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Chapter 34

He probably really wanted to dig out the heart and throw it to Shu Zhao. The angle of the knife was extremely tricky, aiming at the chest and stabbing obliquely. Even if he couldn't dig out the whole heart, he could cut it open and show it to Shu Zhao.

Shu Zhao was frightened out of his wits, before he could react, he stretched out his hand, and grabbed the blade that was charging too fast. He only felt a biting chill in his hand, and then watched the tip of the knife plunge into Mo Nong's chest , The bright red blood suddenly spread from his skirt.

Then Mo Nong's face gradually turned pale, and the eyes staring at him gradually faded away, but he still smiled sadly at him,

"I never thought that I would do this kind of stupid thing...to commit suicide for love," he opened his mouth, and the air he inhaled seemed to flow out of the hole in his chest, "I don't want to die... just stay It's useless, you're right, it's quite heavy... Now I'm finally free."

When he finished speaking, he tilted his head and passed out.

Shu Zhao hurriedly called an ambulance. He didn't dare to stab the knife, and he didn't dare to let go. The blood between his fingers merged with the blood on his chest, and the whole shirt was stained red from Mo Nong's chest, which could be called blood. Flow into a river.

Should it be said that Mo Nong's physical fitness is really good, or should it be said that Shu Zhao stopped him in time? In short, the hard-working little rich man Mo didn't even have a blood transfusion. Out.On the contrary, Shu Zhao's right hand was severely disabled, the veins in three fingers were broken, and the bones were all visible.

Because the knife was used and endangered the lives of others, this incident also alarmed the police, not only alarmed the police, Mo Nong's mother also came.After hearing about the whole process, her expression was extremely astonished and unbelievable. She looked back and forth between the silent Shu Zhao and the silent son who just woke up from the bed. Hold Shu Zhao accountable.The police comrades are very satisfied with this decision, because you can't hold Shu Zhao accountable, your son stabbed himself, and the young man is still his savior!

When there were only three of them left in the ward, Mother Mo felt more uncomfortable than the two psychopaths. Shu Zhao straightened up from the wall. He felt it was a waste of energy at a glance.

A person with excellent conditions in all aspects confesses to himself and is infatuated with himself. This is a beautiful thing to be happy and happy. People are afraid to avoid it.

Shu Zhao was afraid that if he looked at him again, he would really stab this one-sided idiot to death, it was too frighteningly frightening, too neurotic!terrible!

"I'm sorry, Auntie," Shu Zhao bowed deeply to Mo's mother, "I'm sorry."

After speaking, he ignored the reaction of their mother and son, and walked out of the ward exhausted physically and mentally.

Mo's mother watched his back disappear at the door of the ward, and couldn't help sighing, then turned to look at her son on the bed who was staring at the door in a daze,

"What's the matter with you? You don't even want your life for a man? We raised you so much and you don't think about us at all. You are so promising? Is your life so valuable?"

Mo Nongyou rolled his eyes, and his eyes fell on his mother's face lazily,

"Mom, I have everything. I can get everything I want, but I can't get him... People are alive, don't they always pursue what they can't get."

"Then can't you change your pursuit? Change your goal? Don't you want anything but love in life?"

"I have everything except love, change someone? Why don't you change your son? Anyway, I'm so worthless, you can change." His words made Mo's mother speechless, "How can you want to change your relationship? I can change it, I know I'm worthless, I'm stupid, but you tell me, I don't need to be famous, our family already has fame and fortune, besides love, what else do I need to pursue?"

Mo's mother thought his words were absurd, but she couldn't find anything to refute him.So it's still their fault?So it's not right for him to have such good conditions since childhood?Is it right for him to do such a stupid thing?

"Why do you..." Mo's mother looked at her son in confusion. He was good from head to toe, and he grew up like an ordinary child from childhood to adulthood. Stupid and cheap psycho, paranoid!

"Then what's the matter?" Mom Mo couldn't reason with him, and turned to the future, "If you don't get him again, will you die again?"

"I'm not dead," Mo's mother heard him say before she could breathe a sigh of relief: "You take me home and lock me up with my dad, and let me spend the rest of my life in a nursing home. I'm already a useless person. It’s all gone, and I’m still a walking dead alive, I can only wait to die.”

Mo's mother immediately rushed over and slapped him,

"I raised you so big for nothing! You...you are going to die and live for a man...you can do it, you can do it, why did I give birth to a son like you! How did I just..." Mom Mo was trembling with anger , circling around the ground looking for someone to beat him to death, but when he saw the white bandage on his chest, he felt distressed and angry at the same time, and he was about to die beside his bed in agony.

"Okay," Mo's mother pinched her waist with her hands and panted heavily, "Then you just wait to die, I don't care about you, tomorrow I will go to the orphanage to adopt one, and I want to live in a nursing home with the same treatment as your father? Huh, you even die Are you not afraid of being short of money? I won’t give you any more money, so just keep doing this and wait to die of starvation!”

She didn't expect that Mo Nong really planned to starve herself to death. She resisted not going to the hospital for two days. The doctor said that he didn't drink a drop of water for two days.

