no house on land

Chapter 160 No Confidence

Lu Xiujing kissed him, not caring that there were other people in the garage, and not caring that their kiss might irritate others at this time.It was just one touch, and Lu Li's lips were knocked, but he quickly hugged his neck and kissed him, and even used so much force that it really broke Lu Xiujing's lower lip.

Lin Wuqiang yelled after being caught, obviously unwilling.Lin Wenfei and Lin Wenxiong almost surrounded him, and Lin Wenxiong was still hoarsely speaking loudly to make him reform himself.

Lu Xiujing quickly abandoned everyone and sent Lu Li to the hospital for a full body checkup.

Lu Li said, "...I'm fine, I wasn't hurt."

Lu Xiujing frowned and said, "I think you start to shake when you walk." In that situation, Lu Xiujing felt that Lu Li might have been beaten by Lin Wuqiang.

Lu Li was a little startled, but there was really nothing wrong with him, he said, "I'm just a little scared..."

Compared with the experience of being kidnapped last time, this time's kidnapping is obviously many times more thrilling than the last time.

Lu Xiujing didn't say much, but took him to the hospital anyway.

Lu Li is a person who likes to be brave, at least at this time he can't help being willful.

The police car was flashing not far behind. Lin Wuqiang suffered extensive cuts on his hands, and of course he had to be sent to the hospital.Lu Li turned his head and glanced at the police car behind him, then said, "What Lin Wenfei said earlier—"

Lu Xiujing said: "It's all true."

"Oh……"

After driving for a while, Lu Xiujing said, "I thought you would ask me."

"Ask you what?"

"Like your parents."

Lu Li was silent for a while, and said, "I already know that Zhu Qiwen died in prison."

"..."

Lu Xiujing stopped talking, and he remembered that they had already talked about Zhu Qiwen's death just now.

When Lu Li knew that he might be a child of the Zhu family, it wasn't that he didn't think about asking, but his sixth sense told him that his parents' ending might not be good.

They are already with Lu Xiujing, and he also knows who his father is.If Zhu Qiwen was still alive, Lu Xiujing would have brought him to see him no matter what, but he didn't... This was almost a tacit bad result, so Lu Li didn't dare to ask about the Zhu family in detail.

"When did you know about these things?" Lu Li asked, "You and Lin Wenfei should have known about this earlier than Grandpa?"

"...I guessed something when I checked your blood relationship with Youxuan." Lu Xiujing paused before saying, "Do you still remember the stack of information I gave you in Huaning Villa?"

Lu Li said, "Remember."

"At that time, there were still some things you didn't read. What you didn't read was You Xuan's life experience, and his entangled relationship with Roseanne and the Lin family and Xie family."

He was almost certain that it was the Xie family's instruction to wander into Kaiser, and this also made him suspect Lu Li - at that time, he deliberately blamed Lu Li for his sexual desire.

Youxuan seduced him, and Lu Li also seduced him. This low-level method was very similar to Roseanne's handwriting, and Lu Li and Roseanne had always had a good relationship.

The Huaning villa was not so much trying to lure Lu Li to be taken care of by him, but more a temptation. He was testing whether Lu Li knew about it, and testing whether Lu Li was really instigated by Roseanne.

If he was really instigated to come here, Lu Xiujing could even take him with peace of mind—and as a punishment, let Rosanna steal the chicken and lose money, lose his wife and lose his army.

But Lu Li obviously didn't really want to seduce him. Lu Xiujing, who had expected this for a long time, was a little disappointed, and spent a little more time thinking about whether or not to attack Lu Li.

It wasn't until the Fu family banquet that Lu Li was so keen that he noticed that he was deliberately making excuses to get him to become rational.Since the layer of window paper has been punctured, there is no need to reinstall it.So the two of them developed like this, and Lu Li should bear the main responsibility.

Lu Li said: "So Zhao Qinghao is a child of the Lin family, but what I don't understand is why I was raised by Lin Wenfei?"

Lu Xiujing said: "Lin Wenfei and Lin Wenxiong's mother's surname is Zhu."

Lu Li was taken aback.

Lu Xiujing said: "The Zhao family is not very satisfied with the fact that the Xie family murdered the Zhu family, but they have a closer relationship with the Xie family, and it is impossible to tear their face for outsiders if they can't be persuaded." So Lu Li and Zhao Qinghao were raised in When the Zhao family was in the Zhao family, the Xie family embraced the wrong person. The Zhao family also helped Lin Wenfei hide the Xie family in the end.At that time, Zhao Qinghao's mother had died of dystocia for more than two years. After Zhao Qinghao was taken away by Xie's family, he was raised by them for half of the time. Xie's family was careful and did not give him the surname Xie.Therefore, for the Zhao family, they could get closer to their offspring, Zhao Qinghao.

