Chapter 16: Past and Present
Chapter 16: Past and Present
"What happened next?" The bar's music was blaring, and under the blurred lights, an elegant man stared at the man with short black hair and beautiful eyes. No matter how imaginative he was, he couldn't think of a man with long hair. He has long hair and looks depressed, but he can guarantee that such a man must be alluring.
"Later..." Han Xiaonuo looked at the elegant man with a short beard in front of him, smiled, and said, "If you want to hear the continuation of the story, pay for the wine first!"
The elegant man stared at Han Xiaonuo's smile, he was stunned for a while, he couldn't associate the ruffian man in front of him with that timid and melancholy young man, he couldn't help doubting: "Little Nuo, don't lie to me by making up a story about drinking!"
Hearing the man's words, Han Xiaonuo shrugged his shoulders noncommittally. He shook the crystal clear wine glass in front of him, then drank the wine in one gulp, said the old rules to the man next to him, you pay the bill, and then Get up and walk out of the bar.
The man hastily checked out, and hurriedly chased him out. As soon as he walked out of the bar, Han Xiaonuo had already boarded a black BMW and disappeared into the night. Go to the bar to find new targets!
Han Xiaonuo hasn't said a word since he got into the car, his smiling face just now was completely tense this time, he glanced at the driver, it was none other than Yan Bin.
Usually Yan Bin's subordinate Yao Fei who wears glasses comes to pick him up. The two of them have not spoken more than ten sentences in the past few years. Han Xiaonuo also likes this kind of silence. Yan Bin rarely comes to pick him up. Once there is such an accident , Han Xiaonuo knew that he must have nothing good to eat at night!
Han Xiaonuo looked at the neon lights that were gradually moving away outside. This is not the way home, no, it should be said, it is not the way back to Yan Bin’s house. To Han Xiaonuo, that place is nothing more than a prison. How did he get there step by step? today?
He didn't tell this story to that strange man. Although he did talk too much today, a few glasses of wine wouldn't make him tear his heart out, let alone reveal his embarrassing identity as a male favorite.
He suddenly remembered that after Yan Xiaoyun's death, he had visited their house once. As soon as Han Xiaonuo walked to the door, he heard Yan Xiaoyun's mother's hoarse voice calling, "Xiaoyun, is that you, Xiaoyun?" He paused, then ran away. Yes, that time, Han Xiaonuo truly realized his own insignificance and cowardice, as Yan Xiaoyun said, he couldn't even protect himself, so who could he protect?He, Han Xiaonuo, is just one of the insignificant people in this world, and his story is just an impromptu entertainment in the eyes of others.
A sharp pain on his shoulder woke Han Xiaonuo out of his imagination, he looked at the man in front of him, and the man stared at him, but it was different from the plainness in his eyes, the black phoenix eyes of the man were full of obvious anger, He heard the man grit his teeth in a hoarse voice: "If you dare to lose your mind again, I will strip you and throw you into the street!"
It's like what a child said in anger, but Han Xiaonuo knows that a man can do it. Two years, whether it is long or short, but he still has a certain understanding of the man in front of him. Man He kills without blinking an eye, is ruthless in handling things, never considers the other person's feelings in bed, and lives like a wolf without flesh and blood. . . . . .
There was another stabbing pain, and Yan Bin's obviously lustful voice came from Han Xiaonuo's chest, he said: "Call, I spent so much money to buy a dead body!"
Han Xiaonuo was stunned for a moment, then smiled wryly, yes, the other party is his employer, he has the responsibility to try to please him cleverly, thinking of this, Han Xiaonuo raised his head and let out a long breath, and then began to rhythmically He gasped, his voice was deep and powerful, and he retreated in the narrow compartment, making the man on him even more ferocious!
Han Xiaonuo used to say that he hated gay men, but Han Xiaonuo couldn't figure out why he was willing to pay such a high price to buy himself by his side, but Han Xiaonuo could still vaguely feel that the man on his body hated him , or rather, he is hating another person through him.
It was Gu Yi, this man who had been dead for nearly five years, who made them hate each other, and pulled each other into each other's bodies.
The car was parked in a deep alley, and the sound of panting came out wave after wave, piercing the darkness and rippling in the calm night.
"Xiao Nuo, I'm leaving." That year when Han Xiao Nuo was in his third year of high school, Zuo Ling suddenly told him that she was going to leave school and go out to work.
That year was [-], which was called the millennium. During those few years, countless boys and girls like Xiang Zuoling left school early and set foot on the north or north for the phrase "go out early to earn money to support the family" that their parents said. It's a long-distance bus heading south.
On the day he left, Han Xiaonuo went to see off Zuo Ling, and Yao Heng was also with him. Zuo Ling's father, who had been drunk for a long time, didn't come to see him off on the day he left.
Han Xiaonuo remembered that day, the three of them sat on the bench at the entrance of the bus station and chatted a lot, about their dreams, and never forget each other no matter what.
That day, the sky in Yunmeng was also gray. Zuo Ling was sitting next to Han Xiaonuo. There were two huge snakeskin bags under her feet, which contained a change of clothes and bedding. Zuo Ling still tied the end Ponytail, wearing a floral shirt, when she looked up, her eyes were full of light, she said: "I want to be a tailor in the future!"
