dogma

Chapter 11 "I Don't Want Him"

Shen Chunlan's answer did not make the man hiding in the darkness angry.He smiled softly a few times, as if he knew everything well.

"You are so stubborn." He bent down and approached Shen Chunlan.

But his face and body were still tightly wrapped in darkness, only the hand holding Shen Chunlan tightly protruded from the shadows, pale and cold, like the claws of a dead spirit.

Shen Chunlan retreated subconsciously, but his legs seemed to be imprisoned by the darkness, he couldn't move a bit, instead he swayed because of this movement, and almost fell forward.

The man accurately supported Shen Chunlan's elbow, and made no other movements, but the voice was approaching Shen Chunlan inch by inch.

"Why don't you trust me?" The tone was low, slightly perplexed, "Why don't you trust the teacher?"

Shen Chunlan shook her head subconsciously.

"Are you afraid that I will harm you?"

Shen Chunlan shook his head again.

He has no choice.All questions forced him to give the only answer.

"Then do you believe me?"

Shen Chunlan nodded.He opened his mouth to speak, but the darkness seemed to invade his body, clogging his throat, and he couldn't make any sound.

The interrogation continues.

"Are you willing to listen to the teacher's guidance?"

Shen Chunlan nodded again.

"Can listen to everything?" The man's voice was right next to his ear, wet like the tongue of a cold-blooded animal, "I will not harm you, Chunlan. I will always protect you. You believe me, listen to me, you will Liberated. Obey me, follow me..."

Shen Chunlan's breathing was short of breath, his heart beat like a fierce drum, blood was rushing wildly in the blue veins, pouring into the atrium, out of the atrium, and into the brain one after another, making him dizzy and almost blurting out the wrong answer.

With all his strength, he yelled out the words in a barely audible voice - "I don't!"

With a bang, he rolled directly off the sofa, knocking his forehead on the side of the coffee table.Shen Chunlan was awakened by the pain, and the strong sense of imbalance made his head dizzy.He lay on the ground and clutched his forehead, his palms were a little sticky.Bleeding, he cursed this too old and too sharp coffee table in a low voice, groped in the dark for a long time, pulled out a few pieces of paper from the bottom of the coffee table, and covered the wound completely.

Press the switch, and the room is brightly lit.Shen Chunlan's heartbeat still hadn't returned to normal, sweat flowed into the wound, and his expression wrinkled in pain.

After simply treating the wound, Shen Chunlan looked at himself in the bathroom mirror.His face was pale, his eyes were blood red, and there was a faint blue circle under his eyes, and he didn't look optimistic.

Shen Chunlan didn't expect that even in his dreams, he could dream about the things he had received training before.

It was only after he started his postgraduate career and came into contact with accurate discipline courses that he realized that the "discipline" he taught as an undergraduate was completely wrong.

His teacher walks on the edge of danger and uses him as a guinea pig, practicing his language and mind games.

And he was about to start teaching Rao Xinghai.Shen Chunlan squatted down weakly, her hands still clinging to the edge of the washbasin.He was afraid, very afraid—would he also repeat the path of his mentor?

After Shen Chunlan finished washing, she was lying on the bed in big characters, her wound hurt, her head was dizzy, and her heart was flustered. It was impossible to sleep well in this state.He desperately needed something else to distract him, otherwise he didn't know if he would be able to fall asleep smoothly tonight.

After rolling on the bed for a while, Shen Chunlan coughed lightly and grabbed the phone.

He re-downloaded the gay social software that he had deleted before.

"This software is very good. You can mark whether you are a special human being or what kind of special human being you are. The acceptable object is..." Yang Deyi lay behind Rao Xinghai and Qu Wu, urging repeatedly, "You choose, hesitate What? Qu Wu, you made a mistake, are you an underground person?"

Qu Wu: "I don't play anymore. Why should I register for this?"

Yang Deyi: "Now I can increase my points by recommending friends to register. After the points reach a certain level, the system will recommend the type I specify, such as Siberian tiger sentinel."

Zhou Shifei was pinching his mobile phone at the side: "Yang Deyi, why are you so relaxed? I am almost dying of anxiety. What if we are all punished? There is no such precedent in New Hope, right? There are 12 students in a class, and 10 of them will be punished. Punishment...and Teacher Shen didn't reply to my message!"

His countenance changed, as if this foreshadowed some terrible result.

After Rao Xinghai registered, he thought for a while: "It wants me to upload a profile picture. Can you take one for me?"

"No, no, no." Yang Deyi waved his hands again and again, and when he saw Qu Wu went to take a bath, he dragged Qu Wu's stool and sat beside Rao Xinghai, teaching him carefully, "This is at school, we must at least protect our privacy. Don’t fax it first, you can post a cat or a dog, or a photo of your mental body.”

He quickly retrieved a photo of the golden python and sent it to Rao Xinghai.

"Don't set this location in the dormitory, but in the teaching building." Yang Deyi taught very seriously, about 200 times more seriously than in class. "It can also set the scope of interest. I usually set it [-] meters away."

Rao Xinghai: "What do you mean?"

Yang Deyi: "As far as people within 200 meters of me are concerned, it won't recommend me. It's so fucking embarrassing, let me tell you, the distance is too close, you may be quietly watched by someone at any time, there is no point Private space. Some perverts will stalk, and I beat up many of them."

Rao Xinghai thought for a while, and set his interest range to be 1 kilometer away.

Yang Deyi: "...one kilometer away? Isn't that just outside the school? What's your date?"

Rao Xinghai: "No appointment, I'm just having fun."

He started to click on the software recommended to him to see one by one.

