Just near dusk

Chapter 36

People will grow up slowly, and many things will suddenly become clear. Li Wenjia never hid the fact that he adopted him from Li Bo before, and he only fooled him with a few words about his unmarried. Bo had never suspected it before, but after a long time, he would naturally find something was wrong.

First of all, his father Li Wenjia is not married, and Uncle Mo is not married. The two are still very close. He asked Xiaoman about this, but Xiaoman just said that everyone has his own destiny and obeys God's will. Bar.

Furthermore, as soon as he entered high school, he came into contact with many things and had his own ideas. For the first time in his life, he learned the word homosexuality from his classmates. He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable and seemed to be very resistant. Know more, just keep this matter silently in my heart.

In fact, Li Wenjia and Mo Xuyou have always been very cautious. They don't want their own affairs to cause trouble to the children. , this child is very sensitive, so Mo Xuyou insisted that he not stay overnight when Li Wenjia was at home, and because of such a cautious approach, although Li Bo had some doubts, he also denied it by thinking too much.

But how can there be an impenetrable wall in the world?The incident broke out on a sunny noon. Li Bo felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach, so he asked for leave early and went home. Since the incident happened suddenly, he didn't say hello to Li Wenjia, but just as he opened the door At that time, he actually found Mo Xuyou leaning on Li Wenjia's shoulder, while his father's hand was touching Mo Xuyou's head intimately.

There was a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and Li Bo was standing there, as if he was stupid, and the schoolbag in his hand fell to the ground, and he looked at the two people in a daze, with an unbelievable look in his eyes , his father, and Uncle Mo, the two people closest to him in this world, are actually together?

Li Bo couldn't accept it. This kind of betrayal, pain, anger and other emotions were intertwined, and the knife was cut so hard in the boy's heart. He couldn't say a word, his lips turned white from being bitten by himself, and finally took Wiping his tears with his sleeve, he quickly ran away from the scene silently.

And Mo Xuyou and Li Wenjia didn't expect this to happen, they looked at each other, and immediately decided to chase the kid Li Bo back, fearing that he would do something stupid if he was stimulated.

But what they didn't expect was that the kid Li Bo disappeared without a trace in just a few minutes. This made them very anxious, and they drove their cars all over the street. I started looking for someone, and searched almost every possible place where Li Bo might have been. Several hours passed, but nothing was found.

"Call the police." Mo Xuyou remained calm. He knew that the child was avoiding him on purpose, but this age is already a rebellious period. Once something goes wrong, it will be difficult to make up for it.

Li Wenjia's mind was blank at this time, no matter what Mo Xuyou said, he just nodded. In fact, his heart is very complicated now. For so many years, he has long regarded Li Bo as his own son, and has taken care of him wholeheartedly. The same is true for You, who poured all his heart and soul into these two children.

He thinks he is worthy of anyone, and the same is true for Li Bo. The only thing that makes him feel a little uncomfortable is that in the overall social environment, their family seems very special. In fact, Li Wenjia wanted to confess to Li Bo many times. It’s because the child is getting older, and second, he can’t hide it like this for the rest of his life, but he doesn’t say it every time, probably because he doesn’t have enough self-confidence in his heart. Now that Li Wenjia has figured it out, if he finds Li Bo, he will definitely be honest. .

He will tell Li Bo that your father and Uncle Mo are lovers, the same as all couples in the world, and even stronger than them. This relationship is not recognized by most people, but this does not prevent them from living a lifetime Determination.

I hope you can accept it, okay?Even if most people in the world stand opposite to Dad, Dad is not afraid, but child, love has no boundaries. Uncle Mo and I have faced many doubts and accusations over the years, and we have never flinched. But we I can't face the sad look in your child's eyes. Is it too late to tell you now?

Li Wenjia's heart was as anxious as being burned by fire. He was very worried. This child has no social experience, and he probably didn't bring much money in the bag. Where to look for it, printed missing person notices, broadcast radio stations, called for help, Li Wenjia almost did everything he could do in the past few days, but it was in vain, and he didn't even get a definite news.

And Mo Xuyou has been silently by his side, doing these things with Li Wenjia. After the panic he experienced in the past few days, he has calmed down a bit. Mo Xuyou feels that Li Bo will not do it even if it is difficult to accept for a while Something stupid happened. This kid has always been careful and organized. It is obviously unrealistic to go to other places by car without saying a word. Li Bo knows that he has no money and no place to go. Will not choose to take risks to do something.

Then the only place he could go, the person he was looking for was...

"Hey, Xiao Man, is he with you?" Mo Xuyou called Xiao Man and asked tentatively.

Xiao Man became silent, Mo Xuyou finally felt relieved, it seems that he guessed right, Li Bo and Xiao Man have always had a good relationship, and only Xiao Man can guide him about this matter.

"I promised him not to tell you," Xiaoman finally said, "I also promise you to persuade him now, brother, in fact, I have already thought of this day, don't worry, I will handle it well."

"Xiaoman, I...thank you very much." Mo Xuyou didn't know what to say. In fact, although Xiaoman knew about their relationship, Mo Xuyou had never discussed this matter with him formally, and now he actually let him He came to deal with Li Bo's affairs, so Mo Xuyou couldn't help but feel a little guilty about this younger brother.

"It's okay, brother, I love you, so I can accept it, and Li Bo can too." Xiaoman hung up after saying this.

