txolops Chapter 24
Chapter 24
??Su Chun looked at him for a long time, the corner of his mouth raised a faint arc, and then he clearly refused: "No."
??Just last week, Nan Siqian was the one who refused.
"In this way, you don't have to force yourself to dance when you are sick, and no one will harass you." Nan Siqian said, "You can make a price."
?? Su Chun still maintained that smile, and seemed to snort lightly: "Any price is fine?"
??Nan Siqian wanted to get cigarettes, but he restrained him: "Let's listen."
??Su Chun didn't continue talking.
?? He sat silent for a moment in his seat, restrained the expression on his face, tilted his head and said, "I don't like this kind of relationship very much."
??Nan Siqian was a little anxious, but it was not a big problem.
??He asked calmly: "Didn't you want a stable relationship before? The nurturing relationship is solid and stable."
?? "That's for you."
?? Su Chun said: "If you keep me, you have the right to start and stop at any time. Unilateral firmness is a privilege, which is often accompanied by the deterioration of the relationship. Maybe you will come and go as soon as you are called. And I don't have the power to stop it."
?? Nan Siqian listened to his words in silence, his heart was crowded and troubled like the leaves blown by the night wind outside the car window.
??Su Chun continued: "If you want to change this relationship, you can consider turning it into a couple relationship. I can accept this. But it's not good for nurturing. I can't give up my freedom for the time being."
??Nan Siqian silently looked at him and responded silently.
??Su Chun also looked at him. After a long while, he retracted his gaze and turned to look at the night where the breeze was surging.
"I don't know why you are against couples. But Dr. Nan, it's understandable that you gave me a watch, and it's justified to go to the supermarket and eat together, but what about making soup and delivering medicine by yourself?" Su Chun said: "A box The medicine is 19 yuan and eight, and there are two pharmacies in front of the school. You drive for four or 10 minutes just to send me a few boxes of medicine. Is this something that can be done in a normal bed partner relationship?"
?? "Or is Dr. Nan a benevolent doctor who delivers medicine to every patient and reminds him three times a day to remember to take medicine."
??Nan Siqian's throat rolled slowly in the darkness, he pursed his lips tightly, and his face became more serious.
?? Su Chun sat up straighter, zipped up his jacket again, and reached out to open the door.
?? "We haven't finished talking, Su Chun."
?? Nan Siqian watched his movements, and locked the door on the co-pilot: "I'll take you back later."
??Su Chun shook his head lightly, and curled his lips coldly at Nan Siqian: "If Dr. Nan thinks that this can only be done by the bed partner relationship, then there is no need to talk about it. We don't need to make any changes until we get tired of it." That's it."
??Nan Siqian: "I..."
?? "Soon," Su Chun interrupted him, his whole face was calm and indifferent: "My longest intimate relationship is no more than three months. This is the maximum value of my 'interest'."
?? He knocked lightly on the car window and said coldly, "Open the door."
??Nan Siqian opened his mouth, his messy thoughts were like silk and couldn't be sorted out, "...Su Chun, I can't understand."
?? Su Chun knocked on the car window again, motioning for him to open it: "You don't need to understand. You just need to think carefully, and then give me an answer."
??Nan Siqian slowly tightened his hand on the steering wheel, and then lowered his sharp eyebrows, "The selfish genes of human beings tell us that all of us are the same. The heartbeat begins, and the boredom and hatred end. Since you have talked about not If you fall in love less often, you should also know that human nature is such that there is no love at all. Then why are you still in love?"
?? "Then why do you want to greet me with care, pick up and drop off by car, and even reject the same kind of people around me who have even a little affection or intention for me?" Su Chun asked back.
??Nan Siqian's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the blackness in the depths of his pupils was like a disturbed abyss, with a turbulent and thick undercurrent.
?? His breathing is messed up.
??Su Chun didn't hide or dodge, thin lips clearly said: "To have fun."
??He tilted his head slightly, his voice was still hoarse, but the corners of his eyes were already raised: "Doctor Nan, don't you feel it a pity that you live your whole life holding yourself back from loving someone?"
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??Monday, Su Chun's class is full.
?? Xu Yinghua asked him to go to the office after school, saying that he wanted to talk to him about things.