Yao Heng laughed at her being useless, and she said, "You know what, I'm tired of this kind of floral dress, it's too ugly!"
Yao Heng said: "A person who designs clothes is called a designer, and a tailor, you are not a native!"
Zuo Ling slapped him on the shoulder: "You bastard, what kind of designer? That's what foreigners call. In our country, that's tailor. Do you understand tailor? It's been passed down from ancient times to the present. !"
It was rare that Yao Heng didn't argue with her, she suddenly turned around, looked at Han Xiaonuo earnestly, and asked him: "Xiao Nuo, what do you want to do in the future?"
Han Xiaonuo was taken aback, hesitated for a long time, and said, "Doctor!"
"Okay, Xiao Nuo, I can't tell, you still have a heart to help the world!" Zuo Ling pulled him, with an unexpected look on his face.Over there, Yao Heng said without asking himself, "Then I will be a businessman from now on."
"You have corrupt ideas!" Zuo Ling despised him, but unexpectedly he said, "In this way, I will have enough capital to open the best hospital in the world!"
A gust of wind blew, and the faces of the three of them were all red.
I don't know how long we chatted, but the topic was suddenly brought back to the past. It was Zuo Ling who spoke first. She lowered her head and kicked the snakeskin bag under her feet with her frayed sneakers, while talking to Han Xiaonuo next to her. Said: "Xiao Nuo, I'm sorry about the sophomore year."
Han Xiaonuo smiled, he never blamed her, let alone said it was okay.
But Zuo Ling didn't think so. Speaking of this, her big black eyes turned red, and she said, "Tell me, if I hadn't been so mean-spirited then, Yan Xiaoyun, she..."
The atmosphere suddenly became sad, Yao Heng tried to adjust the atmosphere, he said: "Zuo Ling, look at you, you have big arms and thighs, you are also a supervisor when you go out and don't work as a contractor. Both of us!"
Zuo Ling swung his fist and hit him on the shoulder, giggling with tears in his eyes, and said, "Go away, if I have money, I will be the first to forget you!"
"Well, you are a wolf-hearted dog. I didn't eat you less during the two years of high school. If you dare to forget me, I will go to your house in the future and tell your man that I am your lover!" Yao Heng waved his hand at him. Zuo Ling said.
Zuo Ling continued to giggle, but she shed more and more tears. In the end, she still couldn't help crying loudly. When she cried, the eyes of Han Xiaonuo and Yao Heng also turned slightly red.
Zuo Ling buried his hands under his arms and said, "Yao Heng, your family is in good condition, don't forget to take care of Xiao Nuo!"
Yao Heng pulled Han Xiaonuo past him, and said to Zuo Ling: "Then it's up to you to say, I'll just wait for you to walk through our two-person world!"
"Get out of here." Zuo Ling got up to hit him, and said, "Don't think about our little Nuo, he's going to find someone tall, rich and handsome in the future!"
"I'm not tall, rich and handsome!" Yao Heng yelled at Zuo Ling, but Zuo Ling ignored him, no one cared whether his words were true or false, Han Xiaonuo watched the two of them fighting, feeling reluctance in his heart It became even more intense. At this moment, Zuo Ling turned around and said to him, "Xiao Nuo, take care of yourself, don't be too aggressive about anything!"
Han Xiaonuo nodded at him, and she giggled again. At this time, the conductor not far away shouted at this side: "The ones over there are still going to go, and they are not going to the crematorium. They are dying or living." of!"
Han Xiaona and Yao Heng bent down to help Zuo Ling carry things, but she refused, she said: "Don't you, I have never enjoyed this kind of treatment, and I don't want to enjoy it today." The big bag was held on her wrist by her, and she walked quickly towards the car door, after a few steps, she suddenly turned her head and said to Han Xiaonuo and Yao Heng: "You two are well, wait for me to come back!" Then she grinned. Grinning at them with a row of big teeth, he flicked a big ponytail after laughing, and disappeared into the crowd like this.
For a long time afterwards, Han Xiaonuo never heard from Zuo Ling again.He had inquired about her, but Han Xiaonuo had never seen Zuo Ling's father in Yunmeng again, so he had no way of inquiring about her. The city doesn't know, and he never thought that some partings may be a lifetime of ignorance as soon as they turn around.
A dull pain hit, Han Xiaonuo woke up from the memories, the man on his body was like a crazy beast, he broke his body forcefully and turned him over, Han Xiaonuo's face was pressed hard by the man Sitting on the car seat, the dull pain behind him made him dizzy, and in the confusion, he heard the man say: "I'm fucking distracting you, I'm fucking you today!"
The night breeze was blowing, and Han Xiaonuo, who was pressed on the car seat in the narrow compartment, suddenly smiled. He suddenly thought, what would the two people at the beginning be like if they knew their current situation? What about the reaction?
pity?sad?disappointment?Still the same as Han Yiyi saw him at the beginning, full of contempt and shamelessness. . . . . .
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