Just near dusk

Chapter 32

When Zhuo Yan woke up, she found that she was already lying on the hospital bed. Her head hurt a little, and she instinctively didn't want to think about the past. It seemed like it was just a dream. However, when she saw that person, Only then did I wake up from the dream, and everything has come true.

"You wake up, if I just bought the porridge, drink some." Ye Mo carefully filled a spoonful and handed it to her mouth, begging softly.

Zhuo Yan turned his head away, closed his eyes and silently refused.

"Then, do you want some fruit?" Ye Mo continued to take out an apple, ready to start peeling it with a knife.

"You go." Zhuo Yan said coldly with his back to her.

Ye Mo was stunned for a moment, and then continued to peel the apple. The two of them were silent to each other, as if they had returned to the scene where they met at the beginning, but this time Zhuo Yan was cruel and didn't respond at all. .

"You can be angry with me, but don't do this to your body." Ye Mo handed her the peeled apple, seeing that Zhuo Yan was still ignoring him, he put the apple aside helplessly, thinking Get up and tuck the corners of the quilt for her.

Zhuo Yan resisted her physical contact very much, she stretched out her hand to stop Ye Mo, "Go, I don't want to see you now."

Ye Mo grabbed her hand in turn, feeling sorry for Zhuo Yan's weight loss, he blamed himself: "I know I was wrong, don't worry, I will leave after you finish eating, and I won't bother you any longer."

"Let go!" Zhuo Yan pulled out his hand vigorously, closed his eyes, and did not say a word as before.

Ye Mo looked at her stubborn look, and wanted to say something more. It just so happened that Li Wenjia just came back from shopping outside. When he saw the two of them, he knew that this woman Ye Mo was probably annoying again, so he directly lowered his face and showed no grace He shouted at Ye Mo: "What are you doing here, aren't you sick enough? Get out quickly, be careful I will chase you away in a hurry."

"This is a matter between the two of us, please leave me some private space to resolve it." Ye Mo replied unceremoniously, she only has one person in her eyes now, and everything else is an obstacle to her.

"You dare to talk to me like that. The only way to solve this problem is to stay away. Xiaozhuo doesn't want to talk to you now. If you talk nonsense, don't blame me for bullying women." Li Wenjia rolled up his sleeves, looking like he was about to fight Vicious look.

"Whatever you want, if you have the ability to drag me out, I will come back!" Ye Mo refused to give an inch, and confronted each other.

"Do you have any face, you have to let me do it..."

"Okay, you all go out." Zhuo Yan got up and leaned against the head of the bed, and said this sentence with all his strength.

The two were taken aback for a moment, and at the same time stopped fighting and looked at Zhuo Yan.

"I want to be quiet." Zhuo Yan's words had gradually become weak, and she looked at them wearily, with a bit of pleading in her eyes.

The two people glanced at each other dissatisfied, but they didn't argue any more. They walked out one after the other, and then the door was closed, and the war was ignited in an instant.

"Pack up your things and leave early, we Xiao Zhuo can't afford to provoke someone like you!" Li Wenjia preemptively struck.

"Impossible, I won't leave here, at least until she recovers." Ye Mo didn't back down.

"You are irritated every day, when will you get better from the illness, besides, you are married and have children, my Xiao Zhuo is a big girl, why should I be with you," Li Wenjia continued aggressively.

Ye Mo frowned, ignored his weird words, and argued: "I'm already divorced, so it's not a problem. Could it be that I was born a few years earlier than her, so I'm not allowed to make any mistakes?"

"Are you wrong? You are simply cheating, immoral, low-quality, uh, irresponsible, running the train with your mouth, you are a bum, uh," the ink in Li Wenjia's belly was about to run out, but after Mo Xuyou has been nurturing for many years, and he is instinctively unwilling to yell, so the scene is at a disadvantage for a while.

"So what?" Ye Mo glanced through the window and said, "You can be together, why can't Zhuo Yan and I not? I have worked hard for the past few years to be able to fight against the world at this moment. I know Zhuo Yan has not been easy these past few years, so why am I not like this?"