How can I let my son starve to death?She went there to threaten and comfort, but it was useless.Thanks to Mo Nong's trouble, the fact that he fell in love with a man didn't seem so outrageous under his determination to die.

Mother Mo complained to her good sister, and her good sister sighed after hearing it.

"But it's not surprising that Ah Nong's personality did such a thing. He was so stubborn when he was a child. Not to mention how much he suffered for racing, he still refused to give up and went crazy. Do you remember when he was five or six years old? At that time, I fell in love with the parrot of old Yuan's family. It stood in the sun for an entire afternoon. At night, it could climb over the wall to steal the human parrot. Later, the old lady bought him one because of her distress. Still don't want it, if you insist on the other one, in the end it's not for the sake of the old couple that you exchanged that one for him.

If you want me to say that you do have problems in education, how can you give children whatever they want?You have to tell him since he was a child that if he can't get some things, he can't get them. Don't force what is not his. Don't think that you will be hungry for a few days and cry a few times and you will be done.

But it's too late for you to educate him now, seeing old age at three years old, how old he is, there is no way to save him!The only way is to let the kid get along with him. After a while, he feels tired and willing to let go, and the matter is over. "

Mo's mother snorted: "the problem is that people's children don't want to be nice to him now. If you have a daughter, and your daughter finds someone with his temper, would you like your daughter to be nice to him?"

Her good sister smiled gloatingly, "Ah Nong's character is indeed fatal, so what should we do? You just watch him wait to die on the bed? Besides, our child has flaws in his personality, and everything else is not perfect. fine?"

The son is going to die because of others, and he can't be persuaded to come back. It's still to save his life. If he wronged himself as a mother, he should also wronged others.

But she couldn't find Shu Zhao, she didn't have a phone number or address, and she didn't know what he was doing, so she asked Mo Nong's friends, and finally found out from Yuan Datou that her son was installing surveillance and location tracking, Mo said Others, even her mother, think that Mo Nong is too much.It was so easy to find Shu Zhao's house, but the building was already empty, and then I found Shu Zhao's company, and got the same answer, resigned, and I don't know where he went.

Mo Nong really pushed Shu Zhao to a dead end. He gave up his lucrative job, moved his house, and cut off all his past contact methods. He seemed to have disappeared from this world, the only thing left to Mo Nong. There is only a note in his wallet that reads "Hereby a gift from Shu Zhao, the unparalleled handsome guy in the world".

Mo Nong stayed in the hospital for half a month before returning home. It was not like this, but he refused to eat, and in the later period he relied on nutrient solution almost every day to maintain his body functions.Mo's mother wanted to take him back to Quzhou, but he didn't go back. It was really bad to stay with him.The key point is that Mo Nong disappeared as soon as he was discharged from the hospital, and sometimes he didn't answer the phone, which made Mo's mother want to install a location tracking on him.

On that autumn night, there was always the sound of roaring engines from locomotives running through the streets and alleys of Wuxing, all night long, with gusts of wind blowing in, blowing in gusts of wind, gradually Mo Nong was in a sleepless state of eating and drinking He turned into a man like the wind, with muscles that can withstand tossing, he can barely be regarded as strong on the outside, but his face is thin and thin, with sunken cheeks, a sloppy beard, and a pair of black eyebrows that are getting deeper and shining all the time. , black and bright like a lunatic who could go mad at any time.

No one is willing to talk to him, because they are afraid of his eyes that are flickering with crazy flames. People in Xingang say: Their evil and romantic ministers have driven the once sunny and healthy young people crazy, and their souls have been taken away.

And he finally saw a glimmer of light at the colorful door—Wen Ru, and successfully used his rough image and creepy eyes to force a confession of Shu Zhao's address.

This is a newly opened bar. A pair of two-person-high bronze statues stand at the entrance of the bar. The neon lights above the head are bright and dazzling. The colorful light can even be more than ten meters long. Proud to show their youthful years, men and women are happily rushing towards drunkenness and dreaming.

In this strange place, he saw Shu Zhao combing a small bun, with short hair that could not be tied up casually at the back of his head, his forehead was still as clean and meticulous as when he first saw him, his beautiful face was also a little thin, and his eyes Against the strange colors of the neon lights, he was wearing a coat, revealing a night-like dark blue shirt inside. He was smiling and talking to a man who was hanging shoulder to shoulder with him.

"Shu Zhao!" Mo Nong softly called his name with his dry voice.

His voice spread out in the air filled with music. It was so noisy around him that he couldn't hear it at first, but Shu Zhao caught a glimpse here from the corner of his eyes. He felt that he might have an auditory hallucination again, but when he turned his face, it turned out Seeing Mo Nong staring at him obsessively from a few meters away.

He let the guests in first, walked up to Mo Nong, and then looked him over from head to toe.Mo Nong has always paid attention to his image, and his clothes are all famous brands. When he walks out, he always has the demeanor of a rich man, clean and modest, and always gives people a very comfortable feeling.