?? Probably because of the last time, Su Chun went to find her as soon as school was over, knocked on the door and went in, and found that Su's mother was there.
"Mom?" Su Chun stood at the door, a little hesitant: "Why are you here?"
??Mother Su is wearing a lake blue plush cheongsam with a white down jacket on her shoulders. Her hair is tied at the back of her head and fixed with a hairpin. She has a very elegant temperament.
??Xu Yinghua stood side by side with him, looking at a ballet painting together.
?? Xu Yinghua turned to see Su Chun, smiled and said firstly: "Xu Wei, I brought Su Chunming here, let's talk together if you have anything to say."
??She pressed Xu Wei on the chair, and she sat opposite to her, and then said to Su Chun, "Come, Su Chun, come and sit."
??Su Chun hesitated for a moment, and said, "Mr. Xu, why don't I stand?"
??Xu Yinghua smiled and rolled her eyes, "I'm not interrogating you, let's sit down and chat."
??Xu Wei also smiled, and pursed her lips: "Mr. Xu told you to sit down, so you can sit down."
?? Su Chun took another look at his mother before sitting on the small round stool in front of the table.Xu Yinghua and Xu Wei faced him from left to right, a bit like a joint trial.
??Su Chun stood up again, took two steps back and said, "...I'd better stand."
?? Xu Yinghua wanted to say something, Xu Wei said: "Just stand up for the meeting, young man, don't get tired."
??The two good sisters looked at each other and smiled, Xu Wei first asked: "Why did you catch a cold?"
?? Su Chun heaved a sigh of relief and said, "I don't know, maybe I caught a cold."
?? Who knew that Xu Wei followed up and said, "Is it because I go out to play in the middle of the night every day, so I'm freezing?"
?? Su Chun "Ah?" said, "What?"
?? He subconsciously looked at Xu Yinghua, and the latter waved his hand: "I didn't say anything."
??Xu Wei sat upright, put away the smile on her face, and looked directly at him: "I heard that you always go to the bar to dance at night. Isn't the pocket money given by the family not enough?"
?? Su Chun unconsciously stood up straighter, "Enough."
"Then what are you going to do?" Xu Wei asked seriously.
?? Su Chun said: "Help a friend, it's hard to refuse, and..." He paused, "I went to the bar to dance, and I also wanted to feel what it was like to stand on the stage."
?? "What does it feel like?"
??Su Chun thought about it, then shrugged: "I don't feel anything special."
??Xu Yinghua, who was watching, suddenly laughed.
??Xu Wei quickly said: "This kid has been disobedient since he was a child, and I got used to it."
??Xu Yinghua waved his hand: "How interesting, I really like this kid."
??Xu Wei glanced at Su Chun helplessly and reproachfully.
??Su Chun took the kettle and wanted to boil water for the two of them. Xu Yinghua signaled that he didn't need it, and brought up a new topic: "What did you think about what I told you last time?"
??Su Chun put down the kettle and stood up again, and said his thoughts: "I thought about it, but I still don't really want to study abroad."
"What's the reason?" Xu Wei asked.
??Su Chun: "My English is not good."
??After speaking, he could feel that if Xu Yinghua wasn't still here, Xu Wei would definitely come and beat him.
"Look at him!" Xu Wei frowned, pouring bitter water at Xu Yinghua: "When I was young, I advised him to learn guzheng, but he insisted on learning to dance. When I went to college, I suggested that he major in classical dance, and he insisted on jazz. Now I wanted him to study abroad, but he just said he didn’t want to go.”
?? Xu Yinghua patted her hand affectionately, and comforted her: "Whose children didn't come here like this. As long as they don't go out of line, why not let them go."
??Xu Wei's brows were not loose, and she seemed worried.
?? Su Chun was silent for a while, and said, "Mom, just as Mr. Xu told me last time, I will go to that dance show in May."
??After speaking, he looked at Xu Yinghua, who smiled and nodded at him.
??Xu Wei looked up at him and saw firmness in her son's eyes.
After a while, she waved her hand weakly: "You go first, your father will come back next week, you go home and have a meal together."
??Su's father is doing business and often travels to other places. Although Su's mother is a guzheng professor at a university, she is well-known in China and often needs to participate in some interviews and performances.
