my you

Chapter 39

Lu Ding helped the other four to go back to the hotel crying after drinking too much. After getting settled one by one, he took out his phone.

Fang Sheng only sent two messages:

——The signal here is not good, and the Internet is not good.

——Why didn't you play well in today's game?

When he saw the second message, Lu Ding was stunned, and immediately called Fang Sheng.

Finally connected this time.

"I..." Lu Ding paused, "How do you know that I didn't play well? I can still see my record today."

"So if you lose the game, you all feel at ease and blame it on the fact that the opponent is too strong, right? Is that your true level?" Fang Sheng's tone was terribly calm, or it might be because the weather was a bit cold, Lu Ding called I shivered.

"What are you afraid of?" Fang Sheng asked.

Lu Ding didn't make a sound for a long time, his palms were already sweaty, and holding the phone was a little slippery.

What are you afraid of?

do not know.

"Did you have a psychological shadow about what happened last time?" Fang Sheng asked, "Do you want to hide your brilliance because you are afraid of appearing to be too much better than others?"

Lu Ding stiffened his neck and gave a difficult "hmm".

"Is that why you play casually?" The signal on the other end of the phone was still not very good, Lu Ding listened to Fang Sheng's voice intermittently, "What exactly is e-sports to you?"

Lu Ding took a deep breath, "For other people, even for athletes like you, competitive competition is an honor and a joy. But for me, it is just a responsibility. Responsible for myself, responsible for teammates, responsible for watching Everyone in the game is responsible, even to the society, and that's the only thing I want to do."

"But you didn't do it today because of your own reasons. In my opinion, you are wasting your talent and time," Fang Sheng sighed softly, and Lu Ding could feel a strong sense of disappointment through the phone , "Think about it for yourself, otherwise, with your current state, you will definitely not be able to win the championship this summer... I will die."

Lu Ding fell into a long silence. He buried his head between his legs, inserted his fingers into his hair randomly, and grabbed it hard.

I am honored to pull out a few, and the black filaments are wrapped around his slender fingers, a little itchy.

Lu Ding pulled out those few hairs and threw them into the trash can next to him.

He stared at the calluses on his left fingertips, and then at his right hand. He already had the embryonic form of a mouse hand.

Waste of talent.

waste time.

He rolled around on the bed twice without thinking about it.

When I was a child, I was not afraid of the sky, I followed my mother and listened to her rainbow fart, and being a child of someone else's family, I suffered more white eyes than now.But how come the older you are, the more you worry about things?

What has changed?

Couldn't it really be because he had a fight with Chen Siwen that he didn't dare to swagger around every day?

bother.

When Lu Ding wanted to call Fang Sheng again, the service area was no longer there.

After a while, Fang Sheng sent him some pictures.

A few candles were lit in the dimly lit classroom. Fang Sheng held up his mobile phone and took a few group photos of himself and the few students in the classroom.

——The snow was a bit heavy, and it broke the power lines in the village, so the power was cut off, and only candles could be lit in the classroom.

Lu Ding sat up from the bed and leaned against the head of the bed.

--Cold?

——I’m fine, but the students are too cold to stand.Do you know how they keep warm?

Lu Ding shook his head, although Fang Sheng couldn't see it.

——They went out to play in the snow when they were cold, and when they came back, they told me that their hands were as hot as burning, which was amazing and a little pathetic.

Fang Sheng said that he obviously didn't want to mention the daytime game with him, but Lu Ding didn't say anything.

—Have you had dinner yet?

--have eaten.

Fang Sheng sent a few more pictures.

He and several boys of about the same age sat around a round table, and there was a whole stewed chicken in a big pot in the middle.

Lu Ding was amused for a long time looking at the picture.

——The food is good, Mr. Fang.

——The parents of the students specially killed a chicken, and the sliced ​​soup cooked in chicken soup was very delicious.

——Why are they all boys? Are there no girls in the teaching staff?

——Girls can’t bear this hardship even more when they come, and it was said in the past two years that some female college students were bought home to have children. It’s dangerous to think about it.

Lu Ding let out a "tsk" across the screen.

——Could it be that a handsome guy like you won't be snatched back home as a strong man?

—Only you will rob me.

Then came an eye-rolling emoji.

When thoughts came to my heart, no matter how hard I could stop it, Lu Ding clicked to open a photo of Fang Sheng and his students, and then saved it in the private album of the phone.

——I don’t have a game these days, shall I go to see you?

——No, you just stay in the hotel and train well, and next time I find out that you let water on purpose, I will beat you.

For the next period of time, their team played smoothly. Lu Ding occasionally gave a few heads to his teammates, but he never specially pretended to be food.

The commentator was surprised and said that Lu Ding had made great progress during this period, but only he and Fang Sheng knew that everything was just functioning normally.

Most of the time, Fang Sheng couldn’t get in touch. The signal in the ravine was up and down. Sometimes Fang Sheng had to climb to the top of the mountain to get a signal, but sometimes he was nestled in the corner of the classroom as if he was sitting next to the router.

When the Chinese New Year was approaching, Fang Sheng called Lu Ding and said he would come back early.

"I was the last one to go to the teaching support side," Fang Sheng carried the luggage, and Lu Ding helped him pull the suitcase, "I'm alone, and I'm too embarrassed to go to the students' house every day for lunch. Didn't I tell you that I just went there Those few days just happened to catch up with the village assembly, so I bought a box of instant noodles and went home."

