Chapter 36 Absentmindedness
Chapter 36 Absentmindedness
The next day, the solo flight left Jeddah Port and returned to China.
In the evening, after dinner, he walked to the deck of the bow in silence.
As the sun sets, the sky is reddened by the fire clouds, and the dark clouds not far away are gathering, and the thick clouds are gradually engulfing the gorgeous fire clouds.
It's going to rain, Solo guessed.
At this time, Ajie also finished his meal, with a post-dinner cigarette dangling from his mouth, he approached Solo with a lazy look.
Solo propped his hands on the railing, and turned his head to look at him.
Seeing his preoccupied look, Ajie pretended to be a big brother again and said, "What's the matter, do you have something on your mind? You can tell me about it."
Shan Fei glanced at him and said, "What can I worry about?"
"Come on, you were only this big when I met you." Ajie compared the position on his chest, "I don't know how many small intestines you have." Solo was only 11 years old at that time, and he followed Ah Jie. Jay learned marksmanship.
Solo turned around and leaned against the railing, he looked at Ajie and said, "I don't know what I'm bothering myself."
Ajie squinted his eyes to examine him for a while and said, "I guess? Is it related to that prince?"
When Solo heard the word 'Prince', his face froze, and he felt a little unnatural.
Ajie leaned his body towards him, and glanced around with his eyes, it felt as if the two were talking about some ulterior secret.
Ajie: "What's going on with you and him?"
Shan Fei pouted his neck and said, "We have nothing to do!"
Ajie asked suspiciously: "You two are fine? Pigs can tell that your relationship is unusual."
Shan Fei blushed: "We really have nothing."
Ajie said seriously: "You guys are fine? Then what happened to the hickey on your neck yesterday? Don't tell me, you bit it yourself."
Solo immediately blushed.
What happened to yesterday's incident, I haven't figured it out until today when I flew solo.That incident can only be classified as an accident, such as 419, for example, two men with morning wood comforting each other, for example, an uncontrollable shooting and so on.
But the actual situation is far more serious than the above assumptions.
Ajie looked convinced, making the solo flight unable to argue. Even if the current solo flight jumped into the Atlantic Ocean, he would not be able to clean up.
Two big men, come out of the same room together early in the morning, and then have breakfast together.What's even more unfortunate is that one of them still has the hickey mark left by the other party on his neck. In this case, anyone with an IQ slightly higher than one should be able to guess what happened between them.
However, yesterday, they really didn't do it, or they didn't really do it.
Shan Fei looked at Ajie with a broken face and said, "Anyway, you won't believe anything I say now."
Ajie: "Do you dare to say that you really didn't 'why'?"
Shan Fei bit his lower lip, not daring to say anything.
Ajie could tell from his expression that eight to nine were inseparable. "Then let me ask you, what about that Shang Rui?"
As soon as Shan Fei heard the word 'Shang Rui', he suddenly looked up and looked at Ajie with wide eyes, with a dazed expression on his face.
Seeing Shan Fei's expression, Ajie felt a thump in his heart. He had finished thinking, and now the matter was over.From the young master's expression, it seems that he just realized that there is such a person.
Ajie clicked his tongue, shook his head lightly and said, "Xiao Fei, I didn't mean you, do you like that Shang Rui?"
Solo let out a low breath, unable to say a word for a long time.
Ajie frowned, put his hand on his shoulder and patted him lightly: "I think you should sort yourself out first, otherwise it's not good for both of them. Maybe something big will happen. "
However, Solo is not yet 16 years old this year, he is still very new to relationships, and he really has no experience at all in how to deal with such complicated relationships.
Flying solo: "I don't like Rafael, I and Shang Rui are serious."
Ajie: "Then what happened to Raphael?"
Flying solo was a bit embarrassed to speak up. In fact, no one knew about the fact that he was raped by Rafael in Saudi Arabia.He never told anyone about it either.
Solo: "In short, I don't like him, it's his own wishful thinking."
Ajie asked suspiciously: "You still sleep with him if you don't like it, young master, I remember that you are not such a person, right?"
"I—" Shan Fei curled his lips, looking hesitant to speak.His expression was complicated, and a trace of unspeakable pain flashed in his eyes.
Ajie suddenly thought of something, he looked at Solo Fei seriously, turned his shoulders around, looked at Solo Fei and said, "Tell me, did he do something to you?"
Shan Fei's face suddenly turned pale.He looked at Ajie in panic, his eyes dodging.
Ajie was a little angry: "You tell me what happened?"
Solo stared at the floor. After all, he was not yet 16 years old, so he really didn't know how to talk about this kind of thing.
