Feeding equation

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There are many cute things in this world, and cute things will give people a very cute and soft feeling.Even men like us are occasionally struck by something like this.However, just touching is fine, please don't show it!It will kill people, okay?

I, right now, really have a feeling of wanting to cry without tears...

Through the gap of the tightly closed quilt, I saw two serious men outside sitting in front of my window, silently eating an apple cut into the shape of a cute rabbit. On the verge of collapse.

I never knew that the sense of disobedience reflected by things could be so strong, like a rocket that was about to fly into the sky suddenly turned and hit your head directly.Even if it doesn't knock you into ashes, it can almost knock you into blood.

I am now roughly in what could be called a "destroyed" state.Looking at the world outside the quilt, I feel that the whole person is almost not my own.

"You are amazing." He Sang'an swallowed the apple that Yue Sen handed over in one gulp, and while chewing it, he did not forget to praise him.

Yue Sen didn't look up, and quickly played with the fruit knife in his hand, completely concentrating on peeling apples.He didn't raise his head until He Sang'an finished eating the apple in his mouth, and said, "Mr. He, as long as you like to eat it." The whole process of speaking was with the same expression, as if someone owed him two taels of silver.

I really can't understand the way He Sang'an and Yue Sen, these two expressionless men communicate.They use very few words, very little body language, or just a look, and they will clearly understand what the other person is thinking.For this, I really admire them enough.

However, although He Sang'an and Yue Sen are both men with "stiff faces", there is still a big difference between them.Let's take Yue Sen as an example first. He always wears a black suit, black tie and black leather shoes. In addition, he is capable and concise in his work, which often gives people a very shrewd and capable feeling.But He Sang'an is different. This man who is always immersed in the 90s of the last century, like his old sky blue scooter, exudes an aura of "I'm unresponsive, who am I afraid of" all over his body? .And it turns out that He Sang'an is slow in every aspect except for being reliable, just like now...

"Mr. He, please eat." I saw Yue Sen holding an apple that he had cut into a rabbit shape and handing it to He Sang'an's mouth. He Sang'an was stunned for half a minute before opening his mouth and swallowing the apple.

I originally thought that He Sang'an should be annoyed that Yue Sen would do this to such an extent, but he didn't care at all.So the whole picture appeared that a man named Yue Sen would carefully cut an apple into a rabbit shape and then feed it to another man named He Sang'an. The two men looked up at each other in a tacit understanding. Two-faced expressionless.

I completely saw the scene of them acting ambiguously with each other unconsciously under the quilt, and felt that the blood in my whole brain was about to flow backwards.So he couldn't bear to lift the quilt, and sat up with a dark face.

"What are you doing!" I yelled, breaking their affectionate way of feeding each other.

Both He Sang'an and Yue Sen turned their heads to look at me who got up suddenly. Although there was surprise in their eyes, the expression on their faces remained unchanged.

The corners of my eyes and brows jumped up.He stretched out his hand and pinched the Jingming acupoint, deliberately keeping himself calm.

He Sang'an swallowed the last bite of apple, and said, "Brother Xi, Mr. Yue's craftsmanship is really good." As he spoke, he turned his head and took the handkerchief that he had just wiped his hands with, and wiped it very carefully. Wipe your hands.

Yue Sen next to him lowered his head and neatly stacked the cut apples on the plate, then turned his head and said, "Where is that?" The voice was a little humble, but the look of pride in his eyes betrayed him, " It's just stealing a teacher to learn the art, eating Japanese food with Master Wu a few times..."

What a fool!

I rolled my eyes at them, and at the fact that they were completely indulging in the joy of eating apples and completely ignoring my behavior, I snorted and shouted angrily: "I have a stomachache, I need to go to the toilet!"

"I'm going to call the doctor!"

"I'm just pissing!" I said completely dissatisfied, and stood up on the bed.

……

Days are like running water, one day after another, when you look back, you will find that you can no longer see the footprints left by yesterday.

The cold touch of the new mobile phone in my hand is a bit strange.This is the first time I have changed my mobile phone, especially this year, the frequency of my mobile phone change can be compared with twelve months in a year.However, in my opinion, apart from being a communication medium, the mobile phone seems to have a better value, which is reflected in the moment when it comes into contact with the floor and falls apart.

I angrily threw the new mobile phone that Yue Sen gave me to the ground, because the force was too strong, the case of the mobile phone was separated from the battery, and it was broken everywhere.

But I don't mind at all because I'm in a rage right now.Although destruction is not the beauty I have always insisted on, how can an angry person still have the rationality to maintain beauty?

