Under the white coat

Chapter 28

?? Su Chun can't remember how long he hasn't been home.

??His family is in this city, but because of his parents' occupational needs, the right time, place and people are combined with the three things, so that the family of three can get together for a meal or a vacation.

?? And this often requires planning time in advance, and then waiting for this time to come.

??Su's mother told Su Chun in advance last week that he would go home for dinner on Saturday. On this day, Su Chun put aside everything and returned home with a few fruits that his family loved.

?? Su Chun took out the key and opened the door, but there was no one in the living room.

?? He paused when he put the things on the table, and saw a black hat on it.

?? This hat is very familiar, because Su Chun has worn it many times, and just last night he threw it in front of the door of the DO bar in a fluctuating mood.

??Some noises came from the study.

?? Su Chun took his eyes off the hat and looked at the study, and at the same time, the door opened from the inside.

??Su mother Xu Wei and Su father Su Bingde came out one after the other from inside.

??Xu Wei saw Su Chun standing motionless in the middle of the living room, and the things he put on the table, and forced a slight smile, "I'm back." Then her eyes flicked past the black hat, without too much stay.

??Su Bingde stood beside her, glanced briefly at the hat and then glanced at Su Chun.

?? "Dad, Mom," Su Chun looked around the room, "Didn't you ask Auntie to clean it in advance, the table is covered with dust."

??Xu Wei opened her mouth, Su Bingde smiled and explained: "It's not that serious, let's go out for lunch."

??Su Chun nodded, glanced at the table, "Why is the hat at home, I threw it away yesterday."

"Why throw it?" Xu Wei asked.

??Su Bingde touched her lightly, and Xu Wei glanced at him.

?? Su Chun stood where he was, feeling a little uneasy, but still said, "I don't want it anymore."

??Su Bingde half pushed and half supported his wife to the sofa, and laid a velvet cushion for her to sit on.

?? After Xu Wei sat down, she looked at Su Chun quietly, her eyes were mostly serious and mixed with scrutiny.

?? She looked at Su Chun slowly and carefully, like a stranger.

?? Su Chun looked at the two of them twice before saying, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

??Su Bingde looked at him for a while, then turned and walked towards the study, "Come in."

??Su Chun glanced at his mother. She was sitting on the sofa with her head down. Her back, which was always straight, was slightly bent at this moment, looking a little fragile.

??Su Chun hesitated, followed his father into the study, and closed the door.

??Su Bingde opened the ear cabinet next to the bookcase, took out a bottle of wine from it, and put it on the table.

??The large desk spans half of the study room. The heavy tabletop is painted with dark red paint. The sound of the wine bottle being placed on it is not clear and muffled, just like the atmosphere at the moment.

??Su Bingde sat on the chair behind the desk, then pushed another chair on the side, "Sit."

??Su Chun stared at the bottle of wine, sat silently watching his father uncork the bottle, filled the empty glasses, and then pushed a glass to him.

?? Su Chun had some guesses about the abnormality of his parents, so he took it in silence.

?? Su Bingde raised his glass and touched him lightly, "We haven't had a drink together for a long time."

?? Before drinking, at least there was an appetizer. It was the first time to drink purely like this.

??Su Chun took a small sip, his throat burned by the hot liquid, and he couldn't help frowning, "It's been half a year."

Father Su nodded and remained silent for a few seconds before opening his mouth: "A classmate of yours, no," he changed his name after deliberation: "A friend, the night before yesterday, he sent your hat back and told us something thing."

?? Su Chun breathed a sigh of relief, recalling the conversation with Nan Siqian a few days ago:

?? "Unless it is absolutely necessary, don't come out easily."

?? "I have regretted it for ten years."

??…

??Su Bingde raised his glass and touched him lightly, the crisp sound of "ding" brought back Su Chun's chaotic thoughts.

"I hadn't arrived home at the time, and your mother was the only one at home." Su Bingde said in a mellow and low voice: "He told your mother a lot, and he kept crying during the process, crying very sadly."

?? Having said that, he took a deep breath and fixedly stared at Su Chun. His sharp eyes seemed to be able to be nailed into the brain through people's eyes: "I want to know, what he said, Is it all true?"

??In Su Chun's impression, the strict one is always the mother, half of the time the father plays the role of kindness, respect, and protection, and rarely speaks harshly.

?? Su Chun supported the cup with one hand, and lowered his eyelashes in the blink of an eye.

