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Chapter 8 He's Sick

08: He is sick

"Are you fucking sick!"

There was silence in the ward, and Lin Chen's heavy breathing seemed particularly abrupt.

He didn't know what Fu Jinyan was thinking. It was obvious that Fu Jinyan was a stranger to him before, but today it was like a different person.

Without saying a word, Fu Jinyan pulled Lin Chen's pants with a sullen face.

"Damn it!" Lin Chen hurriedly grabbed his waistband, now his head was tied with gauze and his legs were cast, Fu Jinyan would not let him go.

"What on earth do you want, Fu Jinyan, let me go, why are you doing this to me!"

"Why? Then why are you, Lin Chen, so selfish!" Fu Jinyan's voice was extremely low, as if trying to control something. "It's you who said you like it, and you're the one who ran to the United States without even saying hello, Lin Chen, isn't it fun that you play tricks on people like this?"

Lin Chen was stunned, what does Fu Jinyan mean?Could it be that Fu Jinyan was joking when he said his disgusting words?

Or Fu Jinyan thought that he was such a disgusting person, so he shouldn't be angry because of this.

Lin Chen was about to ask Fu Jinyan if he was being too harsh on him, when Mother Lin's voice came from outside.

"Are you Xiaochen's friends? Why don't you go in?"

Lin Chen's face suddenly changed, "You let me go!"

Fu Jinyan looked at Lin Chen mockingly, "Then you should be my long-term bed partner."

"impossible!"

"Then I'll talk to your parents about my past with you." Fu Jinyan let go of his hand gracefully, and sat down on the chair calmly.

"you"

"Xiao Chen." Just as Lin Chen said a word, Lin's mother came in from the outside.

Lin Chen had no choice but to resist his urge to scold Fu Jingyan.

Fu Jinyan got up to give way to Mama Lin, Mama Lin quickly waved her hand and said no, then looked at Fu Jinyan with a gossip, "Little Fu, is that your son outside?"

Fu Jinyan nodded.

"That looks really pretty." Lin's mother clicked her tongue, then glared at Lin Chen again, "Look at you, you don't have a girlfriend yet, I don't know when I will be able to hold my grandson."

"Mom." Lin Chen looked helpless.

However, Fu Jinyan glanced at Lin Chen thoughtfully, and then at Mother Lin, "Auntie, Lin Chen doesn't have a girlfriend yet?"

Mother Lin sighed several times, "Look at him like this, which girl would be willing to be with him."

"Too many people want to be with me." Lin Chen muttered in a low voice.

Mother Lin cast a glance over, Lin Chen immediately shut up.

"Auntie likes to hold grandchildren so much, I wonder if Xiaoxiao has the honor to call Auntie Grandma?" Fu Jinyan's sudden words made Lin Chen's spirits instantly lifted.

And he gave Fu Jinyan several glances on the spot.

"Xiaofu, look at what you said. Xiaoxiao is so cute. If he is willing to call me grandma, I will be too happy. What kind of honor is it? Even if it is an honor, it is my honor."

"Actually, Xiaoxiao should be called Auntie and Grandma, after all, I and Lin Chen"

"Fu Jinyan!" Lin Chen broke out in sweat.

Fu Jinyan looked at Lin Chen with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Mother Lin glanced at Lin Chen very displeased.

Lin Chen glared at Fu Jinyan viciously. He knew Fu Jinyan too well. Fu Jinyan would never consider his feelings, nor would he care what consequences this matter would bring to him.

"I promise!"

Unexpectedly, he started to get involved with Fu Jinyan again, and it was still such a shameful relationship.

"Promise what?" Mother Lin looked at Fu Jinyan with some doubts.

Fu Jinyan smiled, "I'm going on a business trip in two days, so I want Lin Chen to take care of Xiaoxiao for me."

This person is simply!Fu Jinyan is so kind to let his lover take care of his son.

But Mother Lin is happy. She has been thinking about hugging her grandson for a long time.

"Don't worry about that, just send it over when the time comes, Auntie will definitely take good care of Xiaoxiao."

"Thank you, Auntie." Fu Jinyan said politely, "Auntie, I still have something to do with the company, so I'll be leaving first."

Mother Lin said boldly, "Okay, I often come to play at home when I have time."

Fu Jinyan glanced at Lin Chen who was lying on the hospital bed, raised his eyebrows slightly, "Well, I will."

Of course Fu Jinyan will, because their current relationship is a long-term bed partner!

Lin Chen turned his face away impatiently, not wanting to look at Fu Jinyan again.

No matter how much Fu Jinyan hated him before, he never insulted him like this.

why?

"Mom, I want to go back to America." Lin Chen said in a muffled voice.

Mother Lin was taken aback, and immediately frowned, "Why?"

"No why."

"No."

Although Lin's mother sometimes has a bad temper, Lin Chen has never seen her refuse so directly and neatly.

Mother Lin sat down on the bed and sighed, "If your father and I all immigrate to the United States, I will agree. Xiaochen, mother is already old. During the six years you were in the United States, you never came back. Now you Go back, what do you ask mom to do? Do you fly to the United States every month?"

This was the first time that Lin's mother spoke to Lin Chen in such a tone, and it was also the first time that he mentioned the six years he had been in the United States, with a slightly complaining tone.

"If it's because you don't want to get married, then don't get married. Mom won't arrange a blind date for you again. Where is Xiao Zhi, I also pushed it away." Lin's mother held Lin Chen's hand, and said with some distress, "Look See how thin you have become after staying in the United States for six years."

"Mom..." Lin Chen called out, full of satisfaction and guilt.

Mother Lin shook her head, "Okay, I'll go out and call Xiao Zhi's mother."

Lin Chen looked at Mama Lin's back, and suddenly thought of Zhu Ziqing's back. When he read that article before, he couldn't understand the author's emotions at that time. Now he can finally understand it, but he feels infinitely bitter.

He wanted to go back to the United States because he felt that he could not face Fu Jinyan. He was afraid that his body, which had not healed, would be torn apart again.

In the United States, his grandparents don't care about him. He can see a psychiatrist to relieve his stress properly.

But in China, he doesn't want his mother to know that he is sick.

Lin Chen looked at the ceiling above his head, his eyes felt sour.

When he first went to the United States, he hung out in bars every day, drank until his stomach bleeds, went to the hospital alone for infusion, and lay down for three days.

During that time, he felt disgusted in his mind that he actually liked men. Seeing the photo of him and Fu Jinyan, and thinking of Fu Jinyan's appearance, he wanted to do it with Fu Jinyan, but there is no Fu Jingyan in the United States.

He went to a gay bar to find other people. There were so many handsome and younger men than Fu Jinyan, but none of them were Fu Jinyan.

He slept with other people, and he couldn't accept being a zero, but he couldn't be hard on them when he was a one. He tried to have promiscuity once, but failed because his body was only greedy for Fu Jingyan.

In the second year, he finally ended such a decadent life because he cut his wrist.

After being sent to the hospital, he was told that he had suffered from severe depression.

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