"Why did you do it earlier? If you divorced earlier and came out clean and innocent, why bother to create so many things? Now find a reason for yourself. It's not because you are reluctant to part with those glory and wealth. People like you keep talking about feelings. Once you arrive At critical times, feelings are the first to let go." Li Wenjia sarcastically said.

"Since I have chosen someone, I have to give her the best life. Yes, I hope I am rich. I used to think that I could let go of my feelings for a short time because of money, but I have been thinking about it every day for the past few years. If Back then I gave up everything to be with Zhuo Yan, if I could reduce her pain a bit, then I would, but what's the use of saying this now, she doesn't even want to see me now." Ye Mo said painfully.

"No one wants to see you," Li Wenjia snorted, "I'm a woman, I don't know how much my little Zhuo owed you in my previous life, and I will suffer this crime in this life. Hey, the smoking machine at home is broken, that's not okay. , I still have to guard like this, save a while, and you will come later, okay, then I will go back to repair now."

Li Wenjia suddenly received a call from Mo Xuyou. He is also in a conflicted mood now. On the one hand, he feels that Ye Mo is too shrewd and calculating, and Zhuo Yan, who is stupid and sweet, can't compete with her. Very persistent, I can't say what I say, but I can't really do it.

After struggling for a long time, Li Wenjia finally came up with a way to frighten her. I saw that he moved his muscles and bones, and the muscles on his arms began to swell a little. It can't scare people, but even now, Ye Mo still has some panic on his face. She secretly speculates that this person won't really want to do something. She is about to take out the anti-wolf spray from her bag, I saw Li Wenjia flying forward and punching a big hole in the wall. Before he could shake a few times, a little nurse passing by shouted: "What are you doing, you will lose money if you destroy the wall!" , the hospital is not a place for you to go crazy!"

Li Wenjia's prestige was immediately swept away, and he left here without even having time to say a hard word.

However, Zhuo Yan who was inside was startled when he hit Shan Zhenhu with his fist. After hearing the sound, she thought that Li Wenjia really couldn't help beating Ye Mo. If that was the case, then...

She propped herself up and hurried to the door. When she opened the door, she found Ye Mo standing there in good order. There happened to be a big hole in the wall next to her. The two just looked at each other once.

"I, I want to come out to take a breath." Zhuo Yan explained awkwardly, then quickly closed the door, and lay back on the bed with shortness of breath.

On the contrary, Ye Mo felt relieved a lot. For the first time, she felt that the depression in her heart was slowly dissipating these days. The timidity that was cautious and dare not make mistakes finally began to dissolve because of her actions. No matter whether she hated her or not, Regardless of scolding her, what Ye Mo worries most from the bottom of his heart is that Zhuo Yan doesn't care about her and really treats her as a stranger, so she may have made a mistake that can't be made up for in a lifetime, now that things have turned around , How can I let it go easily?

"Why, standing in the corridor and laughing?" Mo Xuyou came from outside, and said apologetically, "Lao Li is quite upright and protects his weaknesses. I'm afraid that being with him will scare you." The big hole in the wall, shaking his head, said: "Now he is also smashing the wall. If he is young, I am afraid you will have to lie in it now, but judging by your expression, this incident may have led to a good result." .”

"Speaking of which, I have to thank him for making sure that I still have a place in Zhuo Yan's heart," Ye Mo let go of his heart, and said calmly, "Next, I will not give up."

"Everything is in moderation, don't go too far, you'd better go back and rest now, after all, you both need separate time to recover your mood," Mo Xuyou persuaded.

"It's definitely not that simple for you to help me like this," Ye Mo said sophisticatedly: "It's just because we look alike, I don't believe it.

"When you are in the rivers and lakes, it is always good to have more friends. Naturally, I don't want to offend you, but then again, if you buy and sell by force, and your intentions are not pure, I won't take it easy, Zhuo Yan I have you in my heart, I hope you don't let her down." Mo Xuyou said with a smile: "The real big battle is still to come, think about how to express your sincerity."