?? After a while, he asked quietly: "What did he say?"

??Su Bingde looked at him quietly for a moment, but did not continue to talk about this question, but asked: "Where have you spent the night recently?"

?? Su Chun paused, pretending to be nonchalant and said: "At a friend's house."

?? "Ordinary friends or friends who talk about feelings?"

??Su Chun pursed her lips: "It's about feelings."

?? "You are sincere and dare to say it." Father Su said, "Then let me ask you again, are you a boyfriend or a girlfriend? Do you dare to say that?"

?? "Dad," Su Chun called him, "Both of you are people who want to send me to study abroad, and your thinking is not too feudal, right?"

??Su Bingde completely ignored his complaints, but nodded and said to himself: "It seems to be a boyfriend."

?? Su Chun is a little hot, more because of the irritability of the unknown result.

??Su Bingde sighed, "Not only do I have a boyfriend, but I also love the new and dislike the old, stepping on two boats, cheating, deceiving other people's feelings..."

?? "Wait, Dad," Su Chun interrupted him, ran through his thoughts in an instant, and asked suspiciously: "So Xu Tongrui came to the house, took a broken hat that I threw casually, and talked with my mother." Said that I had a problem with my style and deceived his feelings, and then my mother told you about it, am I right?"

??Su Bingde nodded hesitantly.

?? Su Chun could see from his eyes that he very much hoped that this matter was purely fabricated, but he asked himself, this can only be regarded as half of Xu Tongrui's fabrication.He himself is indeed somewhat fond of the new and dislike the old.The duration of his 'interest' in lovers is very short.

?? He rationally didn't mention this, "What he said is not entirely correct, I am indeed... gay, but I treat every relationship seriously and wholeheartedly, just like you treat my mother."

??Su Bingde: "..."

?? Su Chun emphasized: "Really."

??Su Bingde was silent for a while, pushed the wine aside, took out two cigarettes, handed one to Su Chun, and lit the one between his fingers first.

?? Su Chun took the cigarette and was not in a hurry to make the next move.

?? Su Bingde took a dull puff of cigarette, and decided to open the skylight to speak frankly: "Your mother persuaded me about this matter, just say that you are doing well." He exhaled a puff of white smoke heavily, looking in a bad mood: "But you Can you live well if you walk the path taken by a few people?"

??Su Chun put down his cigarette, and said calmly: "You are also taking the path of a few people. After you came out of a serious school of finance and economics, you insisted on raising sheep. My grandfather said he beat you." He paused and said in a low voice : "I think our family is doing well."

"That's because I made it through!" Father Su naturally wrinkled his eyebrows as soon as he spoke, as if he was talking about his sufferings over the years.

?? "Because your grandpa never supported me, you don't know how difficult it was for Dad." Su Bingde opened his mouth, swallowed a lot of words, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little trembling: "I made up my mind at the beginning, regardless of my future. Whatever my son wants to do, I will support him. Over the years, Su Chun, think about it with your conscience, have you ever disagreed with your mother, and I am not on your side? "

?? Su Chun's throat moved, and the dark cloud that was stuck in his heart was blocked in his throat.

?? A cigarette burned to the end quickly.

?? Su Bingde remained silent for a long time, calmed down his excitement, and then lowered his head and said, "Su Chun, have I done something wrong all these years?"

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?? Su Chun stayed in the smoky study until noon.

?? Until Xu Wei knocked on the door and called him to eat.

?? Su Chun didn't want to go, he had no appetite, so he replied in a depressed manner, "Come right away."

?? He stood by the window in a daze, and his phone vibrated.

?? Su Chun took it out to see that it was Nan Siqian.

?? He glanced back at the closed study door and pressed the answer button.

?? "Doctor Nan, are you done?"

?? "The voice is so low," Nan Siqian said, "Is it inconvenient to talk?"

"No." Su Chun looked at his expression on the window: "I'm at home."

?? "At home," Nan Siqian smiled softly, "It's okay, I miss you."

??Su Chun followed him with a smile, glanced at the door before speaking, and lowered his voice unconsciously: "Your mouth is so sweet."

?? Hearing the change in his tone, Nan Siqian laughed twice before converging into a serious tone, "Okay, I won't tease you, just stay at home with your parents for a while."

?? "Good." Su Chun said.

??Nan Siqian: "I want to send you a message."

?? Su Chun: "You too."

