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Chapter 30 Useless Truth

Rao Xinghai stretched out his hand towards Shen Chunlan.His expression was innocent and frank, as if he was asking him "how will I get back in a while".

Qin Ge and Xie Zijing both looked at Shen Chunlan.Shen Chunlan was helpless: "Is this not good?"

Xie Zijing immediately added: "Yes, it complies with the regulations."

Rao Xinghai stared at Shen Chunlan, and Shen Chunlan inappropriately remembered the little black snake lying on the plaster of his arm.Rao Xinghai looked a little pitiful and helpless.

His counselor eventually sat down.

Shen Chunlan knew that Rao Xinghai had bad thoughts in his heart, and he would not give him a chance to take advantage, so he grabbed Rao Xinghai's hand and clenched Rao Xinghai's palm into a fist.

It was more of a fist than a handshake.

Rao Xinghai: "...that's not the case."

Shen Chunlan looked at him quietly.The majesty of being a teacher finally came into play at this moment, Rao Xinghai fell silent, and sat in a relaxed posture on the chair.

In the small office, there was a certain strong smell first, this kind of pheromone was dry and hot, carrying the strong wind of the desert.But only for a moment.The mist rose from Qin Ge's body, Shen Chunlan couldn't see what kind of spiritual body it was, and Qin Ge didn't let it show a recognizable shape.

But the gentle mist calmed down Xie Zijing's breath in an instant.The two breaths mixed and intertwined in the office, and Shen Chunlan sat quietly, feeling an unprecedented peace.

"Don't be afraid." Qin Ge whispered, "I won't hurt you. You know that, right?"

Rao Xinghai hesitated for a moment before answering: "Yes."

"You trust me, don't you?"

Rao Xinghai: "Yes."

He closed his eyes meekly.The white mist from Qin Ge's body fell on his head and shoulders. The young head of the dispensation department lowered his head, supported Rao Xinghai's head, and moved closer to his black hair.

Shen Chunlan was a little dazed: This was quite different from the "sea area" test he had accepted before.

Qin Ge didn't have the slightest aggression on him, he was gentle, soft, calming and reassuring.

Shen Chunlan noticed that Rao Xinghai's fist in his palm was slightly clenched.

His students are nervous, even if they trust the adjuster, nervousness is still inevitable.

What will Qin Ge see?What will Rao Xinghai's "sea area" look like?Shen Chunlan inevitably became curious.

He even thought that Rao Xinghai trusted and even admired him.If he is willing, if he makes a request, Rao Xinghai will agree to let him enter his "sea area".

But he couldn't explore the deep sea.

Just as people have shallow consciousness and deep consciousness, the "sea area" of sentinels and guides is also divided into shallow and deep.Ordinary guides can enter the sentinel's "sea area" as long as they are allowed, but they can only patrol the shallow sea area to relieve some common mental and psychological problems.

The deep "sea area" is the work scope of the spiritual adjuster.That is where more desires, fears, and all the memories of a person from birth to this moment are stored.

On extremely occasional, extremely rare occasions, it is possible for ordinary guides to enter Sentinel's Deep Sea, but only for an extremely short period of time.

And that situation is when both of them are in a state of excitement, and the breakwater originally used to resist foreign consciousness in the "sea area" completely disappears.

In the latest revision of the general education textbook, this state has been accurately defined: an orgasm of extreme arousal.

...Thinking of this, Shen Chunlan suddenly didn't want to visit the "sea area" of Rao Xinghai.

Qin Ge's cruise lasted for more than 40 minutes, and Shen Chunlan kept holding Rao Xinghai's fist, not relaxing for a moment.Although he was not very happy to have such physical contact with Rao Xinghai, he had promised that even if Rao Xinghai couldn't see it, he couldn't deceive him.

"...Two conclusions." Qin Ge put away his mental body, he looked a little tired, Xie Zijing helped him sit down, "First, I didn't find anything related to the black mamba in Rao Xinghai's memory Information."

Rao Xinghai looked nervous.

"The second conclusion is that Student Rao's 'sea area' does have some unstable problems, but I'm very happy." Qin Ge said with a smile, "Compared to when I did the 'sea area' test for you half a year ago, it's already gone. So much better."