"...So Lin Wenxiong is not the person in charge of the Lin family..." Back then, Lin Wenfei dared to risk saving Roseanne for the purpose of using Li to replace Tao, so of course he was the one with the most say in the Lin family.

Lu Li said: "Zhao Qinghao... Xie Mingfei gave me his photo at that time, and after I gave the photo to my great-grandfather, my great-grandfather found out about him and decided that he was wronged by the Xie family before marrying my cousin to him, great-grandfather Did you know that at that time?"

Lu Xiujing said: "Dad kept it a secret, he didn't tell me and grandpa." When he frowned and said this, he recalled the life of the unsmiling old man Lu.

To be honest, Mr. Lu was much stricter to him than he was to Lu Li. Until the end of his life, he just told him to be nice to Lu Li, but he didn't say anything or mention anything.The past was concealed so deeply, and all traces were completely wiped out.If Roseanne hadn't sent him the DNA comparison book, maybe he would never have known that Lu Li was not his own, and Lu Li could have lived a lifetime happily without knowing the truth—or maybe not happy enough.

If it wasn't for Lu Li's departure, the relationship between the two of them would be revealed, and the Xie family would never know about him, and they wouldn't be able to contact Roseanne.

All of this now seems to be very wrong.

"...If grandpa hadn't brought me here, my surname would be Lin now."

Lu Xiujing looked at him through the rearview mirror and said, "You don't want to be named Lu?"

Lu Li slightly rolled his eyes away.

Lu Xiujing said: "When you get married, according to the ancient law, you have to bear your husband's surname."

Lu Li blushed suddenly, and said angrily, "What did you say?!"

Lu Xiujing's eyes were flat in front of him, and he said calmly, "Lin and Lu read the same way."

Lu Li snorted, and said, "If I really grew up in the Lin family, and Mr. Lin doted on me, I must have lived a happy life since I was a child, and I would find someone with a better temper than you."

Lu Xiujing said: "...What a pity."

Lu Li said angrily, "Yes, what a pity."

Lu Xiujing glanced at the rearview mirror, Lu Li glanced at him, and before he could say anything, the place arrived.

Lu Li got out of the car and looked at the hospital gate.

A small stream of people came not far away, Lu Li immediately covered his face and lowered his head.

Lu Xiujing came over and pulled him, saying, "Go over there."

The police car stopped behind them not long after, and they entered the hospital very quickly. Lu Li felt alive and kicking, but he still watched Lu Xiujing take him to the hospital and wait in line.

Within a few minutes, Lu Xiujing made a phone call, and then the two of them ignored many people waiting outside and went in early.

"...It's so late at night, I'm not on duty today." A doctor who looked somewhat familiar yawned, put on his glasses, opened the door of his department, and then turned on the light inside.

Lu Xiujing said: "It won't take you much time, just do a series of inspections."

Seeing Lu Li, the doctor couldn't help but let out an "oh shit" and said, "Wow, big star, what kind of examination do you want?"

Lu Li said, "Actually, I was just a little frightened."

Lu Xiujing said: "A full body check, he was kidnapped tonight, and he couldn't stand still when the rope was loosened."

Lu Li couldn't help but blush when he heard this, even though he was so frightened by the kidnapping, there might not be any reason to blush.

The doctor was surprised and said: "Abducted again?" He couldn't help but said, "Since when did your Lu family become so dangerous?"

Lu Xiujing: "..."

It was only then that Lu Li remembered that this doctor seemed to know Lu Xiujing, and he should be a classmate. When he was kidnapped by Roseanne's men, Lu Xiujing seemed to be the one who opened the back door for him.

Lu Xiujing didn't find a private doctor very often, he always came to the hospital when he was sick, and because his classmate had a high status in the hospital, he wouldn't be punished for opening the back door.

The doctor who was ordered to open the back door didn't even wear a nameplate when he was in danger, but just opened his sleepy eyes to examine Lu Kai.

Lu Li didn't remember his name, so it was difficult to address him. When he drove Lu Xiujing to pay the money, Lu Li wanted to go to the toilet after sitting for a long time, so he went to the toilet and went in.Not long after, Lu Xiujing and the doctor came back. Seeing that Lu Li was not there, they thought that Lu Li had gone to find Lu Xiujing.

The doctor didn't wait for Lu Xiujing to find someone, but said, "I read the news on the Internet."

"……Um."

"I sent you a message and you didn't reply. Are you serious with him?"

"Ah."

"Your old man won't stop it?"

"He agreed."

"Then what's the matter with the kidnapping? Don't tell me that he has become an important person now, the old man is still there, even if your brothers and the others come up with something stupid, they dare not..."