??Nan Siqian was about to hang up the phone, but Su Chun stopped him suddenly: "Doctor Nan."

?? Nan Siqian sensed something sensitively, held his breath and asked, "Huh? What's wrong?"

?? Su Chun was silent for a moment: "It's okay, see you tomorrow."

?? "Su Chun," Nan Siqian called him, "If you need me, just tell me."

?? Su Chun said "hmm".

??Nan Siqian: "See you tomorrow night, I'll pick you up at the gate of your community?"

??Su Chun: "I'll go back to school first."

?? Nan Siqian paused: "Okay."

?? After hanging up the phone, Su Chun lowered his head and glanced at the unread messages on WeChat.

"Tuk-tuk." There was another light knock on the door of the study.

?? Xu Wei did not urge him to eat, but opened the door and walked in.

??She went in and opened the window to diffuse the smoke, gently covering her nose with one hand, "Smoking so much smoke is not good for your health."

??Su Chun put out the cigarette: "Got it."

??The door of the study room closed automatically and silently.

??Xu Wei stood beside him, still half covering her nose with her hands, "Su Chun."

??Su Chun silently cleared his throat: "Yes."

?? Xu Wei's tall figure is reflected on the glass window, and the faces of the mother and son are five times alike staring at each other through the glass window.

?? Su Chun first said: "Mom, I'm sorry."

?? "Why do you say I'm sorry?" Xu Wei asked.

??Su Chun pursed her lips.

?? "Whether you are gay or straight is your personal choice. There is no need to say sorry to anyone." Xu Wei stared at him, the cool wind blowing through the anti-theft fence blowing the tiny hair on her forehead: "But if you I really need an apology for being chaotic, liking the new and loathing the old, and playing with other people's feelings."

??Her back was straight, her jaw was raised slightly, and her eyes were soft but firm, and she said: "Just now, Dad missed the point. Now tell me honestly, Su Chun, are you this kind of person?"

??Su Chun took a deep breath and looked directly at her: "No."

?? Xu Wei was not too surprised and nodded.

?? "I talked with your father just now... In fact, we have talked about this issue many times since the night before yesterday. He still hopes that you can return to the usual heterosexuality." Her usual gentle temperament was refined Her makeup blocked most of it, and she looked a little fierce: "But, Su Chun, I want to stand by your side this time."

?? She took a deep breath and looked away: "Don't enter the entertainment circle, you should study abroad."

?? Su Chun looked out at the sky through the window, but did not speak.

??Xu Wei knew that he was silently refusing.

?? "First, foreign countries have a relatively high degree of acceptance of this matter. Second, I hope you can forge your profession and ability deeper and better, and become a dancer in the traditional sense. Instead of being a dancer who is more dependent on Idols of looks and persona."

??She has been restraining her emotions since she entered the door, so her tone is calm from beginning to end: "Actually, I can tell you about this matter'I will help you talk to Dad, but you You must also listen to my words, 'Come to negotiate with you and force you. I know that you are a little family-loving, and you don't want to have a deadlock with your father."

?? Su Chun noticed that her gaze reflected on the glass was flickering. He turned his head to look and saw the faint water vapor in the eye sockets.

??Xu Wei seldom cries.

??She has a smooth journey, her husband is considerate, her son is smart, and she is also excellent.

??Because of the education she has received and the environment she has been in contact with, she is more open-minded, but this does not affect her worry about her son.

?? "But I won't do that, Su Chun, I'll explain the stakes to you, and I'll choose you to decide."

?? Although she said to let him decide, but stubborn eyes will not lie.In this matter, her previous actions became strong: "Your school, your classmates, your friends, how many people know that you are gay. Once you enter the entertainment industry, as long as a few people speak up, there will be Countless people come to promote. Facing abuse and slander, even disturbing your teachers, hurting your friends, and slandering your parents, what are you going to do when the time comes.”

?? Su Chun actually didn't really want to enter the entertainment circle, he just wanted to try a new body sensation.

??When Xu Wei asked this question, the first thing he even thought of was: If I go abroad, what will happen to Nan Siqian?

??Xu Wei didn't let go of any changes on his face.

?? Su Chun opened his mouth, "Mom, I..."

?? "Correct relationship will not affect your career, similarly, the career you choose will not affect your relationship, if you are really in the correct attachment relationship." Xu Wei reached out to close the window, blowing the outside in The cool wind blocked it all together: "Su Chun, think about it carefully, I hope you can make the right choice."