??The family gathers less and leaves more. Fortunately, I can often see it on TV.
?? Su Chun has gotten used to it, so he agreed simply: "Okay."
??Xu Wei nodded, and reminded him when he turned around: "Remember to take medicine."
?? "Understood, Mom, then I'll go first. Goodbye, Mr. Xu."
??Su Chun walked out politely, and gently closed the door for them.
??Xu Wei waited for a while, and after there was no movement outside the door, she sighed: "He has too big an idea."
?? "It's a good thing to have a big idea." Xu Yinghua said.
??Xu Wei sighed again, and the melancholy between her brows gathered into clouds, "What I'm really worried about is the bar where he went to dance. It's a..."
?? She took a moment to spit out the rest of the words: "... gay bars."
??Xu Yinghua was surprised for a moment, recalling the boy who asked him for Su Chun's contact information.
?? She thought for a moment, and said to Xu Wei: "You and I are both professors in the university, can't you accept homosexuality?"
??Xu Wei shook her head lightly, and said worriedly: "My main concern is that he is young and ignorant, messing around."
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??Because Dr. Gao asked for leave, Nan Siqian was very busy all morning. He was so busy that he didn't have time to think about the reason for his insomnia last night.
??Su Chun has not sent any news. At noon, Nan Siqian couldn't hold back and sent him a message: Have dinner together at night?Let's talk by the way.
??It took a long time for Su Chun to reply: OK, I'm done at [-]:[-] pm.
?? When it was time to get off work, Nan Siqian stepped on the accelerator all the way to the school to find Su Chun.
?? Su Chun has been waiting at the door.
??He is tall and has good body proportions. Even if the sky is dark and unclear, he is very eye-catching standing by the wall.
?? When Nan Siqian saw him, he became serious.
??He beat the steering wheel to death, and swung the car to Su Chun with a "swipe".
??The car window slid down, revealing his serious face, "Get in the car."
"..." Su Chun stood at the door and didn't get in the car, and said, "Who are you going to kill?"
??Nan Siqian was taken aback with a serious expression: "?"
??Su Chun: "I don't want to pick you up and say it directly. This posture is going to kill me. My feet should be amputated now if I move two centimeters forward."
??Nan Siqian looked at him sullenly for a while, then suddenly couldn't help laughing, "Come up and tell me."
??Su Chun opened the car door and sat in, handing the milk tea in his hand to Nan Siqian.
??Nan Siqian took a sip with his hand, and as the warm milk tea flowed into his stomach, he felt relieved.
??never mind.
?? He thought.
?? Try it.
?? Su Chun ate the pearls inside, turned on his phone and took a photo of Nan Siqian's profile.
??Nan Siqian glanced at him, paused for a moment on his mobile phone interface from the corner of his eye, and the corner of his mouth raised a little: "Mysterious boyfriend is coming out?"
??Su Chun smiled, "It won't be mysterious any more."
?? Nan Siqian paused, but did not make a sound.
??Su Chun zoomed in on the photos he took, leaving only the hard but smooth jawline and a clean neckline.
??Nan Siqian's skin is very clean. It should be said that his whole body looks very clean.
??Su Chun posted the photo on Weibo after taking the screenshot.
??Su Chunchun: Wow, my brother is so handsome [Rose]
??Nan Siqian kept looking at Su Chun from the corner of his eyes, at the short hair stubble that was exposed because he lowered his head, at his occasional typing fingers, at the slightly raised corners of his mouth.His auricles are straight and white, with a faint pink color, the shimmering light reflected on them almost penetrates the skin and shines into the blood vessels, thin and transparent.
?? Just browse his Weibo a little bit to know that his preferences are very obvious - abstinence, elite, mensao, are all labels of these preferences.
?? Nan Siqian read it more than once last night, of course he knows this.
??Su Chun turned off the phone, took a sip of the big cup of milk tea.
??Nan Siqian suddenly came back to his senses, and asked after thinking about it: "Do you want to enter the entertainment circle?"
?? They talked about this once before, but they never had a chance to talk again after being interrupted.
?? Su Chun glanced at him: "I haven't decided yet, I might try it."
??Nan Siqian nodded, thinking about how to speak.