Lu Xiujing said: "You think too much, they are not so bold yet."

"Ha, I think you are the most daring one. Have you made a mistake? When I saw the news, I thought you were just for fun. You are enough to play with the children you have raised. I haven't seen you for so many years. But you have given your heart, and you are telling the truth, are you really not looking for a momentary excitement?"

"No."

"...I believe anyone who says this, but when it comes to you, I really don't believe it."

After washing his hands, Lu Li opened the door and came out. He lifted the curtain, but saw that the doctor didn't look embarrassed at all.

Lu Li stayed inside without making a sound. Even Lu Xiujing thought that he couldn't stand the "loneliness" and went to find him. He immediately gave his classmate a look, but his classmate said, "Hurry up, I'll give you a break." Greeted over there."

Lu Xiujing took Lu Li away.

His classmate asked him on purpose when Lu Li was around, and the reason was so simple that Lu Xiujing could guess it.

His classmate thinks that the relationship between the two of them is not fair to Lu Li. People who choose to practice medicine have a sense of morality regardless of their closeness. If his answer just now is slightly wrong, he will directly save Lu Li from the sea of ​​suffering. ——Even if the answer is correct, it is secretly reminding Lu Li to make him think clearly.

Lu Li followed Lu Xiujing through all the inspections, but the results did not come out immediately.

He asked Lu Xiujing about Lin Wuqiang's current situation, and Lu Xiujing also called to ask, which ward Lin Wuqiang was in, and he was not allowed to visit, and told him everything.

After asking, Lu Li felt a little embarrassed. Of course, he also understood what the doctor and Lu Xiujing were talking about.

Lu Xiujing took him to get a room near the hospital and didn't go home, planning to go to the hospital to get the bill after sleeping for a few hours.

"I have a little impression of him." Lu Li said, "That doctor."

Lu Xiujing said: "The director of this hospital is his uncle."

Lu Li was slightly taken aback, and said, "I don't know about that, but I know he is your classmate."

Lu Xiujing said expressionlessly: "When the water is clear, there will be no fish. Although he is a doctor, he is not always a benevolent doctor."

Lu Li seemed to be choked by his words, and he said after a long time, "You're not implying that he's taking advantage of his uncle's power to run amok in the hospital, are you?"

"That's not the case." Lu Xiujing said, "It's just that they are relatives after all, so it's impossible not to have no protection at all."

Lu Li couldn't help laughing when he heard the words, and he smiled with emotion, "He helped you that way anyway, and you didn't hesitate at all to speak ill of him."

Lu Xiujing snorted coldly, and said, "He knew you were there, and deliberately talked to me so that you could hear—"

Lu Li put away his smile and said inquiringly, "He should know you too, you used to..."

Lu Xiujing said: "We used to live together, and you can know a little bit about my private life."

Lu Li sat down on the big soft bed in the hotel, and glanced at the bathroom over there - I don't know if Lu Xiujing did it on purpose, but the bathroom in this room is actually the kind of stained glass, if one takes a bath in it, the outside can basically See a mosaic-like picture.

"...You don't have a lot of private life." Lu Li turned around and said slowly, "But there must be. I heard "rumors in the rivers and lakes", and the time is very short."

Lu Xiujing frowned and said, "Because I don't like it."

Lu Li said, "Then were you sure you liked me back then?"

Lu Xiujing didn't speak, but the meaning was revealed in his eyes - he didn't often say that kind of thought, but it could always be felt.

Lu Li said, "After divorcing Roseanne, you have never had a real companion. I thought you would never get married." And after leaving Lu's house, he secretly arranged for him, thinking that the reason why he didn't get married was that It's because he can't find anyone who can bear his temper.Unexpectedly, when the feng shui took turns, he was actually with Lu Xiujing.

Lu Xiujing said: "To be honest, we have been entangled for a long time."

Lu Li felt a little embarrassed for no reason: "It's been a long time."

Lu Xiujing said: "It was really just for fun, now we have broken up."

Lu Li coughed and said, "Why are you talking so seriously?"

Lu Xiujing said: "Because you listened to his words."

"..."

Lu Xiujing was angry, not even with his classmates, but with Lu Li.

Lu Li really felt that he was "thin and ungrateful". He had changed his attitude towards him when he treated him as his son, but he hadn't changed his attitude towards love yet.

Perhaps Lu Li still feels that the reason why the two of them have a "deep" relationship is because there is another relationship in the past as the foundation.Apart from him, Lu Xiujing had never had a relationship—really, never.And after he and Roseanne divorced, Roseanne brainwashed him, including that Lu Xiujing didn't have a long-term relationship, which made Lu Li feel that he was very ruthless in this regard.