Rao Xinghai's sea area is a strange town, boundless and without boundaries.There is only one road in the town, and the largest building in the town is an orphanage with blurred signs.

That is the place where Rao Xinghai once lived.

Around the orphanage, there are many small, crowded playgrounds, the circus is always lively, the canteen is full of snacks, the school playground is empty, but there are lively laughter and the sound of running and fighting near and far came.

There is no one else in Rao Xinghai's "sea area".His self-consciousness sometimes played games in the playground, and sometimes ran alone on the playground. Qin Ge tried to call him, but his self-consciousness completely ignored him.

But this time is different.He saw Rao Xinghai's self-awareness turning around in the crowded playground.A guinea pig the size of a palm was lying on his shoulder, and a frog was puffing up on his head.

In fact, there are more differences. Qin Ge took a quick glance and only knew that his "sea area" had gradually become lively.

"Xinghai, I know you have friends." Qin Ge looked at Rao Xinghai, "That's great."

He was sincere, and Shen Chunlan couldn't help smiling.Rao Xinghai muttered for a long time, then replied in a low voice: "Thank you."

Qin Ge didn't stay in the shallow layer for long, he passed through Rao Xinghai's self-awareness and entered his memory.

But unfortunately, he did not find any information related to the Black Mamba.

"When you were very young, not long after you were born, you had some fragmented memories, which were shapeless, but rather strange." Qin Ge thought for a while and asked, "This question may offend you, so I apologize first. Rao Xinghai , you don't have any memory of your mother, do you?"

Rao Xinghai shook his head: "No."

Qin Ge pondered for a moment: "Those fragmented memories are related to your mother. She is feeding you and taking care of you... She seems to love you very much. But the memory is very confusing, because you were too young at that time, and you couldn't see clearly. Can't hear clearly. But every memory is bumpy."

Rao Xinghai: "Bump?"

"In the car, on the road... I can only judge from the sound of the outside world. You are always on the road." Qin Ge recalled what he saw just now, "Your mother always said 'don't be afraid, don't be afraid' , and, 'It's safe here'."

Rao Xinghai sat quietly, he looked a little sad.The indifferent mask appeared on his face again: "I don't know. I don't remember her."

This was an unplanned cruise, Shen Chunlan didn't submit an application, and Qin Ge didn't need to write a test report.But he cared about Rao Xinghai very much, so he decided to take the time to sort out the content in detail before handing it over to Shen Chunlan.

Rao Xinghai and Xie Zijing were chatting outside the corridor, and Shen Chunlan took the opportunity to ask a question that he has been very concerned about: "There are 12 students in my class, and everyone has a problem with the 'sea area'. Section Chief Qin, I can ask specifically What about them?"

"Mr. Shen, relax." Qin Ge smiled, "At that time, everyone was in the third year of high school, and there was a lot of pressure. This was a time when problems were very prone to occur, both mentally and psychologically. This year's 'sea area' testing standards are higher than in previous years , so many students were screened out. But you don’t need to be too nervous now, Rao Xinghai scored 7 points, he is a marginal student, and needs more attention. Other children, let’s let it develop naturally.”

Shen Chunlan nodded.He remembered that in Rao Xinghai's "sea area" test report, Qin Ge once said that living and studying with his peers in college would significantly improve Rao Xinghai's situation.Rao Xinghai wanted to apply for an ordinary university that day, but it was Qin Ge who persuaded him to choose a special human university.

Facts have proved that Qin Ge is completely correct.

Shen Chunlan believed in Qin Ge's judgment, and he thanked repeatedly: "If you have any other questions, I can contact you at any time?"

After saying goodbye to Qin Ge and Xie Zijing, Rao Xinghai and Shen Chunlan walked to the subway station.Perhaps it was the last mention of his mother, Rao Xinghai didn't seem to be in a good mood, he was depressed.Shen Chunlan paid a huge amount of money to treat him to a piece of Wu Yutai's jasmine ice cream. Rao Xinghai licked his mouth after eating it, "I'll buy another one."

