[Naruto] To be together

Chapter 120

In fact, Naruto hadn't thought about it. When the part of his memory in the illusion recovered, he also thought about asking Sasuke. After his spirit body dissipated because of his origin, Sasuke experienced another experience in the illusion. What happened, so he knew the truth and returned to reality with his origin.

But things happened one after another, and it came to the present without knowing it, so it was only at this moment that Naruto finally knew the reason why Sasuke would keep everything secret.

Just because the Sasuke who told him that he was disgusting when he was on the verge of death, and made him think that he had succeeded in making Sasuke hate him, after his death, he just stared blankly at the direction where he disappeared , looked for a long time.Not only that, but Naruto also saw Sasuke who tried his best to find the truth, Sasuke who had all kinds of precious necklaces that he was willing to take off until he died, and Sasuke who treated people around him more indifferently and cruelly...

There are so many faces of Sasuke, each of which makes Naruto feel distressed, but these are not the reasons for Naruto to cry - the most painful thing for Naruto is that Sasuke is alone in the illusion because of the influence of his own soul The hundreds of years that passed.

Although it was just a dream of Sasuke, in the dream Sasuke couldn't find the edge of life, couldn't see the confusion of the way forward, and was regarded as a monster by those ignorant and greedy people, and he witnessed the only few close friends around him. Naruto's heart is constantly being torn apart by the loneliness of constant death.

Covering his face with his hands, tears kept flowing from his fingers, Naruto was in pain and regretted... He thought he made the best choice for Sasuke by choosing to die alone, but in the end he pushed Sasuke with his own hands To the abyss of more pain.

If he had known this, he might as well have taken the risk of telling Sasuke everything, whether Sasuke believed it or not, at least that was the future he had chosen by Sasuke himself.

But although these have made Naruto heartbroken, they are not all.

Naruto knew very well that what Orochimaru wanted Sasuke to see at the expense of Sasuke's intentions was obviously not something that Orochimaru didn't know about in the illusion.It was the truth that Sasuke had never told him, even though he had always vaguely felt that something was wrong after he finally came back to the real world with Sasuke.

And he never knew that Sasuke, who has been by his side all the time, even seemingly doing nothing on the surface, besides bullying him, bullying Orochimaru, bullying Kakashi, and bullying everyone who can bully, has done so much secretly thing.

half the soul...

This is why Sasuke was finally able to use "Heterogeneous Reincarnation Born" to rescue him and Kyuubi when his state was not complete, but he didn't hurt his own life, right?Sasuke used his own soul to fill the part of his soul that had been dissipated in the illusion due to willfulness, and pulled him back from the brink of death.

reincarnation...

At this time, Naruto couldn't imagine, after Sasuke rescued him from a narrow escape, and then knew that he had lost all their memories in the illusion, what kind of bitterness he felt in his heart.

But Naruto also clearly remembered that Sasuke had a pale face at that time, pretending to be bickering with him as if nothing had happened.

And blindness...severe injuries...saving the Nine Lamas...

Looking at Sasuke who was lying quietly on the bed at this time, Naruto had the illusion that he had returned to the time after the Fourth World War when he first saw Sasuke who was seriously injured and unconscious in order to save him.

How was he feeling?Naruto tilted his head and thought for a while, but found that the moods of the two times were so different.Not only that, because of Sasuke's relationship, in the six months after the Fourth World War, he woke up from a coma three times in completely different moods.

how to say?The first time he woke up and got the news that Sasuke was seriously injured. Although he also gained insight into his feelings for Sasuke, the complicated situation in Konoha at that time, his lack of confidence in his feelings, Sasuke's life-threatening injury, and the Being forced to choose between Jiu Lama and Sasuke made him unable to see even a glimmer of hope other than Jue Jue.

Naruto didn't tell anyone, but he actually entered the illusion with the intention of dying.

Just like what Sasuke said to Tsunade and Orochimaru afterwards, they always have to live and die together, and he who has chased Sasuke for many years but failed to bring Sasuke back to Konoha, how can he have the confidence to break Sasuke himself? The illusion set up.What's more, he never learned how to hide his feelings in front of Sasuke. If Sasuke knew his unbearable thoughts, he would only hate him even more.

However, reality is always crueler than imagination. When Naruto finally saw Sasuke, that Sasuke had already forgotten him... and after several life and death in the illusion, he finally chose to bring Sasuke's hatred die alone.