Running wolf and dog

Chapter 37: Leaving

It has been half a year since Han Xiaonuo was able to walk around normally. During this time, he has been living in the house rented by Han Yiyi. Han Yiyi took good care of him. The former Han Xiaonuo would at least show that Han Yiyi had a good look on his face. A feeling of disgust, but now it's gone, he seems to be a different person, no matter what Han Yiyi says to him, he always responds flatly, like a robot with a simple program.

Han Xiaonuo is blind. He used to be blind in one eye, but now he can't see at all.

After waking up and having breakfast every day, he would carefully grope and sit on the sofa in the living room. He would sit there all day, with eyes that could not see any light, and doing nothing.

Sometimes when Han Yiyi was at home, she would look at him through the crack of the door. She couldn't help shedding tears when she watched him. Far beyond her imagination.She was really hit, so her previous wailing and scolding turned into silent tears.

Han Xiaonuo didn't know about this. He was actually awake only a few times when he was sitting there. When he was awake, he would think of a man with phoenix eyes, a high nose, and thin lips like razor blades. In his mind, the man always grinned. With a sneer on his mouth, he said to him, you damn gay, go to hell, and then, it was a bloody mess.Fortunately, such waking hours are rare, and most of the time he is in a state of sleepwalking, his head is blurred, without any thinking.

It's not good, but it's not bad for him either.

Yao Heng often came to see him, and every time he came, he would sit beside him for a while without making a sound, and then leave with a look of remorse.Han Xiaonuo knew he was coming and ignored him, they just sat in the living room without saying a word, consuming the painful silence.

Yao Heng noticed that Han Xiaonuo's face became paler, and sometimes the light by the window even made his skin transparent. He opened those black eyes and looked around, without purpose or direction. At that moment, Yao Heng was afraid that he would disappear suddenly.

Yao Heng would think of the scene when he picked up Han Xiaonuo in the alley that day, his face was covered with blood, and his eyes lost any vitality. Yao Heng thought he would not survive, so he couldn't help kneeling in front of him and crying. The doctor said that luckily at that time Han Xiaonuo instinctively tilted his head, the bullet had grazed his eyeball, so he lost his good eye.

Han Xiaonuo, if it was possible, I really wish Lin Jie had hit me on the head with a brick!Yao Heng kept thinking like this, and the hatred in his heart became more and more intense.

However, before his hatred could be awakened, Han Xiaonuo seemed to finally wake up from the chaos that day, and he suddenly said to Yao Heng: "Yao Heng, I'm leaving."

Yao Heng didn't react, he was stunned for a long time before asking Han Xiaonuo: "Where are you going?"

Han Xiaonuo smiled, for the first time in half a year, and said, "I don't know, maybe it's the south, maybe it's the north."

Yao Heng looked at Han Xiaonuo, who didn't know where his eyes fell, with a faint smile on his face, like an old man over half a century old, and like a child who just entered the world, who doesn't care about world affairs and like Because he is ignorant of the world, Yao Heng heard him say in a relaxed tone: "I will never come back again."

Yao Heng was crying. The big man about 1.8 meters was sitting on the sofa and his face was red from crying. In order not to make a sound, he bit his hand until it was bloody. After an unknown period of time, he smiled and said: "Han Xiaonuo , you go, don't come back, I will see you when I have time."

Both of them knew that after this farewell, they might never meet again.

Yao Heng suddenly remembered when Han Xiaonuo first came, he had dyed yellow hair and fought with him on the first day of class, this guy had such a bad temper back then. ． ． ． ． ．Yao Heng looked at Han Xiaonuo in front of him again, his hair had been cut short and his facial features were clear, but those eyes that were so radiant in everything would never come back. ． ． ． ． ．

Yao Heng's heart hurts when he thought about it, he actually wanted to keep Han Xiaonuo, but when he saw Han Xiaonuo's eyes that couldn't find their place now, his heart felt like it was being wrung to pieces by a sharp weapon Yes, he was numb from the pain, and he knew that he had to let go.At this moment, he suddenly realized that Han Xiaonuo never belonged to anyone. He was supposed to be that bohemian boy with dyed hair, but he was put in shackles and became the soulless look he is today.

Yao Heng stood up, and he walked stiffly to Han Xiaonuo's house step by step. In the end, he couldn't help but look back at Han Xiaonuo. It looked so beautiful, yet so unreal, Yao Heng wanted to hug him, but he was afraid that his reckless behavior would scare him. At that moment, his eyes blurred again, he gritted his teeth, and finally left .

That spring, Han Xiaonuo left Yunmeng forever.