Originally, this was just a love-generated resentment added after leaving the Lu family, but the impression was fixed, and even though other things were no longer a problem, this impression still left traces.

"...But I don't think you won't last long with me." Lu Li lowered his head and said, "Although our feelings may not be pure, impure feelings can last longer."

Lu Xiujing didn't speak.

Lu Li raised his head and said, "I think, after a few decades, our previous relationship will become a family relationship, but now we have a lot of foundation."

Lu Xiujing was almost laughed at by him. He found that Lu Li didn't have no confidence in him, but had confidence in him. However, he believed that the relationship between them was not pure, and he even believed it firmly.

"Land from."

"what?"

Hearing him call his full name, Lu Li didn't dare to meet his eyes for no reason.

"I know the difference between feelings and emotions."

Lu Li was stunned, and said, "So you have completely forgotten about the past?"

Lu Xiujing paused for a moment before saying, "Are you really sure that most of your feelings for me are in the past?"

Lu Li said a little embarrassingly, "Let's not talk about that."

Lu Xiujing clearly saw that his ears were turning red, but she still forced him to face it, saying, "Even if you still have the slightest intention of treating me as an elder in your heart, you won't cater to me."

When the room matter was mentioned, Lu Li immediately glared at him.

Lu Xiujing said coldly: "If I still treat you like a son, I can't do anything to you."

Lu Li held back for a long time, but didn't dare to say a word.

As a person in the game, he was far less clear than Lu Xiujing. Lu Xiujing almost wiped out his other feelings for him little by little, and filled him with new feelings all at once.

Of course he can see through, he is the one who plays chess, but what about him?Lu Li still thinks about the past from time to time, especially today, when he knows his exact background!His affection for Lu Xiujing deepened, the moment he exhausted all his courage and was hugged into his arms.

Now he wants to completely erase the past of the two of them, and Lu Xiujing doesn't seem to like that kind of past.

"If I really grew up in Lin's family, I would definitely not fall in love with you." Lu Li lowered his head, as if to say this accusingly.

Lu Xiujing pressed the man down, and then pressed his wrist.

Lu Li avoided his gaze, as if guilty.

Lu Xiujing said: "The Xie family took the wrong child and left you in the Lin family, and Lin Wenfei wanted to hide it from the Xie family by going around on your behalf, so they took in the desperate Roseanne."

Lu Li's eyes moved.

Lu Xiujing continued: "Do you know how many coincidences there are in this?" If Youxuan and Lu Li were not related by blood, Lin Wenfei would not have been able to take in Luosanna, and Luosanna was not under Lin Wenfei's command at the time, so she came to the door directly with Youxuan in her arms. When it comes to You Xuan's background, she will only let Luo Shanna go and send You Xuan back to Fu's family!It was also because they were related by blood that Lin Wenfei took them in and informed Mr. Lu about it through Roseanne.Even if Mr. Lu didn't want to take Lu Li in, and found out about Lin Wenfei, he really followed his wishes and just helped him hide it from Xie's family. Lu Li grew up in Lin's parents, and they might never meet again.

Lu Li said: "...It's really a coincidence to say so."

Lu Xiujing said: "It's a coincidence." He put his hand under Lu Li's side, and hugged him so hard that he almost crushed him in his arms.

When Lin Wuqiang's knife was on Lu Li's throat, he seemed to suppress the explosion a little bit.

Lu Li and him were making fast progress, but not fast enough. They hadn't reached the point where they could fully devote themselves to it, or trust him completely.

In fact, the changes Lu Li made were big enough, but today's incident made Lu Xiujing feel that he was not fast enough. He wanted to boil the frogs in warm water, or even wait for them to get married... But Lu Li didn't have enough thoughts, and he needed to become faster. a little.

He couldn't fully hold him in his palm, this was the room he gave him to breathe, but it also made him endure the irritability that he couldn't completely get Lu Li's heart immediately.

It was the first time in his life that he felt such anxiety, just because Lu Li's heart didn't belong to him completely.Lu Li would be vacillating, and occasionally even doubt the relationship between the two of them.Although Lu Li was very honest, he even accepted the relationship between the two of them frankly.

But it's clearly not without its pitfalls.

"...You, do you not have confidence in me?" Lu Li asked with a little hesitation.

Lu Xiujing said, "Should I have confidence in you?"

Lu Li was slightly taken aback, before saying, "Actually, I..."

Lu Xiujing said, "I have confidence in you!" He directly interrupted Lu Li.

Lu Li didn't say anything, obviously not convinced.

Lu Xiujing said: "Although I have confidence in you, it will take time to become more confident."

And now there is not enough time, and Lu Li's feelings for him are not deep enough.

Lu Li hesitated to speak, but Lu Xiujing said, "But I will give you confidence one day."