the business card and threw it in the trash can in front of the corridor. It wasn't that he had any opinion on this person, but that this kind of thing didn't match the family at first glance, and bringing it in would cause trouble.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered, Cai Qunying asked him who that person was and what he was doing here. Yu Xiaolong said that he was selling insurance, but Cai Qunying was skeptical.

After a while, the things were almost packed, and she didn't know what to think of, she suddenly brought up the incident of seeing Xia Cong before, and asked Yu Xiaolong what his friend who drove a good car was doing recently, and if he still had contact with him.

Yu Xiaolong felt depressed, and said no bluntly.

Cai Qunying started talking again unhappily, saying that he is too withdrawn and takes care of everything by himself. The key is to have this ability. There is nothing wrong with having multiple friends and multiple paths. Even if you want to borrow money, that is Borrowing, it's not that I won't pay it back, and I'm still so thin-skinned at this time, what can I pay for, can I buy my life, now everything is empty except money...

Yu Xiaolong didn't interrupt her like usual, he felt that recently, Yu Xingqiang's illness had put too much pressure on her, making her a little unconscious, talking and doing things over and over again.

In fact, it's quite pitiful, he thought, a lifelong clinging to others like a dodder, and after experiencing such a betrayal, he can still choose to forgive. After waiting for more than ten years, he finally hoped for his return, but Got to go.

In the last period of his life, Yu Xingqiang had a very difficult time. The pain made him feel like he was dying. At first, he could manage it for a day by taking Tylenin, but then the effect became shorter and shorter, and then even the morphine couldn't work for a long time.

Cai Qunying couldn't take a look at this kind of scene, always hiding outside, gritted his teeth and shed tears listening to the wailing, while Yu Xiaolong sat numbly in front of the hospital bed, watching Yu Xingqiang writhing in pain, wishing it would be over.

For three or four months in a row, Yu Xiaolong hardly had a good night's sleep, and every day when he opened his eyes, a steady stream of things came to him.

He tensed his nerves and was fully loaded, like an endless machine, counting money, time, and every point he could avoid thinking about Xia Cong.

People who didn’t pick anything in the past lost their appetite overnight and didn’t want to eat anything. They were forced to stuff two mouthfuls every day. They often had stomach pains and couldn’t stand up. They went to the toilet to wash their faces, and when they came out they pretended nothing had happened .

From the beginning of the new year to now, Yu Xiaolong has never missed a day's work, on the contrary, he goes to Bar Street more frequently than before.

On this day, a new face from nowhere, harassed a female student from the University of Technology in the reader, neither admitting nor apologizing, with an arrogant attitude, the boys who were traveling with them had conflicts with them, and several people were injured.

After Yu Xiaolong passed by, the other party didn't finish talking about where the hell did you come from. He slapped him with his first hand, making the flesh on his face tremble, and then kicked him over with the sofa. up.

Shi Jie and the others ran slowly, and by the time they rushed in, the scene had become a mess, with everyone shouting, beating, killing, and so on, but Yu Xiaolong was gone, and the crowd formed a dark circle, all rushing up to one place.

Seeing that it was broken, Shi Jie tried his best to squeeze in and couldn't get in. He was so anxious that he copied the chairs, and indiscriminately chopped off the people around him, peeling them in layer by layer. Surrounded in the middle.

The fat man was beaten to the point of losing his appearance, and those around him who looked like he was not much better, it was just such a non-tactical style of play, it was inevitable that Yu Xiaolong himself was also seriously injured.

I have been in this business for so many years, I have fought a lot, and the number of times I have suffered such serious injuries can be counted on one hand. Put it on and fight hard. That fat man is strong on the outside and hard on the inside, and five of them are not Yu Xiaolong's opponent, but he is like an idiot. rush.

Shi Jie carried him back and wiped blood all over his body. Except for the brief blushing in the hospital, after coming back for so long, the only change that outsiders saw was that he was more indifferent and less talkative than usual.

Yu Xiaolong has never cried once, but every time Shi Jie sees him, he always wants to cry. Who is this torturing? Torturing him? He is guilty of Zhao Fei being nice to him recently. feel.

The last time I walked back with him on my back like this, it was obviously not too long ago, but the weight on my body suddenly lightened a lot. Shi Jie felt sad again for a handful of bones in his hand.

It's just a lost love, how did it happen like this, he didn't know before that Yu Xiaolong had such a deep affection for the surname Xia.

A scumbag hurts people.