But now he feels really uncomfortable at all, his clothes are full of wrinkles, his shoes are so dirty that he can't bear to look directly at him, his embarrassingly long hair is connected with two thick eyebrows and the stubble on his chin, and occasionally the wind blows Only when he came to reveal his handsome face, the homeless people picking up trash on the roadside were neater than him.

But those eyes... those eyes are too complicated, bright as if they found a treasure, and flickering with panic, pleading, longing, and sadness as if they were afraid of being taken away.

Shu Zhao didn't want to see his desolate look, but he felt sad when he faced those eyes.

"Wait here for a while." After finishing speaking, he felt that Mo Nong would probably not agree, "Forget it, come in with me."

Mo Nong just followed him foolishly, the noisy and crowded dance floor in the bar was in a mess, women's perfume, men's tobacco smell, alcohol, sweat, could not attract his attention, Shu Zhao took him to the bar,

"Wait here, I'm going to ask for leave."

He is now doing sales in the bar. Thanks to his contacts in the nightclub for many years, he is doing well here. Except that he drinks more alcohol every day than before, and his salary is a little less than before, the rest is fine. .

After asking for leave, he walked out of the bar with Mo Nong. Dazzling beams of fire burst out from both sides of the stage. A plump woman was performing acrobatics in a big ball hanging in the air. The audience was cheering and screaming. The two of them were impatient. As soon as his feet were in the crowd, Shu Zhao avoided a chest that was sticking up, and turned his head to see Mo Nong, who was behind him, looking anxiously through his heads, so his arms came from the stranger's chest and back. squeezed a gap between them, held Mo Nong's hand, and then walked out again.

"Okay, let go," Shu Zhao stopped in front of the motorcycle that was as dusty as Mo Nong, "I have an injury on my hand, please hold it gently."

It was only then that Mo Nong remembered that he held a knife in his hand to stop himself from committing suicide, and felt guilty immediately.

"Have you eaten yet?" Shu Zhao asked him, without waiting for his answer, "I haven't eaten yet, let's go to Jianguo Road."

Mo Nong looked at him suspiciously, Shu Zhao sighed, "Let's go, I won't run."

He hurriedly stepped into the car, and felt relieved when Shu Zhao's hand held his shoulders like before. During the time driving to Jianguo Road, Mo Nong was still a little at a loss. He didn't know what Shu Zhao would do to him, nor I don't know how long this state can last.

It wasn't until Shu Zhao smiled at him for the first time while sitting in the restaurant that he opened his eyes wide in flattery, and also showed a surprised smile.

"Eat more, don't waste it."

Mo Nong obediently stuffed the rest of the dumplings into his mouth, and then Shu Zhao took him out of the restaurant, and walked for a while under the bleak street lights. The end point was an inconspicuous hotel. Shu Zhao didn't go to the front desk to register, but directly Go to a room on the second floor.

His suitcase and some clothes were piled up in the corner of the room, the bedside table had an ashtray full of cigarette butts, and the quilt on the bed still looked like the owner had just woken up.After moving out of that family, Shu Zhao lived in this 70 yuan per night hotel.From this price point, he knows that the hotel is very simple and not cost-effective. He can rent a decent apartment at this price, but Shu Zhao is unwilling to spend too much effort on a certain house. A state of being homeless is just a temporary suspension, and may go wandering at any time.

I don't know how to plan for the future, anyway, I'm barely dawdling.

He took off his jacket and trousers, unbuttoned them with his right hand, and said to Monong who was standing beside him at a loss:

"Let's take a bath together. My hands are not convenient, so I can't wash it later."

At this moment, Mo Nong felt ashamed of the face he showed in front of Shu Zhao. He lowered his head a little shyly, and followed Shu Zhao into the small bathroom nakedly. After rinsing, the curvy hair immediately returned to its original shape after being soaked in water, sticking to his scalp straight and smoothly.

"you help me?"

Mo Nong quickly pressed the shampoo twice, and gently rubbed the top of Shu Zhao's head, whose back was facing him. Although the movements were gentle but clumsy, Shu Zhao rubbed the sanded eyes with the back of his hand, avoiding his hand and walking away to the shower,

"You wash it too, it stinks."

Mo Nong washed himself roughly, rubbing his hands vigorously on his face under the running water, and then he felt a hand covering his head, Shu Zhao held his face, pulled it back and stuck to it The hair on his face, staring carefully at every inch of his face.

Monon stared at him, with an expression like an aggrieved child, who was gradually calmed down under the touch of his palm, but in a very sad mood.

His stubble was a bit prickly, making him look much older than his actual age, matching his eyes with a faint obstinate madness, Shu Zhao's hand rested on the scar on his chest,

"Does it still hurt?"

Mo Nong grabbed that hand, bowed his head and said to him: "I can't feel it, it's already there with you, do you feel any pain?"

Shu Zhao looked directly at those eyes that were getting more and more painful and burning, and smiled slightly, "I'm really afraid of you!"

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you're really dead, I won't go back with this heart."

"You still haven't come back," Mo Nong said angrily, with another kind of hatred in his eyes: "Unless you give me yourself."

The corners of Shu Zhao's mouth slowly rose, and he rubbed his face with his hands, "Then you come and get it!"