?? "If you want to enter the entertainment industry, do you need to sign a company first?" He thought and said: "I have a good friend who knows more about this matter. If you have this idea, we can work together someday Go and have a look."
?? "Why?" Su Chun asked.
??Nan Siqian did not respond: "Huh?"
??He was stunned for a moment, then realized something, and explained: "I mean, if you need..."
?? "I mean," Su Chun interrupted him, and said very clearly: "The 'relationship' issue that I talked about yesterday has not been resolved, so will I be promoted into the entertainment industry?"
??Nan Siqian clenched the steering wheel tightly, and the street lights on both sides of the road turned on, interlacing and casting several rays of light, which flashed past his tense jaw.
??Nan Siqian stared at the road ahead and was silent for a while, "What do you like about me?"
?? Su Chun thought for a while: "Abstinence, elite, boring..."
?? "..." This is exactly the same as his preferences, Nan Siqian silenced for a moment, then said carefully: "Let me be clear, do you like me, or like me?"
?? Su Chun turned his face to look at him.
"You answer after you think about it," Nan Siqian said, "I will decide how to answer you based on your answer."
?? Su Chun thought for a long time.
??Nan Siqian is indeed in line with his taste, but there are some special ones that are out of the ordinary.
?? He is open-minded, calm, and interesting.
??Like a tree growing on fertile land, it has luxuriant branches but deep roots.
?? However, his branches are suave in the wind, and his leaves are chatting and laughing.
?? He exudes charming danger in the breeze.
??Su Chun couldn't tell.
??Nan Siqian drove to the restaurant, parked the car, and did not turn off the engine.
?? He reached out to turn down the music in the car, "Have you figured it out yet?"
?? Su Chun said frankly: "Those who like you like you also like you."
??Nan Siqian: "This answer is too conservative."
??Su Chun tilted his head and said seriously: "The truth."
??Nan Siqian let out a breath and put one hand on the steering wheel to meditate.
??Su Chun waited for a while, then leaned against the car door and folded his arms: "We are all adults, we are honest with each other, what to say."
??Nan Siqian looked at him, "What if I disagree?"
?? "Then keep it as it is." Su Chun said: "In short, it is absolutely impossible to support."
?? Nan Siqian pursed his lips.
??He doesn't want to stay the same, he needs to change to relieve the anxious state of mind.
??Su Chun half leaned on the car door and looked at him sideways. This action made him look a little cold: "Actually, if you really like it, you should give me an answer last night. There is no need to wait for this day."
"Then why do you have to wait." Nan Siqian said.
?? Su Chun remained silent, and gradually tightened his teeth.
??The two looked at each other, and the sound of their deliberately lowered breathing was lower than the music slowly flowing in the car.
??The air conditioner blows slowly, fixing the temperature at a comfortable level.
?? But Nan Siqian still felt hot.
??Su Chun saw himself watching silently from his eyes.
??In the quiet space, I don't know whose heartbeat is the most uncontrollable, and it gradually starts to speed up.
?? A kind of chemical reaction that is simmering in the air slowly.
??Su Chun moved first.
??He didn't turn his eyes away, only raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "It seems that there is already an answer..."
?? Before the words fell, Nan Siqian opened the seat belt with a click, leaned over and kissed her!
??The music in the car seemed to disappear all of a sudden, only the sound of breathing became more and more enthusiastic.
??Nan Siqian's half-covered eyes were like a wolf and a tiger, full of aggressiveness and deterrence.
?? Of course, his movements are also the same.
??Su Chun responded to every enthusiasm of his, and heard him gritting his teeth and saying every word: "Su Chun, if you dare to play with me..."
?? "Oh?" Su Chun was still in the mood to smile, and groaned: "How do you plan to let me die?"
?? He stretched out his hand to support his pressed chest, while the other hand held him to prevent him from leaving easily.
??Nan Siqian stared at him, his eyes almost tore him apart.
??Su Chun laughed lowly, and with a provocative trembling, whispered desperately: "Are you planning to let me die in the car or on the bed?"
??Nan Siqian really wanted to kill him.
??He took a deep breath, touched the button with his fingers precisely, and quietly lowered the seat.