Shen Chunlan: "All right, all right, I'll go buy it."

The two ate three ice creams on the street, Rao Xinghai was a little full, biting the rind slowly, staring at the trees on the street.

Autumn is already deep, the leaves are falling desperately one after another, the poplars and willows are gradually bald, and the lonely branches poke into the terribly blue autumn sky.

"Teacher Shen." Rao Xinghai suddenly said.

Shen Chunlan: "Huh?"

"I came to Beijing for the first time in August, and I'm going to report to high school here. It's very hot and the air is not good, I don't like it." The two sat on a bench by the street, and Rao Xinghai had a chat. He said without a word, "Later, autumn came, and winter also came. It was terrible. The whole city seemed...as if it was dead, and it suddenly became dusty."

Shen Chunlan thought, of course, otherwise, why do seasonal changes affect mood? Spring and autumn are the times when mental patients and depression patients are most likely to have problems.

Changes in climate, temperature, and objects affect the physiological regulation mechanism in the body. Hormone secretion is unbalanced, and people are prone to depression and fall into trouble.

"I didn't have a very happy time in high school. I was the only one who came from other places and couldn't integrate in. The local special human students had already learned a lot of knowledge about sentinel guides in elementary and junior high schools. I didn't, and I didn't understand at all. But if you ask, you will be laughed at." Rao Xinghai pointed to himself, "My Mandarin was very bad at that time, and I had a very strong accent."

Shen Chunlan: "Now I can't hear it at all."

Rao Xinghai finished his ice cream and smiled: "I have practiced before."

He took the tissue in Shen Chunlan's hand and held it together in his palm.

"Then the next year, spring came." Rao Xinghai said, "It's amazing, the whole city suddenly came alive again. We planted a lot of peach and pear trees in our study, and the whole month of March was like crazy. , There were flower petals everywhere on the road. The weather was also very good during that time, and the wind seemed to be fragrant. I was a little allergic, my face was red and swollen, and I wore a mask to see the flowers."

Shen Chunlan felt a little emotional: "Yes, what a wonderful spring."

Rao Xinghai: "Later, the teaching director knew that he couldn't find me in class, so he went to the peach grove. I must be sleeping under the tree."

Shen Chunlan: "...You, you can look at the flowers when you look at the flowers, why do you want to skip class?"

Rao Xinghai: "There are few people."

Shen Chunlan had nothing to say.

Rao Xinghai: "The expensive secret you gave me can be used in the first year of high school, but I can't cope with the science class in the second year of high school. Chinese and English are not bad, but even if I finish the basic questions in physical and chemical students and mathematics, the test scores will not be good. No, and I can’t even read the topic, it’s inexplicable.”

Shen Chunlan: "...That is a suggestion for you to review for the high school entrance examination! Is high school the same as junior high school?"

As soon as he got annoyed, Rao Xinghai started laughing.Because on the street, he didn't dare to laugh too presumptuously. He lowered his head and held his forehead to smile. He smiled and turned his head to look at Shen Chunlan. It was the expression of looking at the person he liked, and the corners of his eyebrows, eyes and mouth were full of happiness.

"Mr. Shen, I really like this place now." He whispered.

Shen Chunlan didn't say anything, and didn't look at him, but felt like being scratched by a guinea pig a few times, feeling sour and happy.

The plaster was removed, and Shen Chunlan returned to work wearing a splint.He couldn't write on his right arm, so he could only reluctantly give up his favorite blackboard writing, and used PPT for the whole class.

"Let me tell you about the results of the last midterm exam." Shen Chunlan looked serious, "The ranking basically has not changed, the top three are still palace merchants, Qiao Fangjiu is happy with the sun, and there is no difference in the ranking of the college entrance examination scores at the time of admission. "

Everyone in the classroom looked at each other.It has been a long time since they heard that the teacher would announce the ranking publicly.

"Why do I say ranking, because except for the top three, the scores behind are too bad. The difference between No.3 and No.4 is a full 20 points. This is the score of an essay question." Shen Chunlan put down Ranking table, "It's good for everyone to participate in club activities, and it's also good to fall in love, to experience life. But you must not lose your studies. We will have social practice from the junior year. Basically, everything that is useful to our major The companies that need it all attach great importance to subject scores. Because our professional foundation is too important."