Ajie has already guessed seven or eight points.Because Solo has always been straightforward, although he is young, he acts very calmly and shrewdly, he rarely sees solo being so hesitant, it feels like there is something unspeakable.
Ajie said with a fierce look on his face: "Did he do something excessive to you? You tell me, I will go to him to settle the score!"
Shan Fei gritted his teeth, and turned his face to the side: "Forget it, the past is over, and I don't take it to heart."
Ajie said incredulously: "Are you afraid of him?"
Shan Fei raised his head and stared at him: "Why would I be afraid of him?"
Ajie thought for a while, and asked tentatively: "Do you also—like him?"
Shan Fei was taken aback.At this moment, various chaotic emotions intertwined in his bottom eyes.In fact, he didn't know the answer himself.
"I don't like him, don't talk nonsense." Shan Fei pushed Ajie away and walked into the cabin.He returned to the room and fell on the bed, feeling unspeakably depressed.
Suddenly his satellite phone rang, Shan Fei grabbed the phone and took a look, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
"Hello." Shan Fei answered the phone: "President Shang, why do you think of me today?"
Shang Rui said displeasedly: "If I don't think of you, it will be difficult to count on you to think of me."
Solo thought for a while, and it was true that he couldn't get away from a lot of shit recently, as if he hadn't heard Shang Rui's voice for a while.
"Sorry, I've been very upset recently, many things are intertwined and I can't get away from it." Shan Fei explained.
Shang Rui hurriedly asked: "What's the matter? What's bothering you?"
So, Shan Fei briefly described what happened recently.
After hearing this, Shang Rui was surprised and said, "What? Why didn't you tell me about your injury in the Middle East?"
Solo: "I have so many bodyguards, and there are doctors in the hospital for treatment, so I don't want to alarm you."
Shang Rui said angrily: "Are the doctors and bodyguards the same as me? Why didn't you tell me about such a big incident, flying solo, sometimes I really don't understand, do you have me in your heart!"
Flying solo was momentarily at a loss for words.
Solo: "Don't be angry, you are usually very busy, so I don't want you to worry about it."
Shang Rui: "No matter how busy I am, I will rush over if you are injured. Don't think of me so badly."
Solo: "Okay, I will definitely tell you in the future."
Shang Rui took a deep breath, trying to suppress his anger.
Shang Rui: "Baby, I blame you because I love you and I'm afraid that something will happen to you, do you understand?"
Shan Fei felt warm in his heart: "Well, I see."
Shang Rui: "Is the injury better now?"
Flying solo: "I'm fine, I just need to do some physical therapy."
Shang Rui jokingly asked: "Is it still as good-looking as before?"
Solo: "No, it's disfigured!"
Shang Rui smiled and said, "I want to be disfigured, it's okay."
Solo: "Don't regret it."
Shang Rui: "I will never regret it."
Solo smiled sweetly.Compared with Rafael's overbearing, Shang Rui is so gentle and rational.
Shang Rui: "I've been quite busy recently, and I've participated in several forums, so I haven't called you. I also have something wrong. It should be said that we are all too busy."
Shan Fei agreed: "We can't help ourselves."
Shang Rui: "Then you have been staying in Saudi Arabia recently?"
Flying solo: "Well, I just came out of the hospital and attended the birthday party of the Saudi prince the day before yesterday."
Shan Fei reported the truth, he didn't want to hide it from Shang Rui.
Shang Rui: "Do you know him?"
Solo was a little nervous and said, "Well, we've had a few contacts."
Shang Rui: "I heard that he is very strong, what do you think of him?"
Shang Rui's question made him feel stuck in his throat.He actually asked Solo what he thought of Rafael?Solo is really speechless.
Yesterday, the man who molested himself while riding on him even sprayed semen all over his hands.At this moment, he was actually talking to his boyfriend about how this person was.
The solo flight suddenly felt like it was about to break down.
Shang Rui heard that Shan Fei was silent for a while, and asked suspiciously: "What's the matter? Is that person difficult to get along with?"
Solo wants to cry but has no tears.He yelled in his heart, not only is it difficult to get along with, he is simply a devil!
Shang Rui: "Flying solo?"
When Shan Fei heard Shang Rui calling him, he recovered from his thoughts.
Solo: "Huh?"
Shang Rui: "What's the matter with you, you look absent-minded, what are you thinking?"
Shan Fei shook his head and said, "It's nothing, let's not talk about him."
Shang Rui was a little puzzled, but he changed the subject according to his meaning.
The two chatted for a while, agreed on a time to meet next time, and hung up the phone.