Shi Jie scolded Xia Cong hundreds of times in his heart, and when he was about to go downstairs, Yu Xiaolong said something in a daze, which made him almost scold directly.

Yu Xiaolong leaned against his shoulder in a daze, "Not here."

"Where the hell is that?!" Shi Jie asked angrily.

Asked but didn't tell, where else is there besides here, I don't necessarily want to go back to see his mother.

If he knew where the room was, he might carry him back to his hometown to remember it, but unfortunately he doesn't know, he hasn't been there, and he doesn't want to ask if someone has been there.

That place is empty, what else can I do when I go back, besides touching the scene and seeing things and thinking about people.

He put a worn-out bed sheet under Yu Xiaolong's body to treat the wound, and the bleeding had almost stopped. For a moment just now, Shi Jie wanted to send him to the hospital, hang some glucose or something, if he loses weight like this, he will lose weight Out of shape.

After such a long time of separation, Yu Xiaolong dreamed of Xia Cong for the first time.

Usually, he always deliberately doesn't think about it, so the dream seems to be suppressed, and there will never be such a person in the dream.

Everything about Xia Cong almost disappeared within the reach of his mind.

Sometimes he would think that it would be better to admit generously at that time, to admit that he had loved him deeply, to admit that his departure had hit him hard, and it was better than the high wall he built with his own hands to finally lock him in, and every inch would never end The ground is late.

Yu Xiaolong heard the sound of rain coming from outside again, tick-tock on the windowpane, he entered through the door, someone was sitting by the French window, on the low table in front of him, the hot air in the teacup made a blur Unclear faces.

He just felt that the scene seemed familiar, and the next second, the music he heard that day flowed out from everywhere in the room.

It was still the low, casual and lazy voice, like soaking in the rain, with soft and moist moisture.

Xia Cong smiled softly, and when talking to him, Yu Xiaolong couldn't wait to ask him what the name of the song was.

Yu Xiaolong woke up suddenly, and when he opened his eyes, Shi Jie, who was giving him medicine, was taken aback, "Damn it, at least make a noise."

"How long have I been asleep?" he asked.

"Twenty minutes." Shi Jie said: "I just let you down, and the wound hasn't been cleaned yet. If you don't feel uncomfortable, go to sleep again. I'll be gentle."

"..." Yu Xiaolong was a little numb in his reaction, staring fixedly at the top of his head, not knowing what he was thinking, Shi Jie shook his hand twice in front of his eyes, but he didn't make a sound.

Shi Jie started muttering, "Look at your current appearance, don't you think it's fair? Didn't you get beaten up by them because of your lack of strength? They asked you to eat more food. Your body is the capital of the revolution. This sentence What's wrong?" "... What's the use of torturing yourself? It's been three months, have you seen him contact you? There's nothing you can do about this kind of person. Don't just think about escaping. , work hard, at least a little progress."

Yu Xiaolong was still motionless, Shi Jie thought that he might not have heard a word of what he had said, so he wanted to lift the gauze on his head to see if he was stupid.

"How can I find a song?" Yu Xiaolong asked suddenly.

"What song?" Shi Jie heard that his voice was hoarse, and called Xiao Zhou to bring some water, "Do you know the lyrics, if you have the lyrics, just search."

Yu Xiaolong shook his head.

"Then whoever sang it, look for it from among those who sang it."

Yu Xiaolong still shook his head.

"Then what do you know?"

"……melody."

"Melody, if there is only melody, it's a bit difficult. I don't know if there is such a software." Although I don't know why he was looking for a song in the middle of the night, but everyone is like this, so there is nothing to rely on him.

Xiao Zhou ran up with hot water all the way, and also brought honey very thoughtfully, the main reason is to come back after going out today, Yu Xiaolong was the only one who was injured, and it was unbelievable that he was injured like this.

Shi Jie doesn’t usually listen to music, but Xiao Zhou never leaves his earphones all year round. When he gets excited, he would open up and release the music, but when he flipped through the playlist, he just plugged in his own earphones and thought they were in the trash can. .

Shi Jie asked him if he knew.

"There are a lot." Xiao Zhou said, "Nowadays there is a special software for listening to and recognizing songs, and there are also built-in music apps. Brother Long, which song do you want to find, let me help you find it?"

He opened the software, clicked on the microphone, and handed it to Yu Xiaolong's mouth, letting him hum.

Yu Xiaolong paused for a long time while looking at the flashing search countdown above, and then found that he couldn't hum a word.

He doesn't remember.

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Be safe everyone, remember to wear a mask when you go out~~