Shen Chunlan knew that once he turned into an old man and started giving lectures, the students would not listen to him very much.But this question is really important, he wished he could shout a few words into everyone's ears so that they would remember it firmly.

The bell rang for the end of class, and Shen Chunlan, who never delays the class, took the time to add the last sentence: "Last night, the repair plan for the back wall of the library was released, and it was hung on the school website. There are two small designs in this plan. Everyone voted, and interested students should go and have a look. Alright, alright, class is over. Remember to submit a forward-looking analysis of cognitive science next week, no less than 1500 words!"

Everyone responded sparsely, and those who had dates and club activities entrusted their books to their roommates and ran away in a hurry.Zhou Shifei and Yang Yun also gave Shen Chunlan two forms, which were the entry list for the school sports meeting to be held next week.

Due to the small number of people in the class, basically everyone participated in at least two projects.

Shen Chunlan saw Rao Xinghai's name at a glance. Not surprisingly, he signed up for the sentinel team's skill demonstration and 6000-meter obstacle race.

Different from sports games in other schools, special human colleges and universities like the Talent Planning Bureau and New Hope Academy have many special features in the setting of sports games.

Sentinels and guides have their own skill demonstrations and duels respectively. The skill demonstrations are held in the large playground, and the duels are held in the skill building.But apart from that, there is also an open competition held every two years, which is extremely popular among students.

The 6000-meter long-distance race is also a landmark event of New Hope Academy.This long-distance race is a coordinated race. A sentry and a guide form a group, and they run together with their respective spirits. They run from the school to the outside of the school and then back to the school. There will be many strange obstacles on the way. It is said that it has been done for several years. Very intense fighting, quite exciting.

In addition, there are various small-scale competitions specially designed for the spiritual body: the spiritual body beauty pageant, the spiritual body hair appreciation, the spiritual body body competition, the spiritual body race, the spiritual body long jump, etc., etc. foot.

Even teachers have to participate in the competition. In addition to the ordinary high jump, long jump, softball and badminton, in order to encourage students to actively participate in the competition, the spiritual body of the teacher also participates in competitions or performances to show the students their demeanor.

When Shen Chunlan was in college, she still thought this sport would be interesting, because there was no need to attend classes, and everyone went to the game with the mood of having fun.

But he is a teacher now, and he wants to let the guinea pigs go out to compete - Shen Chunlan's mind is filled with countless layers of "embarrassment".

"Teacher, what project did you participate in?" Yang Yun also asked.

Shen Chunlan: "Hula hoop, two people with three legs, knowledge quiz."

Yang Yunye and Zhou Shifei: "..."

Shen Chunlan: "The technical content of these three competitions is very high."

Zhou Shifei: "No, you don't need to sign up for these three competitions, don't you just compete on the spot?"

Shen Chunlan raised her forehead: "Okay... I didn't report it, I can't even move my hand, and you let me participate in the sports meeting, it's too cruel."

Yang Yun also nodded with Zhou Shifei, and then asked, "What about your spiritual body?"

Shen Chunlan gritted her teeth: "...dance cheerleading."

Cao Hui reported this to him without telling him.

In the next few days, the news that Shen Chunlan's guinea pig was going to participate in the cheerleading competition spread throughout the class.

Wan Li and his white-naped crane looked bewildered: "Ah? Just that short-handed and short-legged mouse? Cheerleading???"

After he finished speaking, he pressed his chest again: "Then I will definitely win. The cheerleading event has been the champion of my long-legged mental body for several years. Mr. Shen can't do it hahaha..."

Rao Xinghai, who was also eating in the cafeteria, glanced at him, and Wan Li suddenly shuddered.

Back in the dormitory, Zhou Shifei and Yang Deyi were also discussing the matter of the guinea pig jumping and laughing. The two rolled into a ball while talking and laughing. near.

When Rao Xinghai came back from helping the two of them cook, he couldn't help asking: "Is it really so funny?"

