Fearless

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"...is that boy Meng Huaiyu?" After a moment of silence, Father Lin opened his mouth. There was no unexpected surprise, blame, disgust or other emotions in his tone, but was very calm.

"Yes." Although he didn't like his father calling Meng Huaiyu "that kid", Lin Yanzhi didn't correct him on this point, he just looked at Father Lin calmly, his eyes were quiet but unshakable, "I love him ,until now."

He hadn't planned to have a showdown with his parents now.After all, Meng Huaiyu is dead anyway. Although he has no relationship with his parents, he doesn't want them to worry about his affairs at such an age—if they are conscious enough not to disturb his affairs, then he is willing to accompany them Pretend to be a scene of a loving father, filial son, mother and son in harmony with the family and a harmonious reunion.

"But he's dead." Lin's father looked at him, still neither angry nor furious, which surprised Lin Yanzhi, after all, he came here prepared for quarrels and breakups.

"He is dead now. In other words, what I don't understand is why you didn't go to him when he was alive? Did you plan to love him so secretly for the rest of your life?" Father Lin sighed, "You have to learn Looking forward, the biggest wish of your mother and I now is that you have a good life..." After a pause, Father Lin said the next words with some difficulty, "Now that we are old, we can't control you anymore, you If you are really gay, just go, find someone you like, live a good life, it doesn't matter if you hide it better."

Lin Yanzhi was silent for a long time because of Father Lin's words.Indeed, Lin's father's attitude is much better than he thought. He was prepared for this time when he returned home...Who would have thought that Lin's father would admit so easily to the old Lin who refused to let him die? Speaking of homosexuality, but it's too late to say so now.

"I'm sorry, father," Lin Yanzhi said without the slightest hesitation, "I love him all my life, I can't do anything else." He didn't answer why Father Lin didn't go to find Meng Huaiyu when he was still alive— Because after all, the two of them had never been close, and Lin Yanzhi had always been a reserved person. Now that Lin's father asked Lin Yanzhi like this, he couldn't tell Lin Yanzhi frankly.Only he himself is qualified to solve his affairs.

"...In other words, I, Lin Ao, have nothing to regret in this life." Father Lin was silent for a while, then suddenly changed the subject, "If there are any, there are no more than three. So I hope," Lin The father seriously looked at the child in front of him who had grown up to the point where he didn't need the protection of his parents at all, and he had never cried and acted like a baby in front of them, "Don't regret it." He missed so much these years, even if he wanted to make up for it now It is also impossible.

"...Yes, father." Hearing Father Lin's almost tacit answer, Lin Yanzhi was silent for a moment, but still answered.It's not that he's not smart, he felt the tolerance and understanding from his parents in Father Lin's tone, and he also felt his sincerity in trying to respect his father-son relationship, but he was too smart, so smart that he grew up so early that he didn't need The parenting phase is over.

Deep love does not last long, and wisdom will hurt, but this is the case.

"Okay, let's go downstairs to see your mother." After an awkward silence, Father Lin coughed twice and changed the subject, "Is that girl from the Huang family also down there? After all, it was your mother who did it." No... I'm sorry for you and the girl of the Huang family, go down and have a meal together, and then our family will talk about it and make it clear." Lin's father and Lin's mother didn't get married because they were in love, but For the benefit of the company, they have lived together for so many years without much affection, and no one can persuade anyone on the issue of raising a son.

"En." Lin Yanzhi responded, and went downstairs with Lin's father. When they came to the living room, they heard Huang Xiaoying's choking sobs and Lin's mother's constant comfort, "Oh, Xiaoying, don't cry. Ah, it’s wrong to say what you said and do, and my aunt will go up to punish him and apologize to you in a while! Now he is talking with his father in the study, and I will definitely take care of him when he comes out!"

Lin's mother also felt very distressed towards Huang Xiaoying. The two families are family friends, and they happen to have a son and a daughter. Lin Yanzhi and Huang Xiaoying didn't know how many meals they ate at each other's house when they were young. Lin's mother likes well-behaved daughters, but she herself Lin Yanzhi was the only son who was busy with work, and he treated Huang Xiaoying as his own daughter since he was a child, and it was because of this that Huang Xiaoying cried aggrievedly in front of Lin's mother, and also treated her like a godmother.

Of course, it has to be said that this is a wrong behavior. Mother Lin is not only her godmother, she is also Lin Yanzhi's real mother.

Lin's mother was comforting Huang Xiaoying, Lin Yanzhi walked down behind Lin's father, Lin's father sat on the sofa next to Lin's mother, but Lin Yanzhi stood in front of them.Seeing Father Lin and Lin Yanzhi's appearance, Huang Xiaoying immediately wiped her tears with a tissue, her eyes were red, but she still insisted on putting on a nonchalant look in front of the person she likes. It might not be a problem if it was another man. It hurts to like it, but Lin Yanzhi is so cold-tempered that he doesn't like it at all. He glanced at Huang Xiaoying coldly and then looked at Lin's mother politely, "Mom."