After listening to his words, Ye Mo secretly sighed in his heart that this person is really smart, sophisticated, comprehensive, but not annoying. Compared with the one who hit the wall just now, there is a world of difference. These two people If we can live together, why not myself and Zhuo Yan?

Mo Xuyou slowly opened the door, looked at Zhuo Yan who was restless on the bed, and poured a glass of water for her, "If you can't sleep, you will wake up, but you will think too much when you lie down."

"Uncle Mo," Zhuo Yan saw him coming, and suddenly felt a little settled in her heart. She asked him as if she was holding on to a life-saving straw: "Say, should I be with her again?"

"You have to ask yourself this matter, Xiao Zhuo, do you remember telling me that someone hurt you, but you couldn't let her go? At that time, you asked me if I was asking for it. Do you remember that I was How to answer your question?" Mo Xuyou asked.

"At that time, Uncle Mo, you said that this only proved that this relationship has not really let go. In fact, I knew in my heart that I couldn't let her go in the past few years, especially when she came to me, I could hardly maintain my calmness, but I still hate her for what she did back then, for her arbitrariness, and for not being cruel enough. She looked at me more and said one more word, and I felt that my defense line would collapse a little more. There is already a grievance, and I am afraid that even if we are together again, I will worry that one day I will return to the unbearable situation at the beginning." Zhuo Yan expressed the worry in his heart.

"Zhuo Yan," Mo Xuyou looked into her eyes, and told her firmly: "You are excellent, you are not someone's appendage, you don't have to worry about anything, even if there is such a day, you must be proud to leave She, but at least for now, you still miss each other. Compared with you, Ye Mo has experienced too many things, and she is too complicated. If you didn't know each other before, I would not approve of you being together, but a wolf is willing to go When you are with a sheep, it means that it has given up all its sharpness, you should face all this well now, it doesn't matter, Uncle Li and I will accompany you."

"I'm a sheep?" Zhuo Yan wondered, "That's not waiting to be eaten anytime."

"Then pull out its teeth first," Mo Xuyou said, "Let her know that gaining and losing feelings is not just a matter of a few words."

"Uncle Mo, now I think you look like a wolf." Zhuo Yan concluded, "Uncle Li just looks fierce."

"It's okay, I just need to make him feel like a wolf," Mo Xuyou helped his eyes and said kindly.

Zhuo Yan looked at Mo Xuyou, and suddenly felt that if he had half of his ability, even if there were ten Ye Mo, he could handle it by himself.

Next, under the guidance of Mo Xuyou, Zhuo Yan did not open up to talk to Ye Mo immediately. She still followed her previous life trajectory, going to the teahouse to take care of the business every day, greet and send off, busy before and after, They also recruited a few more apprentices and were busy teaching how to make morning tea, as if Ye Mo had never been there these days, even though she came here every day to sit from morning to night.

Ye Mo's mood fell to the bottom now. Seeing Zhuo Yan as the boss being so capable, she suddenly felt like a child who had grown up. At this moment, she suddenly realized that Zhuo Yan was now on the same side as her. At the starting line, she can completely do without herself.

"Your tea." Zhuo Yan was like treating ordinary guests, after serving what Ye Mo asked for, he was busy entertaining others.

"Can we talk?" Ye Mo finally caught her a chance to rest and hurriedly asked.

"Well, yes," Zhuo Yan unexpectedly agreed. "When I finish this work." This business will be closed, and Zhuo Yan will go back to the house in the backyard of the teahouse to rest as soon as the door closes. Close it, and directly block Ye Mo from the outside.

So although Ye Mo can see Zhuo Yan every day these days, she hardly communicates with her. She can only slowly digest the words in her heart, and Zhuo Yan still lives and makes friends, going out to drink with friends when she has nothing to do. Playing cards, I have plenty of spare time.