??Su Chun slowly lay down with the seat, his eyes and black hair completely avoided the hazy sky outside the window.
?? Nan Siqian pressed down together with him, measuring everything about him in the dark.
?? "Good idea," he evoked a vicious smile, and whispered, "I'll let you feel them all today, so that you can make a good choice."
??Su Chun supported him, but didn't use any force. "I advise you not to be impulsive. The waiter should come and knock on the window in a while, reminding guests that if they don't eat, parking here is prohibited."
??Nan Siqian examined him inch by inch.
?? If this look can be translated into substance, it probably has wiped him out.
??Su Chun glanced out the window, let go of his hand and said, "Doctor Nan, get up, the security guards are here."
??Nan Siqian stared at him motionless, his threatening gaze became more and more threatening.
??Su Chun couldn't help tilting his head and smiling, and patted the person on his body: "The security guard is really here."
??Nan Siqian paused, turned his head to look, and there was indeed a figure on the window at the driver's side, and he was looking in close.
"Fuck." Nan Siqian cursed.
??Su Chun also cursed: "Fuck, spoil the scenery."
?? But he clearly gloats in it.
?? The security guard tapped on the car window lightly.
??Nan Siqian sat back in his seat, pressed the car window, and looked at him calmly with his eyes raised.
??The security guard withdrew his hand, and said with some embarrassment: "Mr., have you made an appointment?"
"An appointment." Nan Siqian said coldly.
?? "Okay," the security guard said quickly, "Excuse me!" Then he ran away feeling uncomfortable.
??Nan Siqian stared at the direction in which he ran away.
"Hey, Doctor Nan," Su Chun touched him with his elbow, and raised his chin toward the restaurant's door: "Let's go?"
??Nan Siqian said with a nonchalant smile, "Wait a minute."
?? Su Chun glanced down, Nan Siqian looked at him: "What are you looking at?"
??Su Chun looked away from the window.After a while, he asked, "Doctor Nan, how old are you?"
"Haven't you seen how old I am?" Nan Siqian asked back.
?? Su Chun smiled and didn't turn his head: "No, I asked the age."
"Tsk," Nan Siqian said, "You don't even know how old I am, so you want to date someone?"
?? Su Chun hummed, "What you look at is the person, not the age."
??Nan Siqian took out his ID card from the glove box and threw it into his arms. Su Chun picked it up and looked at it, then glanced down at Nan Siqian, pointing out: "No, Doctor Nan , not as old as you."
"Can you bear it? If you can bear it, we won't go in for dinner." Nan Siqian said unhurriedly: "Now go find an interesting supply store and buy a suitable size for you try."
?? Saying that he released the handbrake and was about to drive.
"Don't," Su Chun took his hand and led him to tighten the handbrake again, while softening his voice, "Don't be as knowledgeable as me."
??Even if he deliberately softened his voice, he still didn't feel soft.Nan Siqian could only feel the bad energy emanating from him from the inside out.
?? He looked down at his hand, and then looked at him.
??Su Chun didn't take back his hand, but still put it on Nan Siqian's hand. Seeing him looking over, he tightly squeezed his hand: "Go to eat?"
"And then?" Nan Siqian asked.
?? "Then go to your house," Su Chun lowered his voice: "Fuck me."
??Nan Siqian squinted his eyes.
?? "As soon as the relationship changes, you can immediately stay at my house?" He said, "I couldn't stay the first two times."
?? "I'm a decent person, and I don't just sleep over at other people's homes." Su Chun paused and said, "I only sleep over at my boyfriend's."
"Hey," Nan Siqian said with a half-smile, "How many nights have you spent at your former boyfriend's house?"
??Su Chun lowered his eyes and smiled again.
?? Whenever he laughed like this, Nan Siqian wanted to raise his head fiercely so that he could only look at himself.
??Su Chun missed the flash of controlling desire on his face because of the momentary diversion of his eyes.
??Nan Siqian firmly held Su Chun's hand, released the handbrake slowly, and then forcefully led him to start the car irresistibly.
?? Su Chun was taken aback: "Huh?"
??The car body trembled slightly. Nan Siqian stepped on the accelerator hard. While the car slid out quickly, he said in a deep voice: "Today, I must let you take care of yourself and explain this problem clearly."