my you

Chapter 62

Seven years later.

"Ding dong."

Lu Xiao raised his face from the chat software and shouted towards the kitchen: "Dingding, someone is here, go and open the door."

Lu Ding wiped the water on his apron casually, "Sister, you are just idle, why do I have to open the door?"

An Shaowen, who was standing at the door, regained his composure, and hugged Lu Ding, who was still blindfolded, in his arms.

Lu Xiao came out and said in Lu Ding's ear, "This is An Shaowen, do you remember him?"

Lu Ding looked at An Shaowen's face and nodded, "I remember."

An Shaowen smiled at Lu Xiao, and walked in with his suitcase, "I resign."

Lu Xiao was taken aback for a moment, "Is the matter over there finished?"

An Shaowen looked at Lu Ding who was dragging his suitcase and running all over the ground, and nodded, "Since I graduated and entered the Public Security Bureau, I have been checking all kinds of violation records of that psychological treatment center, yesterday, follow-up It has already been handed over to the procuratorate." He sighed, raised his lips and smiled and said, "At first, the bureau said they would give me a promotion."

Lu Xiao felt a little regretful and asked, "Then why are you coming to Shanghai?"

"My future wife and best brother are both in Shanghai." An Shaowen took the water from Lu Ding: "Remember what I said seven years ago? I said I would come to you."

"Then why don't you just apply for a transfer order? Why do you have to resign?"

An Shaowen didn't answer, but instead asked Lu Xiao: "Are you usually busy with work?"

"There is no such thing as busy work in the hospital."

"Xiaoxiao, you will be busy with your work in the future, and I will take care of Lu Ding."

Lu Xiao looked at him and frowned: "You don't even want to work just because of our siblings?"

"My dad has plenty of money."

"Then you can't either..."

An Shaowen interrupted her, "Xiaoxiao, my job is very dangerous, I am not a selfless person. I am afraid, I am really afraid that if one day I die in this position, what will you do, what will Lu Ding do, Who will take care of you."

"Is there no man in the world except you?"

"It's easy for you to find a partner by yourself. What about bringing Lu Ding?" An Shaowen's throat tightened, and he swallowed painfully, "Don't tell me how realistic I am. You are a neurologist, your salary is not high, and your job is very expensive. Busy, with a younger brother who is in his 20s and a bit stupid... How old are you this year? Are you 29? Have you ever had a blind date? But if you succeed once, I won’t be standing here now.”

"It must be that he has been much better in the past two years."

"It's been seven years, and I've improved so much." An Shaowen compared his thumb and index finger to a distance of one centimeter. "Others will only think that Lu Ding is a drag on the future family when they look at him!"

Lu Xiao couldn't help raising his voice: "What about you? It's a drag for others, isn't it for you?"

"He and I," An Shaowen pointed to Lu Ding who was huddled in the corner of the sofa watching the two quarrel, "We have known each other since kindergarten, until now, 20 years, do I feel that we have grown up since we were young? Is brother a burden? In your heart, am I such a heartless person?"

Lu Xiao let out a long sigh of relief and shook his head.

"My dad bought me several houses in Shanghai," An Shaowen rummaged in the suitcase for a long time, and finally found the real estate certificates in the mezzanine, "Three houses are in the school district, and these two are in Lujiazui. The house over there, I also have a house next to your hospital, we will live in one, and rent out the rest. When is the house you live in rented out?"

"next month."

"Okay," An Shaowen took out a bunch of keys from his pocket and handed them to Lu Xiao, "Here, there are only a few days left this month, let's start moving."

"and many more."

"what happened?"

"I still owe the landlord [-] rent."

"I'll pay for you." An Shaowen went into the kitchen and washed his hands, "Is the meal ready?"

"Well, it's made to order, let's eat."

"By the way," An Shaowen pulled two mouthfuls of rice into his mouth, "I didn't want to tell him, but I decided to tell him anyway."

An Shaowen put down his chopsticks, "Lu Ding."

The person opposite raised his face from the big bowl and looked at him innocently, with a few grains of rice sticking to the corner of his mouth.