Solo put down the phone, feeling a strange feeling in his heart, what the hell are he and Rafael?If he and Shang Rui are lovers, then what about him and Rafael?
If he and Rafael are really fine, then what are the passionate kisses between them, and those unresolved bonds?
What's even more frightening is that the moment he felt unstoppable throbbing with Rafael the day before yesterday, although he didn't admit it, he did have feelings for him.
It's over!The solo flight is completely fine!
But the matter was not over yet, just when he wanted to give up worrying about himself, get a good night's sleep, and forget everything about it tomorrow, another satellite phone of his rang.
This phone has only one number, and it is the phone that Solo has rejected several times and doesn't want it.
Shan Fei looked at the non-stop ringing phone in horror, and felt as if ten thousand ants were gnawing on his heart.He stood there blankly, not daring to reach out and touch the edge of the phone, it felt like the phone was poisonous.
Solo felt stuck in his heart.However, the other party is Rafael, if he doesn't answer the phone, then the next time we meet solo, I don't know what kind of method that guy will use to express his anger.
Solo weighed it, and finally he took a deep breath, and answered the phone bravely.However, it is already a bit late.
As soon as the call was connected, Rafael's voice sounded as if he had swallowed gunpowder: "Why did it take so long to answer!!!"
Shan Fei reluctantly said: "What's the matter, who said I must answer your call."
Rafael was so angry that he was about to vomit blood.In fact, he was also very conflicted before making this call.To fight, or not to fight, really made him struggle for a while.Rafael has never been so anxious before, this is the first time he has tasted the feeling of making a phone call and being afraid that they will not answer.Before this, he didn't know how many possibilities he estimated, what would happen to him if the solo flight didn't pick him up, and then what would happen to him if the solo flight did pick up, the feeling of waiting was really timeless. Feel tormented.
However, Solo actually let the phone ring for a full 3 minutes before answering it.
In these 3 minutes, Rafael has changed from a docile big cat to a lion with fried fur.
Rafael's tone was quite bad: "You dare not answer my call, try!"
Shan Fei retorted: "So what if you don't answer?"
Rafael couldn't bear it anymore: "If you don't pick me up, I will beat you!"
Shan Fei was angry: "How dare you! Be careful and I will beat you to death!"
The two of them were at war with each other immediately, and at the same time, they were so angry that smoke came out of their nostrils on the other end of the phone.The poor satellite phone was on the verge of bursting with the rage of both of them.
In the end, it was Rafael who calmed down first, and he warned himself not to get angry, otherwise they would not be able to talk.
Raphael took a deep breath, then calmed down and said, "Why didn't you tell me when you left this morning?"
Solo: "I don't seem to have an obligation to report to you, do I?"
Rafael's anger that had been suppressed just now sprang up again.At this moment, he really wanted to jump on the armed helicopter, rush to Solo Fei immediately, and then press him down hard under his body, so as to teach him a lesson!
Rafael gritted his teeth and said, "When will you be able to speak to me properly?"
Solo: "You provoked me first!"
Rafael was quiet for a while, he thought to himself, in fact, he didn't want to pinch him every time he met.But for some reason, the two of them always managed to make each other explode.
Rafael took a deep breath 'again' and said, "Okay, I will pay attention to it in the future."
Solo Fei's eyes widened in disbelief, he couldn't believe that these words came from the mouth of the arrogant and domineering Prince Raphael.At this moment, he wondered if there was something wrong with his ears.
Rafael actually became gentle sometimes?Could it be that the lion occasionally eats vegetarian food?
Seeing that Solo Fei didn't make a sound, Rafael called out, "Hello?"
Solo responded softly: "Yes."
Rafael knew he was still there, but he couldn't say a single word from the thousands of words in his stomach.Now he finally knows what it means to love in his heart.He sighed lowly: "Remember to tell me first when you come to the Middle East next time."
Shan Fei knows that he has good intentions, but the Chinese say that no meritorious deeds will not be rewarded, and that without desires one can be powerful.He really didn't owe him favors and didn't want to get entangled with him.
Shan Fei declined, "Don't worry, I can protect myself."
Rafael was very angry when he heard this.However, he was angry not because Solo Flight was disobedient, but because Solo Flight didn't need him.
Although, Rafael is very proud, but he really wants to protect Solo, he didn't expect his sincerity to be so superfluous in Solo's eyes.
Raphael once thought arrogantly, and also tried to let him try that danger by himself.Because only then, Solo will believe his warning.But what he never expected was that when he let the little monster try the danger by himself, and when he saw Solo Fly lying in the freezer seriously injured, he realized that if any accident happened to Solo Fly, then in the end The uncomfortable and painful person is him.