At the station, the spring breeze from the northwest blew smoke and sand, which was very similar to the scene when Han Xiaonuo came. Han Yiyi held him, and he raised his head with a smile. A trace of smoke and sand flashed across the corner of his eyes, and he said, "Let's go, Staying in this place for too long will kill you."

Han Yiyi next to her paused, holding back her tears and turning her head away, she saw Yao Heng standing not far away waving at them.

Yao Heng stood not far away and smiled at them. That was the last time they met. He never heard any news about Han Xiaonuo until Yao Heng died of old age.

After all, that boy walked into the vast crowd and disappeared.

In fact, there was another person who appeared at the station that day, the man that Han Xiaonuo would think of every time he dreamed back at midnight, he was wearing a black shirt, standing in the crowd not far away, his pair of black Danfeng kept staring at Han Xiaonuo until Han Xiaonuo disappeared at the ticket gate. After a long time, he turned around and left.

In this way, four years have passed in the blink of an eye.

In [-], the summer just started, the temperature had already risen, Han Yiyi was going to work, and when she went out in the morning, she specifically told Han Xiaonuo not to run around, and put all the meals in the refrigerator for him.

Although Han Xiaonuo agreed to her, but after he got used to the darkness, his dishonesty suddenly appeared. Not long after Han Yiyi went out, he walked out slowly with a walking stick. the door.

The summer is hot and there are not many people on the street, so Han Xiaonuo feels relaxed. He doesn't like the way others look at him. I can clearly feel the sympathetic or pity eyes around me.

Although Han Xiaonuo doesn't like to be pointed out as an outlier, but after all those things he has experienced, coupled with the accumulation of a few years of life, he is somewhat more relaxed than before, and his life is too boring, so, occasionally he I would also make some harmless jokes with those people, but every time the person who discussed it would leave the scene with an embarrassed face.

For example, at this time, he had just passed a bus stop, and two female classmates waiting for the bus saw him, one of them quickly pulled the other, and whispered, "What a handsome guy, hey——"

The students who were held back couldn't help but look at Han Xiaonuo, and at the same time said to their companions: "Be quiet, people will hear you later!"

The companion replied to her: "What are you afraid of, we haven't done anything bad."

Han Xiaonuo actually walked over, but stopped suddenly at this moment, he turned around unexpectedly, before the two students could react, he said in a deep voice, "Thank you."

The two classmates who were discussing were startled and left in a hurry without even waiting for the car.

Han Xiaonuo smiled, turned his head and knocked on the ground with his crutches, and walked forward slowly. After a while, a thin layer of sweat was distributed on his plump forehead.At this moment, there was a sudden sound of jingling bells in front, and Han Xiaonuo heard an anxious voice shouting: "Get out of the way, those in front, get out of the way!"

The small city where Han Xiaonuo lives does not have a dedicated sidewalk for the blind. The sidewalk he walks on now generally has no vehicles. When he hears the noise, he walks unhurriedly to the side, but who knows what will happen? It seemed as if he had completely lost control. As soon as Han Xiaonuo took a step, he felt the world turned upside down and he was knocked down to the ground.

Ignoring the pain in his body, Han Xiaonuo reached out to feel for his crutch. At this moment, he felt his hand stabilized, and his hand was held by a warm hand.

Before he could react, someone lifted his arm, followed by a caring voice: "Uncle, are you okay!"

Hearing the voice, Han Xiaonuo said with a stern face: "Who are you calling uncle? I guess you are in your twenties from the sound of your voice."

The person who supported him paused, and then said apologetically, "I'm sorry, brother, let me help you up!"

As he said that, the man helped Han Xiaonuo to his feet. Han Xiaonuo speculated that the other party should be a little taller than himself based on the posture in which the other party supported him. He heard the voice cheerful and straightforward, and the hand holding him was gentle and delicate. He guessed that the other party would also He is just a young man, there have been too many blackmails in the past few years, and this kind of friction did not happen to him once or twice. Han Xiaonuo didn't want to get entangled with the young people in front of him, and he was even more afraid of the onlookers later. Too much, causing unnecessary trouble, so he quickly said: "I'm fine, just give me my crutch."

Before he finished speaking, the person who supported him handed him the crutches. At the same time, the other person patted him everywhere, and asked him worriedly: "Are you okay, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Han Xiaonuo quickly moved his arm away from the opponent's hand, then took a step back, waved his hand in the direction of the voice, and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine, and I won't blackmail anyone."

Saying that, without waiting for the other party's reaction, he turned around and tapped his crutches and left.

The man yelled, but Han Xiaonuo ignored him, but he stared at Han Xiaonuo in a daze, and when Han Xiaonuo's back completely disappeared, he suddenly jumped up and shouted, "Oops, I'm late!" Then, he stepped on his bicycle and left in a hurry.