Lu Ding thought about it, and there was such a thing. Fang Sheng even complained that the instant noodles were fake, including Lei Bi who found out after he wanted to drink Sprite and bought it home.

"I finished eating that box of instant noodles, so I came back." Fang Sheng smiled and handed him the locator, "During this period of time, I directly located the track in your room, and it hasn't moved, so it should be fine. "

"It's okay, I went out for a stroll while my parents were at work, and I finished the stroll after they got off work." Lu Ding also laughed twice with him, but it was mixed with a lot of heartache.

"Thin." Lu Dingteng held out his hand and squeezed his arm, "I used to have muscles to support my arms, but now there are fewer muscles."

"Yes," Fang Sheng curled his lips, "I was lazy in training, and he scolded me when I told the coach. But my muscles are not particularly developed, so let's work hard to build them before the competition."

"If you really don't want to go home, you can celebrate the New Year at my house." Lu Ding said, "At that time, I will lie to my parents and say that you came back from the village to accompany me for the New Year. They must be happy."

"No, I still have to go back and have a look." Fang Sheng shook his head and changed the topic, "And since you went back your mother has been forcing you to learn Japanese every day, I don't want to suffer with you."

"I'm not guilty either," Lu Ding laughed twice, "My sister was obsessed with Japanese manga in junior high school, and she didn't want to learn it, so she let me learn it, and asked me to speak Japanese to her every day, but my mother didn't know about it. That's why I was forced to learn."

Fang Sheng changed his hand to carry the bag, "Say a few words and listen."

"Let me teach you something," Lu Ding cleared his throat, "You can call me O'Neill sauce."

"Come on," Fang Sheng hit him with his bag, "Isn't Ernie Hanyu's older sister? Have you changed your gender?"

"Hey," Lu Ding was amused by him, "give me the bag in your hand, and you can check it on Baidu yourself, Ou-ni-chan-"

Fang Sheng checked his phone for a long time, raised his face and smiled at him, "Well, I'm illiterate."

"This time the regional games have been played, and we are one point higher than that very strong team, so we have successfully entered the national competition."

"Congratulations." Fang Sheng took the bag, stepped on the bus back to the village with one leg, and stepped on the ground with the other leg, "I will tell you when I leave after the Chinese New Year. You will give me a set when the time comes." The action wheel of the skateboard, install the bearings, I feel that I can learn a few simple movements by myself after watching the video you sent."

Lu Ding nodded, "I also play basketball recently, let's play with Tao Cheng and the others after school starts."

"Okay," Fang Sheng was already sitting on the seat by the window, poking his head out to talk to him, "Go back quickly, don't send it off, I'll send you a message when I get home."

"Put your head back quickly, how dangerous it is," Lu Ding raised his head and waved to him, "See you after the Chinese New Year."

"Goodbye." Fang Sheng shrank back, took out his earphones and put them on.

The whole farewell process was not sloppy at all, and it seemed that both of them were a little cold and heartless.

When he got home, Lu Ding saw his parents sitting on the sofa.

He frowned slightly, but sat down naturally.

"Where did you go?" Girl Liu Xiaoxia took a sip of her teacup elegantly, without looking at him while talking.

"I went downstairs and bought a candy." Lu Ding took out two candies in his pocket and showed them to her.

"Don't lie."

"I," Lu Ding was obviously a little uncomfortable being oppressed by this atmosphere, pretending to be relaxed, "I went to play basketball with An Shaowen."

"Didn't I tell you to bring a locator when you go out?"

"I brought it," Lu Ding took out the locator that had just been warmed up, "Look."

Liu Xiaoxia shook her head, "Impossible, I mean that you have stayed in the room and never moved."

"Then, that might be broken," Lu Ding stammered, with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, "Then, Mom, buy me a new one. The heating at home is so hot, I'll go wash my face .”

Fortunately, Ms. Liu Xiaoxia didn't pursue it with him, she raised her chin slightly, signaling him to be casual.

"Huh." Lu Ding sat on the toilet seat and breathed a sigh of relief.

The phone vibrated twice, one was from Fang Sheng, and it was home.The other one belongs to Lu Xiao, and asked to go to the subway entrance to help her with her luggage.

Lu Ding pressed the flush button, turned on the tap and wiped his face.

"Dad, Mom," Lu Ding called out, "Sister asked to pick her up."

"Let's go together," Lu's father folded his and his mother's magazines, picked up the coat and car keys on the hanger, "By the way, find a restaurant for dinner tonight."

"Okay," Lu Ding also took his coat and followed behind his parents.

"Dad, Mom, brother," Lu Xiao handed the two large suitcases to Lu Ding, "Why are you here to pick me up?"

Regardless of what they said, Lu Ding quickly stuffed the two boxes into the trunk, knowing that there must be skirts inside.

He took out his phone and sent Lu Xiao an ok emoji.

While his parents were discussing where to eat, Lu Xiao looked down at his phone, then at Lu Ding, and sent an emoji of blowing a kiss.

After the car had gone for a while, Lu Xiao, who was sitting next to him, sent another sentence:

——Sister Mo Ruodi.

Lu Ding smiled and replied:

——You have to help me keep the matter between me and Fang Sheng a secret.

——It's up to you to say.

The two of them looked at each other with a smile, and turned their heads to look out the window.

Another Spring Festival is coming.