At that time, he regretted it very much, he regretted that he did not persist.I regret that I let him try it on purpose. The mentality of malicious revenge hurt his little monster very badly.He didn't want to see Solo being injured again, it was enough to try this feeling once, and that day Solo was lying in the freezer cabin, and he realized how much he cared about him.
It was impossible for Rafael to fight him any longer, because he would hurt himself that way.If something happens to the little monster because of his anger with him, his heart will not be able to bear it.
Rafael finally calmed down and said, "I asked you to call me because I was worried that something would happen to you. I was afraid that something would happen to you. Do you understand?"
Solo has never seen such a gentle Rafael, he was a little surprised, but he didn't know how to deal with it for a while.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Rafael continued: "Don't be stubborn anymore, I really don't mean anything else, fly solo, I don't want to see you get hurt again. I was really scared that day—"
Rafael paused suddenly, his voice suppressed too much emotion at this moment.In fact, he is really not good at talking about love.The usual Rafael always took ordering others to do things for granted.However, he can't remember when he started to speak softly when talking to Solo, sometimes even enduring Solo's sarcastic remarks.If it were someone else, he would have walked away or hung him up and beat him up.
However, at this moment, the mighty Rafael became soft.Perhaps, in the face of love, there are times when a tough man becomes tender.
Seeing that he had dropped an octave, Shan Fei was too embarrassed to carry it with him again.
Solo: "Raphael, I actually don't want to owe you favors. We Chinese are most afraid of owed others."
Rafael: "I'm not Chinese, and besides, I don't need any favors. You just need to give me a good and safe life."
Solo: "But——"
Rafael: "It's nothing to worry about. The Arabian Sea is full of pirates and terrorists. If I don't escort you, do you think I'll be able to sleep at night?"
Immediately, Solo felt as if his heart had been hit by something.If he didn't come to escort him, would Rafael not be able to sleep at night?He couldn't believe that Rafael would care about him so much.
Solo was dumbfounded, he was a little moved in his heart.But he suddenly remembered what happened to them before, and Solo thought, Raphael couldn't help him in this way to make up for the unhappiness in the past, right?
Solo thought for a while: "Rafael, you don't have to be like this. I have already forgotten the past, so you don't have to take it to heart. Just let it go."
Rafael thought about what he meant, he didn't expect Solo to make up for his mistakes by understanding him well. "You think I'm just making up for what happened before to treat you so well?"
Flying solo made no sound.
Rafael continued: "You made a mistake flying solo, I helped you because I like it—"
For some reason, Rafael couldn't say those three words on the phone.He paused, thinking it was better to talk about it face to face.So he changed his tone and said: "There are some things that I can't explain on the phone, let's talk about it when we meet. Next time you come, call me, remember?"
Solo thought for a while, he didn't want to continue the stalemate with him, since he wanted to come, let him come.
Solo: "Well, if you insist, I can only do as you say."
Rafael said happily: "Say this earlier, we don't have to quarrel just now."
Solo couldn't laugh or cry: "Haven't we always been like this?"
Rafael: "Don't do this again in the future, I don't like arguing with you, it's very tiring."
Solo actually didn't want to continue arguing with him. "Well, whoever provokes it first will be responsible for apologizing."
Rafael smiled lightly: "What? Are we a couple now? Are we talking about a treaty?"
Shan Fei bit his lips in embarrassment and said, "What are you talking about, friends also have ways of getting along."
Raphael said seriously: "I never regarded you as a friend. I used to treat you as my pet, but now I regard you as my—"
Solo was choked for a moment, he was very afraid that Rafael would say those three words.The day before yesterday, when he heard him tell his sister at his birthday party that he was his "sweetheart", there was an indescribable confusion in Solo's heart.
Rafael couldn't say it now, at least he couldn't say it in front of the little monster.He feels that he regards Solo as his sweetheart, but unless one day, Solo treats him the same way, then he will tell him frankly that you are my 'sweetheart'.Otherwise, Rafael would not care about this kind of unequal love at all.
Rafael's love is very precious and unique.He is very dedicated to the one he loves, so he knows that his love is definitely not a cheap commodity that can be sold at will.He will not give casually, if one day he wants to give, the other party must also accept him completely, and give everything he has in exchange.This is Rafael's principle.
Now that the goal has been achieved, Rafael reeled the thread in satisfaction.
Shan Fei put away the phone and fell on the bed alone.He thought to himself, he didn't know what day it was, but he received calls from two men one night.
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