txolops Chapter 25
Chapter 25
Feng Ziqing is now renting a house not far from the school. It is very small and narrow, less than ten square meters in total, and it is still very old. The corners are full of dense spider webs.
She originally boarded at the school because the orphanage was far away from the school.But this kind of boarding life lasted only one year, and she couldn't bear to move out.
Ice water splashed on the bedding in the winter, wet clothes in the hot summer, being locked out of the door after forgetting to bring the key, whispering and sneering behind the scenes, conscious or unconscious isolation from the group of girls ...
Feng Ziqing was cowardly, and endured for a year. After seeking help from the teacher to no avail, she resolutely moved out.
Even though it's crowded and dirty, it's quiet, which is better than being bullied at school.
More than half of her living expenses are reserved for rent, and the rest can barely guarantee two meals a day to satisfy her hunger.
Even in such a difficult day, Feng Ziqing still works hard every day with hope and motivation, and moves forward step by step for her dream.
It won't even be long before it's time for her to reach a turning point in her life.
With her grades, there is no problem at all in taking a heavy exam.
However, if Feng Yinuo didn't show up.
All of this will be ruined today.
This alley is not the only way for Feng Ziqing to go home. She rents a house by herself and is a bit timid, so she is usually very careful and never walks in these remote and uninhabited alleys.
I will pass by here today, but I was attracted and pushed in by someone.
Feng Yinuo hugged her, and did not go to the small house she rented, but took her back to the place where he lived temporarily.When she woke up, she was in an apartment in the center of this small county, which was a little compensation for Fang Tiandao.Only then did he figure out what time it was, so he rushed all the way back, and almost saved the child.
Now she has nothing on her but a bank card and a fake ID.
Moreover, her time in this plane is limited, only seven years.
Feng Yinuo hugged Ren Haosheng in his arms, and took a taxi along this alley, not bothering to worry about the eyes of passers-by along the way, and went directly to her temporary residence.
After entering the room, closing the door, and carefully placing the child covered in bruises in his arms on the bed in the master bedroom, Feng Yinuo's tense spirit relaxed slightly.
The child's shoes have gone somewhere, so it's easy to save at this time.
Feng Yinuo sat on the edge of the bed, carefully sizing up the immature eyebrows of the person on the bed, her eyes paused for a moment on her thin cheeks, and then swept over the large and small scars one by one. It was swollen, it must have been beaten just now.
She looked at it for a while, then closed her eyes and sighed softly.He raised his fingertips, pursed his lips slightly, and gently rubbed away the tears on her cheeks with pity.Then he paused, got up and went to the bathroom to get some hot water, soaked the towel, wrung out the warm towel and went back to the bedroom, carefully wiped the child's cheeks, and applied the red and swollen half. Face.
When Feng Ziqing woke up, it was the early morning of the second day. The first thing she did when she woke up was to subconsciously clenched her clothes tightly. She collected herself and turned her eyes around this strange room. He was so frightened that his face turned pale in an instant.
The memories of yesterday afternoon flooded in, and those emotions of fear and despair seemed to still linger in her mind, causing thin cold sweat to slowly overflow from her forehead.Feng Ziqing hurriedly lowered her eyes to check the clothes on her body, only to find that she was still wearing the clothes that the woman handed over to her yesterday afternoon, taken off from the little gangster.It was full of dust, staining the clean and white sheets and bedding on the bed.
Feng Ziqing watched silently, those stained spots made her feel a little helpless and ashamed, so she quickly got off the bed sitting up.
There was a small alarm clock on the table not far away, and it was already eight o'clock.
Already late.
The girl lowered her eyes, thinking about the scolding from the teacher and the ridicule from her classmates later, she felt powerless and tired, and her mind was stuffy, which made her forget what to do for a while.
When she finally recovered from this empty and dazed state, the door was suddenly opened.
Feng Ziqing:! ! !
Feng Yinuo originally came to see if the child was awake, but as soon as he opened the door, he met the girl's wet and frightened eyes, and before she said anything, she looked at the clumsy little elk a little Fearing subconsciously, he took two steps back, tripped over the bed, and sat down on the bed in a daze.
Feng Yinuo: ...
The woman blinked her eyes, couldn't help but cover her lips with her hand and coughed lightly, hiding the smile on her lips.