In fact, Ye Mo could bear all of this, but one day when she came to the teahouse again, she suddenly found that Zhuo Yan was no longer there. When she asked the clerk, she only said that the boss was on a business trip, and no one knew where he went.This time Ye Mo really panicked, she was very afraid that Zhuo Yan would disappear into her own world again, so she went to find Mo Xuyou for this purpose, Mo Xuyou was also surprised, saying that he might have gone to the beach to play, but at that time Li Wenjia, who watched the play, bluntly said that he went to Tanzania and would not come back if the construction of Africa was not successful.

She was a little panicked, so she could only watch in the teahouse every day and became a loyal customer. Occasionally, she stayed for a long time, and in a trance, she could still see Zhuo Yan's figure busy, and she finally understood this in her heart. Thing, her little girl, would also grow wings and fly away.

Zhuo Yan came back on a heavy rainy day. She understood the essence of Mo Xuyou's words. She had to let Ye Mo understand her current life as a bystander, and at the same time let her understand that she is not a special person. She can't, but occasionally looking at her distraught look, I also feel that I have done a little too much, so I just go out to relax for a few days, and choose to come back on this day, because it is raining heavily and the teahouse is so busy. It's wet, Ye Mo shouldn't guard himself.

But Zhuo Yan didn't expect Ye Mo to be so persistent. The moment he entered the door, he saw her sitting alone at the table closest to the door. The wind and rain outside wet her trousers, but she was still Do not move.

"Xiao Li, it's raining so hard, don't look at the shop, go home quickly." Zhuo Yan let the shopkeeper leave first, then walked up to Ye Mo, frowned and said: "Your clothes are all Wet, what are you doing sitting outside like this?"

"I'm afraid you won't come back. I can see you as soon as I sit here." Ye Mo looked at Zhuo Yan, as if he didn't believe it. He stepped forward to hold her hand, felt the warmth of his palm, and felt at ease. many.

"Come with me to the room in the backyard and change your clothes," Zhuo Yan finally couldn't bear to say, knowing that her physique was not particularly good.

Ye Mo naturally wouldn't refuse, the two walked towards the backyard one by one, they had to cross the yard to enter the house, Zhuo Yan held an umbrella, trying not to let Ye Mo get wet, but halfway through, Suddenly Ye Mo stopped and hugged Zhuo Yan's waist tightly. Zhuo Yan's body was unstable for a while, and the rain wet them both.

"What are you doing? Are you still a child? We'll talk about it later when we have something to say." Zhuo Yan looked at her wet back and said in a stern tone.

"I know you're punishing me these days, and I'm punishing myself too, but Zhuo Yan, I'm scared, I'm really scared, these few years I'm sure you will forgive me and accept me, so that I can get through these days, But now I'm not sure, you may leave me at any time, I don't know what to do, now I can only beg you, don't ignore me, don't abandon me..." Ye Mo was emotional, resting his head on Zhuo Yan's shoulder, weeping silently.

Zhuo Yan made her cry for a while, then suddenly pushed her away forcefully, Ye Mo left the umbrella, and his whole body was drenched even more thoroughly.

"Now you know what it's like to be abandoned. No matter what your reasons were at that time, my feelings at that time were a thousand times more painful than yours now." Zhuo Yan looked at her and said coldly: "I'm not your toy, Not your pet, not your accessory, not your submissive, you will be happy when you get me, and sad when you lose me, do you know how I feel in my heart?"

These words were pierced into Ye Mo's heart like a needle. She wanted to explain something, but the words were on her lips, and all of them were swallowed by the heavy rain.

At this time, Zhuo Yan suddenly threw the umbrella away, and the two of them were also drenched. She looked at Ye Mo and said firmly, "I can only have one identity, and that is your lover."

Ye Mo looked at her with wide eyes, tears and rain intertwined on his face, Zhuo Yan said with red eyes: "Bastard, if you mess with me again, I can leave you at any time."

The two of them finally warmed each other with the warmth of embracing each other on this unbearable day.