Yes, I am very angry.If you ask me why I am angry, you can ask Hua Lin.

Just now Hua Lin called me and said that he couldn't come to see me again today because of the prenatal checkup.This is the fifth time I was rejected by her after I asked her to come to the hospital to visit me. I have basically forgotten the reasons why she refused the previous few times, but most of them were related to her pregnancy.

In fact, I didn't have to ask Hua Lin to come to the hospital to visit me with a big belly, I knew it was just because I couldn't swallow that breath.From the time I overheard that Hua Lin seemed to be unfaithful to me to the time when I was injured, Hua Lin basically never took the initiative to contact me.Even if it was about my injury, she never asked about it like a person who had nothing to do.It was only when I called to tell her that I was injured that she said perfunctorily, "Oh, then you should take good care of your injury."

Do you think this is what a girlfriend should say?Taking a step back, even if you are a friend, shouldn't you greet and care kindly?Could it be that in your heart, I am not even as good as the most ordinary friend now? !

I buried my face in the pillow angrily, and clenched my hands into fists by my sides angrily.When I thought of Hua Lin's indifference to me during this period, I was really angry.

I hammered the hospital bed a few times, and my body, which has not yet fully recovered, felt a little tired and empty after I vented with all my strength.I was gasping for breath as I buried myself in the pillow, feeling really angry and annoyed in my heart.

What made me angry was that Hua Lin used such an extremely indifferent attitude towards me, and what made me annoyed was that this period of time was originally our Cold War period.Dropping this phone today seems to add to the cold war between us.Besides, there is our child in Hua Lin's belly, so losing his temper with a pregnant woman seems a bit...excessive.

Of course, in addition to these two emotions, I actually still have a very strong sense of powerlessness.This feeling is because I have deeply felt that Hua Lin is getting farther and farther away from me, so far away that even if I walk across from her, she might turn a blind eye to me.I know that my green hat is sure to be worn, but who would have thought that even the act of putting on a hat can be so useless.

In fact, to be honest, if I didn't still care about the friendship between Hua Lin and me, I really want to tear the third party who broke our relationship into pieces.I'm not a curmudgeon, but I'm definitely not a little sheep who just dodges backwards.The reason why I haven't had a showdown with Hualin until now is that I am still waiting for Hualin to change his mind one day.She still has our two common children in her belly. Even if she doesn't think about her own sake, she should think about children.After all, which parent would be willing to leave their biological parents when their children are born?

With this kind of thinking in mind, I will just give in and compromise, and even tolerate her to the point where I can ignore her inexplicable third party. As long as she can change her mind, I am determined to forget the past.But judging from the current situation, Hua Lin doesn't seem to have the consciousness to return to the right way at all.She is really out of business now, at least in my opinion.

I buried my head in the pillow and thought for a while, but no matter how much I thought about it, I couldn't think of a reason.If Hua Lin really wants to break up with me, I don't have many choices.Although I'm not a magnanimous person, I still understand the truth that twisted melons are not sweet.But no matter what happens to us in the future, I will never let go of the child in her belly!That is my flesh and blood, I have the right to raise him, even if I use various means, I will actively fight for it!

The sunshine in the afternoon is always good, especially in this season, whether it is cold or hot, but not too hot.On the tree outside the window, although the cicadas could still be heard, the sound seemed not as sharp as it was in midsummer.

The wind blew in through the cracks in the half-closed windows and stirred the half-closed curtains.The beige curtains are like the corners of a sweet dream that raises the wind and waves.The sunlight fell on the ground with a brilliance like broken gold, and the dots of light were because of the shadows of the leaves of the big trees.

After thinking about the problem for too long, I fell asleep a little bit.

On the nose, there is the fragrance of the lily that Yuesen just put on today, the refreshing fragrance, the sweet trance has already made people fall into a dream unconsciously.

A person walked in in a daze, I didn't open my eyes, thinking it was Yue Sen who came to pick up my changed clothes again.He always likes to help me with my laundry when I'm asleep, just like... like the brisk maidservant in the gate of the mansion in ancient times!

Thinking of this, I couldn't help twitching the corners of my mouth into a slight smile.

There is no such expressionless person as Yue Sen who is used as a maid, maybe in ancient times, he will be sent to the fire by the master!

My smile was stronger, but because I was so sleepy, even my smile was a little lazy.

Suddenly, a big warm hand touched my forehead.That hand fiddled with the broken hair on my forehead, lingering on my neck and cheeks.Those hands were a little rough, and they rubbed my face with a slight itch.

I frowned slightly, confused by such a sudden attack, and before I could open my eyes, a cool thing stuck to my lips...

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