The little deer on the bed blushed almost ripe, his eyes moistened a little bit, looking at her helplessly, as if he didn't know what to do.
"Now that you're up, let's go wash up and come eat."
Seeing her youthful appearance, Feng Yinuo couldn't help but shook his head, lowered his eyebrows, and whispered to her.
She thought for a while, then turned around and went to the living room to take out the new clothes she bought last night, and handed them to the still dazed child, her gaze paused on the clock not far away.
"Don't worry, I have asked the teacher for leave for you."
"I haven't changed your clothes last night, so let's take a bath by the way."
In fact, Feng Yinuo knew that if she had changed the child's clothes last night, Feng Ziqing would have been even more nervous, so he didn't move her clothes.
Feng Ziqing carefully held a whole set of new clothes in her arms, subconsciously licked her dry lips, and listened to her orderly account to herself, such a calm and indifferent tone seemed to wipe out the panic and uneasiness in her heart. Soothed.
"...no...thank you..."
She had always been withdrawn and was not good at dealing with people, but now her face was flushed, her words were intermittent, and she was very nervous.
"...too much trouble for you..."
The girl met her eyes, hugged her clothes and quickly stood up, lowered her eyes, not daring to see if there was another black mark on the bed behind her.
Feng Yinuo should not have liked seeing her cowardly appearance, but what came to his heart first was distress and tenderness.
The girl's mind is easy to guess, her thoughts are written on her face, so that people can understand at a glance.
Feng Yinuo couldn't help but raised his hand to stroke her somewhat messy hair, and sighed softly.
"Don't you think I look a lot like you?"
She spoke suddenly.
The girl blinked her eyes in a daze, and after realizing what she was saying, she suddenly raised her head and stared straight at the woman's very familiar face.
Before that, because of anxiety and fear, I didn't dare to watch more.
At this moment, when he looked carefully, he found that this person's face was very similar to hers.
"It's also a kind of fate, isn't it?"
Feng Yinuo curled his lips slightly.
"I've asked about you. You're an orphan."
"I want to adopt you, how?"
The child in front of her was still staring at her blankly, like a little stupid goose.
Silly.
Feng Yinuo couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch her cheek, feeling the almost nonexistent sensuality on it, and couldn't help frowning.
"Go and wash up first, we'll talk about this matter later after you finish your meal."
"Perhaps you would like to visit the dean's grandmother before making a decision."
She lowered her eyes, brushed the skirt of her clothes for the child in front of her, turned around, and went to the kitchen.
The person behind stood there in a daze for a long time. After a long time, he looked down at the brand new and soft clothes in his arms, pursed his lips, went out hesitantly to have a look, and listened quietly to the conversation coming out of the kitchen for a while. The voice finally went into the bathroom in silence.
There is a smell of fragrance in the air, it should be that person is making breakfast.
She quietly entered the bathroom and closed the door.
The closed small space inside made the heart that had been hanging a little bit down.
adoption?
Feng Ziqing leaned against the door, squatted down slowly, buried her head in those clothes, her mind was a little bit stuck, thinking slowly bit by bit.
There weren't too many surprises, the woman's familiar brows and the gentle and indulgent expression in her eyes made her rush to her heart first, but there were countless grievances that burst out suddenly.
From the time she could remember, there were actually a few people who wanted to adopt her.
What I fancy is this pair of pretty good skins.
When they were five years old, they were a couple.
Gentle and careful, he swore to take her away.
She has indeed given her the love and warmth like a parent.
But after accidentally getting a biological son that belonged to them, they threw her back to the orphanage without hesitation.
Later, as I got older, few people wanted to adopt a child who had already started school.
When she was ten years old, a middle-aged man came and said he wanted to adopt her, who happened to be 40 years older.
This time, it was only a few days later.
Her dean's grandmother led the police into the man's house and rescued the little girl who had few clothes left.
A young child is always ignorant in certain matters, and no one has taught her.That's why the little girl didn't even understand why her always calm and calm grandma the dean hugged her, and cried bitterly while holding her, blaming herself and thanking her.
And why, the adoptive father who would buy her a small skirt was taken away under the pressure of the police uncle, and when he left, he glanced at him so horribly.
She didn't understand, but she still obediently followed the dean's grandmother back.
After that, no one wanted to adopt her again.
The dean’s grandmother always regarded her as her own, and never disliked her at all. She worked hard to support her education, and always saved herself, but she often bought some snacks and clothes for the girl, treating the girl as her own granddaughter love.