"Fang Sheng didn't die back then."

Lu Xiao had a piece of scrambled egg in his chopsticks, and as he said this, the egg fell on the table, "Impossible, I went to Xingda University to find Fang Sheng, and they said he never went to school again .”

An Shaowen nodded, and continued: "Indeed, I also went to look for the two of them a year after their accident, but I couldn't find Fang Sheng at school or at his home. In my first year of work, I first searched for the doctor At the center, I had no clue, it was Su Hui who hacked into the institution's intranet and found Fang Sheng's information in the archives, which said that Fang Sheng's treatment results were satisfactory and he was allowed to leave the hospital."

"Then he came later?"

"After he was discharged from that treatment center, he walked all the way to Yunnan by himself, dragging his broken leg."

"Broken leg?"

"A year ago, a friend who went to work in Yunnan after graduation said that he saw a person who looked very similar to Fang Sheng. I immediately looked for him, and it was indeed him."

a year ago.

Fang Sheng carried a shoulder pole, filled two buckets of water, and limped towards the door of his house.

From a distance, he saw a person standing at the door, looking into the yard through the crack of the door.

"An Shaowen?" Fang Sheng took out the key and opened the door, "How did you find this place?"

An Shaowen looked at Fang Sheng, "A friend said he met you here, so I came here."

He saw Fang Sheng's walking posture was a bit strange, and thought it was because of the burden on his shoulders that he couldn't walk well, but when he helped Fang Sheng carry the bucket, he still felt something was wrong, so he asked casually, "What's wrong with your leg?"

Fang Sheng washed a peach and handed it to him: "I've been lame for a long time."

"Why are you lame?"

"Damn," Fang Sheng smiled wryly, "I was beaten when I was there."

After Fang Sheng broke his leg, the follow-up treatment and nutrition did not keep up. Instead, the doctor gave Fang Sheng more unknown medicine and gave him dozens of electric shocks.

After he was discharged from the hospital, Fang Sheng's bones were almost closed, and he still limped even when he was walking, and his posture was very strange.

Fang Sheng knew that he could no longer practice gymnastics, nor could he get along with Lu Ding normally.

He does not love the world.

Do not love parents.

don't love yourself.

I don't like Lu Ding either.

He stood facing the lake in the suburbs of Xingchuan all night.At 09:30 the next morning, when the A-share market opened, Fang Sheng sold the few stocks he had bought before, and then threw away his phone.

He knew that if he was absent from class for a full month, the school would expel him.

It's okay, he doesn't care anymore.

Without knowing what state Lu Ding was in at the time, Fang Sheng dragged his broken leg and walked southwest step by step until he reached Yunnan.

He became the only junior high school physics teacher in this impoverished mountainous area.

He bought this small yard with the prize money he got from previous competitions and the money he earned from stock trading.

"An Shaowen," Fang Sheng held the water glass, his hands trembling uncontrollably, "I might be getting married."

With tears in his eyes, An Shaowen closed his eyes, opened them again, and nodded with difficulty, "It should."

"Don't tell him."

An Shaowen originally wanted to tell Fang Sheng Lu Ding's situation, but after thinking about it, he changed his words, "Okay, I won't tell him."

Fang Sheng didn't know when tears were streaming down his face, he raised his hand and wiped it indiscriminately, suppressing the soreness in his throat, and said in a trembling voice, "An Shaowen, I can't face Lu Ding anymore, I can't help it Looking at his pictures, I feel disgusted and afraid when I think of him... I really... I can't... I dare not love him."

In the end, Fang Sheng couldn't make a higher voice, but he really wanted to say those three words.

Wanted to shout out, hoped he could hear.

Hope he doesn't blame him.

"I know." An Shaowen sucked his red nose and patted Fang Sheng's back, "No one blames you."

"She is a teacher at the same school as me. I told her about me, and she expressed her understanding." Fang Sheng took a few deep breaths, and finally managed to stabilize his voice, "Don't tell Lu Ding, he will be jealous, will blame me."

"Fang Sheng, it's okay, don't cry." An Shaowen took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to him, "Look at this."