"It's super funny!!!" Yang Deyi raised his phone, "Three years ago, in the cheerleading competition, a teacher sent his chipmunk to participate. I'll find a video for you. We laughed so hard, it's so stupid... "

Rao Xinghai nodded repeatedly and waited.

Yang Deyi: "Unexpectedly, Rao Xinghai, you with thick eyebrows and big eyes are also waiting to see the teacher's jokes."

Rao Xinghai: "Did your Lin Musk participate in a beauty pageant?"

Yang proudly raised his eyebrows: "Yes."

Zhou Shifei: "I suspect that you are here to show yourself and find a partner."

Yang Deyi: "Yes.——No, who is looking for a partner? I don't care about a partner. I just like..."

Zhou Shifei and Rao Xinghai: "Siberian tiger sentry."

Yang proudly gave Rao Xinghai the phone with a pleased expression of "As expected, you understand me best".A message popped up on the phone screen, which was also sent by Yang Yun. There is currently a vacant spot in the "Spiritual Body Hair Appreciation" competition, and she asked Yang Deyi if she could persuade Qu Wu to sign up.

Qu Wu is not in the dormitory, but now he has no classes, and it is not time for work-study programs, and he has not signed up for any clubs.

"Is Qu Wu in a relationship?" Yang Deyi asked, "He's been haunted recently, and he's always preoccupied."

Shen Chunlan and Cao Hui, who were walking past the bulletin board in the center of the New Hope Academy at this time, found a dense circle of people in front of the bulletin board.

Someone is putting up flyers on the bulletin board.

The chief of the security department stood beside him with a few people, chattering about something.

"If you post like this, all the notices of the school sports meeting will be gone. Classmate, isn't this appropriate?" The section chief didn't seem to seriously persuade him, "Which college are you from? I think you are very familiar... Are we seen?"

Shen Chunlan and Cao Hui walked slowly outside the crowd, and it seemed that there was only one person who posted flyers on the bulletin board, a boy.

Chief of the Security Section: "Have you violated school rules before? I must have seen you. You have been to the Security Office."

The boy taped another piece of paper to the bulletin board.

The arm that holds up the paper is silver.That's a neuroprosthetic.

"Qu Wu?!" Shen Chunlan and Cao Hui were taken aback, and hurriedly pushed aside the crowd to get in.

The boy who was posting flyers while dealing with the chief of the security department was indeed Qu Wu.

The chief of the security department recognized Shen Chunlan, and immediately thought of Qu Wu.He pressed the flyer in Qu Wu's hand: "Student, don't post it anymore, it will violate the school rules."

"What is written on my flyer is the content of the initiative. It is not illegal or against the rules. Which school rule says that students are not allowed to post flyers?" Qu Wu continued to brush paste on the bulletin board, "The meaning of the bulletin board, isn't it To allow us to express our opinions freely?"

Shen Chunlan finally approached.Seeing him coming, Qu Wu was slightly startled, but quickly regained his composure: "Teacher Shen."

Shen Chunlan hummed, and looked down at the flyer in his hand.

"Three Questions about the Library Repair Plan (Revised Edition)" - the title of the leaflet is such a bold line.

Shen Chunlan didn't read the repair plan carefully at all. He believed that there were not many students in the school who clicked on the attachment and read it from beginning to end.At this time, he saw Qu Wu's leaflet and knew that the renovation canceled the underground passages dedicated to half-zombies and underground people, and closed their dedicated study room.

Qu Wu posted one, and the chief of the security department tore one.

"You are not a half-zombie, nor an underground person. What does this matter have to do with you?"

Qu Wu: "It's related."

He slapped another flyer on the bulletin board.

The author has something to say:

Today's show is "Dance of the Golden Snake" performed by the golden python and the guinea pig!

Instrument played: piano.

Player: guinea pig.

Dancer: Golden python.

On the stage, the golden python danced wildly, and the guinea pig sat on the piano bench that was N times higher, waving its (stubby) paws, and struggling to press the two piano keys in front of it.

Rhythmic and powerful music came.

Under the stage, Shen Chunlan was stunned for a moment: ...This is a fake bullet!Isn't this Leehom Wang's version!