Now, another person said that he wanted to adopt himself.
Feng Ziqing leaned against the door, buried her head, and sat silently like that, letting unexplained emotions surge up, and her nasal cavity was sore and unbearable.She couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was, and she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.
It's just that at this moment, in such a small and closed environment, those things that have been suppressed for too long suddenly burst out.
It made her eyes blurry, and the wet and hot liquid soaked the new clothes in her arms.
He bit his lip tightly, but the sob in his throat couldn't be swallowed no matter what.
In the kitchen, Feng Yinuo turned off the gas, leaned on the countertop and quietly lowered his eyes to listen to the faint crying sound coming from the toilet, with a cold expression in his eyes.
She stood with downcast eyes for a while, then took out a pack of cigarettes from her pocket, took one, lit it, and put it skillfully in her lips.
The lips were slightly opened, and the smoke was gently exhaled, lingering and soon drifting away.
She waited patiently until her second cigarette was exhausted, and the child came out slowly.
The hair is still wet.
Feng Yinuo glanced at her, his eyes paused on her red eye sockets, and then moved to her wet hair dripping with water.
It was almost summer now, and she had prepared a thin shirt for the child, which was also wet now.
Feng Yinuo helplessly supported his forehead, but when he met the child's wet and restless eyes, he couldn't say anything.
She had no choice but to purse her lips, took the little stupid goose to the bathroom, found her hair dryer, and dried her hair with lowered eyes.
The child under him was stiff all the way.
Feng Yinuo saw the child's appearance from the mirror on the wall, and even the pupils were blank at this moment, letting her blow her hair stiffly.
Feng Ziqing smelled the faint smell of tobacco on this person, and gently stroked her hair with the fingertips on her hair, blowing her hair patiently.
She raised her eyes carefully, and saw the woman behind her who was looking down at her hair from the mirror like a thief, and felt her cheeks were hot.
Xu Shicai's tears hadn't dissipated just now.
Suddenly, the woman looked up at the mirror.
Feng Ziqing lowered her eyes for an instant, as if she had been caught doing something bad, she felt hot all over her body, her eyes went blank from nervousness, and she unconsciously pinched the corner of her clothes with her drooping fingertips.
Feng Ziqing was injured, so Feng Yinuo didn't prepare any meat, but cooked her some porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat.After eating, she had to give Haosheng some medicine.
She called her homeroom teacher today in the name of sister Feng Ziqing, and asked for three days off, so that the child could rest for a few days.
By the way, let's solve this adoption problem.
Feng Yinuo didn't even know how old she was. Her ID card in this plane indicated that she was exactly thirty, so she was considered capable of adopting this child.
The dean's grandma did treat her well, but after all, she is an old man and she is getting old. It is really hard work to take care of Feng Ziqing's life and save her tuition fees.
What's more, Feng Ziqing lives alone now, which is very unsafe.She is going to school outside, and she will be worried by the elderly, and even the grandmother who raised her...
"I'm already thirty, and now I want to adopt you because you look very similar to me."
Feng Yinuo was not very hungry, and he put down his spoon without eating much.
She looked at the child who was eating seriously for a while, and suddenly spoke.
Feng Ziqing's fingertips froze, and she looked up at her in silence.
The woman in front of her looked to be in her early twenties at most.
She looked at it silently, listening to the woman's plain words, her heart moved slightly, and she also put down the spoon.
"If I adopt you, I will support you in school until you are able to support yourself."
"Presumably, in this way, the director of the orphanage can also save a lot of worry."
Feng Yinuo calmly looked at the child in front of him. Sure enough, as soon as these words were uttered, the girl's face moved slightly, a little tempted.
The grandmother of the orphanage, her only family member, is the person Feng Ziqing loves and feels most guilty about.
"it is good."
The child who has always been calm in major matters pondered for a moment, then stared into the woman's eyes and nodded in agreement.
The woman curled her lips into a smile when she heard the words, and frowned slightly.
"Eat, I will take you to the orphanage to go through the formalities later."
The girl also nodded in agreement, quietly raised her eyes to look at her, then quickly lowered her head, and finished her bowl of porridge intently.
Let alone meat, she didn't drink much porridge like this.
Living on bread and water every day, it is rare to taste it now, and I cherish it very much.