Mo Xuyou on the other end of the phone was stunned for a while, and suddenly found that this younger brother was far more mature than he imagined.

After Xiaoman answered the phone, he pretended that nothing happened and went back to the dormitory. Li Bo sat there listlessly, playing with a Rubik's Cube in his hand, his eyes were empty and he didn't know what he was thinking. These days, He is almost always in this state, and he doesn't know what to do or what to think, living like a walking dead.

"It was my brother who called just now," Xiao Man said suddenly, "They are looking for you like crazy, especially your father, his hair has turned gray a lot these days, I didn't tell them you were here, but I'm afraid you won't show up again , the police will arrest me as a kidnapper.”

"Brother Xiaoman," Li Bo finally said, "I know they must be going crazy these days, but I don't know how to go back, I don't know how to face them, I thought there were many reasons why Dad didn't get married, but I didn't expect It will be like this, Brother Xiaoman, did you know about this a long time ago?"

"The two of them and I have experienced more things than you. Although they didn't say it directly, I know, Li Bo, there are many things that cannot be chosen, but I must admit that the two of them have been together for many years. They have faced countless difficulties before, and they have never backed down, but this time they completely panicked because of you, no matter what, you have to admit that they love you very much." Xiaoman persuaded.

"I know, I know, that's why I suffer so much, I can hardly find gay books in the library, and occasionally I hear people say that this is not something that should happen to normal people, I know they are all Good man, but why do you want to do this?" Li Bo said painfully: "I can't accept being in such a family, I know I'm sorry for them, but I can't accept it..."

"You care too much about other people's opinions. It's okay. Go back first and don't make them anxious, okay? Many things can be taken slowly. If Uncle Li gets sick, it won't be good. Li Bo, I hope you Try to understand and accept." Xiaoman still said gently.

"Brother Xiaoman, I'll go back so they won't be in a hurry, but I still can't accept it now." Li Bo said helplessly.

"It doesn't matter." Seeing that he was able to persuade people to go back, Xiao Man felt that the first step had finally been reached, as for the rest, it was up to time.

When Li Bo came home, Li Wenjia and Mo Xuyou finally breathed a sigh of relief. They looked at Li Bo, but they didn't dare to say too much, they could only look at him with concern.

"I'm fine, I just want to stay alone," Li Bo looked at Li Wenjia and said, deliberately avoiding Mo Xuyou, and then went into the room by himself.

"I'll go first, you watch him." Mo Xuyou knew that the hurdle in the child's heart was still not over, and he was also adding trouble here, so he simply went back first.

"Okay, leave it to me here." Li Wenjia looked at Mo Xuyou's hard work, and knew that Li Bo's avoidance made him sad, but when things came to this, he could only take one step at a time.

After sending Mo Xuyou away, Li Wenjia poured a cup of hot milk and brought it to Li Bo's room. Li Bo was already lying on the bed at this time. In fact, he couldn't sleep, but he didn't want to open his eyes either. He knew what Li Wenjia was going to say, but I can't face his confession directly.

"Dad, I want to sleep," Li Bo turned around, expressing that he didn't want to talk.

"Then go to bed, and drink this glass of milk before going to bed." Li Wenjia didn't want to force him, after all, he was already so old and had his own judgment on many things.

"Dad, I actually know what you're going to say," Li Bo sat up and said while holding the milk, "I, I may not be able to accept it, I know you love me, and I love you very much, but I can't accept it, Dad, I I want to go to school, go abroad, in fact, I really want to go abroad, I heard that there is an open mind, I, I may go there..."

"Okay, son, dad understands, dad will arrange this matter, you go to sleep," Li Wenjia covered him with a quilt, closed the door silently and walked out.

Li Bo in the room tucked his whole head into the quilt, weeping silently, he couldn't face himself now, he could only escape.

The next day, after Li Wenjia told Mo Xuyou that he was going abroad, Mo Xuyou started to make arrangements. Soon, with the hard work of the two of them, they finally contacted a high school in the United States, and Li Bo , Since that year, leave both of them.

After going abroad, Li Bo seldom contacted them except for the daily report of his safety. He even started working part-time to earn money for living expenses, and no longer asked for it from his family. spent in foreign schools.And every time he came back, Mo Xuyou would arrange for him and Li Wenjia to travel around, but he avoided them very well, trying not to appear in front of him at the same time as Li Wenjia.

But this time, Li Bo took the initiative to ask Mo Xuyou not to avoid him. It seems that things should have turned around. Li Wenjia hurriedly called Mo Xuyou who was still out of town to talk about it.

"Xiao Mo, Li Bo is back," Li Wenjia happily reported to him.

"Okay, I'll arrange for you where you want to go this time." Mo Xuyou said.

"This time our family will go out together to see the old man." Li Wenjia said affirmatively.

"Us?" Mo Xuyou was also surprised: "Li Bo accepted us."

"Actually, this kid has already accepted it in his heart, but his mouth is stubborn." Li Wenjia said proudly.

"Just like his father." Mo Xuyou joked, after putting down the phone, he suddenly felt tired, and a thread seemed to loosen in his heart. After so many years, from knowing Li Wenjia to reality, they finally convinced everyone around them , appearing hand in hand next to relatives and friends, such a simple thing.

They've been doing it for over 20 years.