"You still know that I'm your mother!" Lin's mother said coldly, although she tried her best to maintain her ladylike posture, she still couldn't hide her anger, "How can you be such a son?! You still fooled other girls I cried! Xiaoying is a cute girl who doesn't care about you. I, a mother, can't indulge you, so hurry up and apologize to Xiaoying!" Mrs. Lin was not without a little guilt when she said this. I really didn't try my best at that time, but later I wanted to take care of it. This child has grown so fast that she doesn't need her anymore. Now she is not very good at showing the majesty of this kind of mother, just think that she is doing it for Lin Well said, Mother Lin's attitude became tough again, the child is ignorant, so she, as a mother, will naturally have to discipline her.

Lin Yanzhi looked at her indifferently, without saying a word, but the pressure in his eyes only became more intense. Is it because the image of a good son he has played in the past few years is too good?So good that this woman dared to use her identity to suppress him?

"Yanzhi!" Seeing that Lin Yanzhi hadn't moved, Lin's mother couldn't hold back, but she still tried to save face in front of Huang Xiaoying, "Why are you so rude!"

Hearing Mother Lin's words, before Lin Yanzhi could speak, Father Lin persuaded, "Okay, okay, don't talk about it, everyone take a step back," and then turned to Huang Xiaoying, "Xiaoying Ah, this is what you said and did wrong, uncle apologized to you on his behalf, don't worry about it, your brother has such a temper..." Lin's father has always been this kind of meek temper, able to get along with the muddy Just like Ximu, otherwise, he wouldn't be inferior to Lin Yanzhi in terms of company management, and he wouldn't let go of Lin Yanzhi's control so early.

Father Lin spoke, Huang Xiaoying naturally shook her head quickly, "It's okay, I'm really fine, I know Brother Yanzhi's character, I don't blame him, Aunt Lin, don't lecture Brother Yanzhi, he didn't do anything wrong " After a pause, she carefully looked at Mother Lin's gloomy face and Lin Yanzhi's indifferent expression, and tried to smile, "Well, if I have nothing to do, I'll go first? I even made an appointment to have dinner with someone tonight. "

"Hey, why did Xiaoying leave just like that? Didn't she agree to eat here?" Lin's mother still refused to let go. She and Lin's father have different personalities. She is a real young lady, even after so many years Not much restraint, "Don't pay attention to him, why don't you eat here and talk to me?"

"No." After all, Huang Xiaoying wasn't really dazzled by love. Even though she knew that Lin's father and Lin's mother's support was important, the most important thing was her image in Lin Yanzhi's mind. She rejected Lin's mother's proposal several times in succession. After persuading her to stay, she finally left in Mother Lin's reluctant farewell.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Yanzhi stood aside and watched the scene of mother-daughter love, as if watching a funny comedy.

When Huang Xiaoying left, the smile on Lin's mother's face disappeared instantly. She turned around and wanted to say something, but was blocked by Lin Yanzhi's words, "Mom, I have someone who wants to live forever, don't worry about it." I."

Lin Yanzhi slammed the door and left the villa almost in a panic.He didn't even have time to put on the suit jacket, so he came out as soon as he held it in his hand. There was no injury on his body - but thinking about it, Lin Yanzhi still had a gloomy face when the woman slapped him.After talking with Lin Yanzhi, Lin's mother's reaction was naturally much more intense than that of Lin's father. She opened her mouth and closed her mouth and scolded Meng Huaiyu, Lin Yanzhi, and Lin's father, and even finally cried and scolded the entire Lin family. Lin's father, who persuaded him to make peace, was also angered.The aura of a shrew swearing at the street completely lost the image of a noble lady.

So the final result became Lin Yanzhi standing on one side, and Lin's father and Lin's mother were arguing with each other.In the end, he really couldn't stand it any longer, Lin Yanzhi turned around and planned to go out, but in the end he got Mrs. Lin's attention, and it took a lot of effort to get out.

Lin Yanzhi got into the car and tidied up his clothes, but he didn't feel any dissatisfaction or disappointment in his heart.He has been here for so many years, and he can live well without them. Now Mrs. Lin looks like a loving mother, so he finds it awkward.

Lin Yanzhi drove home after finishing the work. Mrs. Lin called several times and Lin Yanzhi didn't answer. In the end, she simply muted the phone. This woman's current behavior has touched his bottom line, and he has no patience to accompany her. Playing a family game, even now he is worse than a stranger to this woman.Pretend to be smart.

Lin Yanzhi drove the car downstairs and parked it, and went upstairs quickly without stopping. He wanted to see Meng Huaiyu very much now, very much.

It had nothing to do with quarrels or anything else, but Lin's father's sentence "He is dead, why didn't you look for him while he was alive" still touched Lin Yanzhi.

He can't tell anyone that this person is still alive, as long as he can touch him, he is still alive.

The author has something to say: Mr. Lin's boyfriend is MAXqwq