Feng Yinuo propped his head up, looked at her quietly, and watched the child sipping porridge like a little hamster, his earnest appearance was actually kind of cute.
Just too skinny.
She waited patiently for a while, and the little hamster also finished eating.
As soon as he raised his eyes, he hiccupped slightly.
Feng Yinuo: ...
The woman laughed dumbfoundedly.
The little hamster blushed instantly, wishing he could get into the crack.Looking at her helplessly, his eyes were wet again, clean and pure inside.
Feng Yinuo looked at her with a smile, feeling a little soft in his heart.He took a tissue for her and wiped her lips carefully, then got up and prepared to carry the little hamster to go through the formalities.
The dean's grandma was a little surprised when she saw Feng Ziqing. The child didn't want to tell grandma about those troubles, so she only picked some happy things to talk to her to make her happy.
Feng Yinuo explained the purpose of coming, and thought that the old man would agree to it soon.But I never thought that the old man proposed to have a private talk with her.
Feng Yinuo nodded in agreement.
"Xiaoqing must have been bullied a lot outside."
The old man suppressed the smile in his eyebrows, looked at her quietly, and said suddenly.
Feng Yinuo looked at her silently, not knowing how to answer for a moment.
Old people know everything.
She knew that the girl had been bullied outside, and she also knew that the girl was making her happy.
So she pretended to be coaxed to be happy, so why isn't she coaxing the girl to be happy?
Feng Yinuo didn't answer, and the old man didn't care.He just looked at her with a smile on his brow.
"Good boy, do you want to adopt her?"
"Ah."
"It's a good thing. Xiaoqing is a good boy. She actually likes you. I can tell."
An inexplicable liking from the bottom of my heart, a faint intimacy at the first sight.
"I hope you can get along well."
The old man didn't say much, and soon agreed, and completed the formalities for her.
Facing this former grandma, Feng Yinuo felt agitated in her heart, and didn't know what to say, so she remained silent.
After completing the formalities, she turned around and was about to leave.
The old man behind him suddenly called softly.
She called out, "Xiaoqing!"
It is the voice hidden deep in memory.
Feng Yinuo paused suddenly.
She didn't turn around, just lowered her head, and stood quietly with her back to the old man.
The old man behind him asked her in a low voice with a trembling voice.
"Can I...can I hug you?"
[Grandma hugs, Xiaoqing is not afraid! 】
【Hug our Xiaoqing... Whoops, Xiaoqing stopped crying...】
It's the instant heat in the eye sockets.
Feng Yinuo pinched his fingertips, turned sideways, and looked at the old man who was sitting on the chair.
The old man was also looking at her. He was nearly seventy years old, but his eyes were still clear and bright, looking at her with a little hope, his expression was soft.
It seems to be able to see through everything.
"……it is good."
She opened her lips and answered hoarsely.
The old man's fingertips were rough, but very warm.He was gently stroking and stroking her hair, like hugging a wronged child.
She said in a low voice: "Not afraid...not afraid..."
"Good boy, I was wronged."
It had been an unknown number of years, and the scalding liquid gushed out again, soaking the old man's clothes.
Feng Yinuo didn't make a sound.
She bit her lips tightly, even though her eyes were blurred, she remained silent.
It's just subconsciously surrounding her grandma.
She can't say anything to those children who are redeemed by her, and she can't express anything to anyone in the main plane.
All the pain that Feng Ziqing has experienced and has not experienced is her past.
Every time she sees her previous self, it is tearing open the wound that was already scarred, and things that she doesn't want to remember come flooding in, making her suffer again.
"Grandma hopes that you are all well..."
"Xiaoqing is not afraid."
The old man surrounded her, caressed her back slowly and tenderly, and said in a low voice.
"……it is good."
Feng Yinuo closed his eyes, suppressed those emotions and the moisture at the end of his eyes, and responded softly.
"Let's go."
After regaining her composure, she opened the door and saw the child who had been waiting outside.
"go home."
Feng Yinuo paced over, raised his hand to caress the girl's soft hair, and said in a low voice.
"……Um."
The girl looked up at her, her eyes were bright, and she couldn't help but bend her lips when she heard the words.
His fingertips came over quietly, carefully tentatively holding her hand.
Go home.
What a beautiful word.
like a dream.
The author has something to say: Oh, let’s not update it tonight... (Contemplation)
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