"what is this?"

"Lu Ding's diary, I tore it from his diary back then."

Dear baby life:

I met you a few days ago, and I found that you have lost weight and lost all your muscles.

I want to give you a ring for your birthday next year. I have saved a lot of money, and I can buy gold ones.

Don't call me stupid if you receive it.

In fact, I have thought that if you want to break up with me after you come out from there, I am also willing.

I don’t know if this counts as love, Fang Sheng, sometimes I will be very selfish and hope that you will always belong to me alone and be with me forever, but the reality tells me that I hurt you.

If you have better support in the future, don't tell me, I just hope you are well.

Fang Sheng held the yellowed paper, did not speak, but his eyes were red.

After a while, Fang Sheng folded the piece of paper and put it in a small wooden box. Without turning his head, he chuckled lightly, as if talking to An Shaowen, and more like talking to himself: "He wrote in his diary today. What is it? How can someone write a diary like a letter?"

An Shaowen looked at Fang Sheng's slender back, sighed, put the peach that Fang Sheng handed him just now on the table, and left without looking back.

Lu Xiao pawed at the rice, tears flowed into the bowl, and was swallowed together with the rice, "Can you still contact Fang Sheng?"

An Shaowen nodded, "Yes."

"Ding Ding," Lu Xiao snatched the chopsticks and bowl from Lu Ding's hand, "Go to the piano and play your favorite song again."

Lu Ding blinked ignorantly, pointed at An Shaowen, "Is it for him?"

Lu Xiao pushed him to sit beside the piano: "No, it's for Fang Sheng to listen to."

"But Fang Sheng isn't here." Lu Ding tilted his head, frowned and looked at his sister, extremely incomprehensible of her actions.

An Shaowen pointed to the phone, "Fang Sheng is in the phone."

"really?"

"Ah."

"Then I still have songs to sing for Fang Sheng."

An Shaowen clicked on the video recording button on his phone.

Lu Ding's slender fingers rested casually on the alternating black and white keys.

In the past seven years, he has only learned one piece of piano music, which is Fang Sheng's favorite.

There is a photo frame on the piano. In the photo, a handsome boy is standing in the middle. He has dark brown eyes, shining brightly. There are several children around him, all smiling brightly like light.

After playing this song, Lu Ding tilted his head and smiled, looked at the camera, and played another melody.

This melody is simple, with only a few notes in the prelude.

A basketball court under the stars.

is where the sun rises.

Chrysanthemums are fragrant.

Peaceful spring is long.

When I look at the black window,

I can only think of you.

In that dark room,

I only ever had you.

When I look up to the sky,

That is Lieyang as you.

I made a deal with the sun,

Send you the last love letter.

Let it shine on you for me,

Give you the four seasons and the world.

Many years later, he can still think of himself crouching in front of that small desk, carefully tore off a piece of paper, and then wrote a sentence "I miss you", and then put it in a small flower basket, and stuffed it in the corner that only they knew , Wait a month and go to see it again, and you will see a new and more delicate flower basket lying there, with the same note in it, and the whole text only says one sentence: I love you.

A place without you has no four seasons, a place with you is called the world.

——End of full text——

The author has something to say: If you ask me what regret is, I will tell you:

It was Lu Ding who lost all his thoughts and lost his mind, and Fang Sheng's heart was ashamed and his leg was broken.

Final thoughts:

1. The inspiration for this article comes from a conversation with a dormitory friend one day.I said that I prefer to play games, and she said, then write an e-sports article or something.Then I wrote this book.

2. Because I don’t have such friends who engage in professional e-sports and professional athletes, so whether it’s about Lu Ding’s e-sports competition or Fang Sheng’s gymnastics competition, it’s full of unprofessional flavors. Let’s just watch it for fun. .

3. My setting is that in the future, there will be no intersections in Dingsheng, each working independently, but if some readers and friends can’t accept it, they can also pretend that Fang Sheng is not married, and then they will always meet and get together again , but I will not make up for the ending of this HE.

4. Hahahaha, after writing for a long time, I found that I still like to write the main bee article.