"Mr. Shen gave me a failing grade for the small paper on the Introduction to Cognitive Science, and asked me to rewrite it and focus on one point. I want to write about how cognitive science affects sex dating." Rao Xinghai said, " Because you always use this software to make appointments in the dormitory, I think it's very interesting, research and study."

Yang Deyi and Zhou Shifei looked at each other in blank dismay.After a long time, Zhou Shifei said, "Rao Xinghai, you... have a lot of ideas."

Rao Xinghai was a little worried: "I can pass this time, right?"

Zhou Shifei: "Okay, I can pass that one, what did you write?"

Yang Deyi added Rao Xinghai as a friend, and after seeing his avatar clearly, he suddenly shouted, "Why do you use a mouse as your avatar?"

"Guinea pig." Rao Xinghai corrected it immediately, with a smile on his face, "It doesn't look like a high IQ, but it's cute."

Students in the Special Human Cognitive Science class spent the restless National Day holiday.

The two students who did not participate in the incident at school because they went home on vacation, after learning the ins and outs of the incident, beat their chests and feet with regret.Yang Deyi urged the two of them without fear of death: "Go! Now go to the basketball court to release your mental body, you two are on the same rope with us..."

Yang Yunya's fist stopped his words.

The day after accepting the leave, the school issued a notice and Liang Jin was expelled.

Except for him, all other people who participated in the chaos were not punished in any way.

After reading the notice at the class meeting, Shen Chunlan emphasized one thing: "Although the school has not punished you, the college can't let you off so easily. Everyone, 3000 words of self-criticism, before [-]:[-] the day after tomorrow, Zhou Shifei will collect it and hand it over to you." My office."

The students wailed.

Shen Chunlan suddenly thought of something: "By the way, I sent back and rewrote the course essays of two students in the class. They were also 3000 words, and they were due the day after tomorrow. Don't forget."

Long You wailed louder, Rao Xinghai's expression remained unchanged.Yang Deyi was extremely impressed: "You are really calm."

Rao Xinghai: "I can't finish writing anyway."

After the meeting was over, Shen Chunlan left Rao Xinghai alone and told him that the department was going to let him enter the training program.

"Do you know the training?" Shen Chunlan asked.

Rao Xinghai shook his head.

"When will your work-study program end today?"

"Six o'clock."

"Then I'll wait for you in the office at seven o'clock and tell you about the discipline." Shen Chunlan paused, as if to reassure him, and said a few more words, "Don't worry, it's just some normal things. , Understand your process. Trust the teacher, trust the department, okay?"

Rao Xinghai asked him: "Are you here to do this training for me?"

Shen Chunlan: "I am your counselor and your guardian, of course I will take the lead."

Rao Xinghai seldom had any other expressions on his face, but Shen Chunlan saw that he smiled, showing his teeth, as if he couldn't suppress the joy in his heart.

Although this smile was quickly taken back by Rao Xinghai, Shen Chunlan couldn't forget it, and he saw some strange emotions in Rao Xinghai's eyes.

It seems that because of his youth, there is a fire in his eyes, which cannot be extinguished easily.

Because he had a happy thing in mind, Rao Xinghai had a very happy day. Even when he wiped the heavy steel balls he disliked the most, he was willing to caress their cold shells with the most meticulous techniques.

Gong Shang tidied up the other equipment, and looked back to see that Rao Xinghai was still dealing with those steel balls.

Heavy steel balls are important props in the battle training room. Deng Hong said that some sentries would lift them up to beat each other.The two young freshmen looked at Mr. Deng who was laughing and couldn't tell whether he was telling the truth or a joke.

"Gong Shang, I forgot to bring my library card." Rao Xinghai suddenly remembered something, "Can you borrow a book for me? "Social Therapy of Cognitive Science", written by an American."

"Sure." Gong Shangqi said, "You haven't finished your 3000-word thesis yet?"

"Soon." Rao Xinghai wiped a suspicious mark on the heavy-duty steel ball fiercely, whether it was paint or blood, "but I'm going to Mr. When can we leave? After you borrow it for me, give it to the people in my dormitory first, and I will work the night shift tonight and finish writing."

Gong Shang squatted beside him to help him wipe, full of curiosity.Rao Xinghai actually said dozens of words in one breath, which is too rare.He seemed to be full of anticipation for tonight's "study".

After wiping for a while, Gong Shang asked a question cautiously: "Rao Xinghai, what happened on the basketball court that day...does it have anything to do with me?"

Rao Xinghai kept moving his hands: "It's okay."

"All the people in the Department of Health have been reported." Gong Shang hesitated, "In the physical education class I took, several of them were classmates of the senior in the Department of Life Sciences. I heard what they said."

Rao Xinghai: "It's all farting, don't worry about it. Yang Deyi did it on purpose. He has a grudge against that guy from Shengke. He deliberately provoked that guy to make him break the rules. It has nothing to do with you from the beginning to the end."

Gong Shang helped him wipe the last heavy steel ball.Rao Xinghai slowly pushed the steel ball back to its orbit, when he heard Gong Shang speak behind him.

"I don't care. It's really unnecessary." The girl with the ponytail scratched her hair. She didn't seem to be pretending to be strong, and her expression and tone were very calm. Be friends with me, but when I went to middle school, people began to say that I was not good-looking. I don’t care about this matter, let him talk about it if he likes to talk, it’s not worth fighting with them for this.”

Rao Xinghai was out of breath, and wiped off his sweat before turning around.

"Let me give you an example, Gong Shang." Rao Xinghai took off the protective gloves on his hands and said as he walked, "If one day, you hear someone outside talking about Qu Wu, his prosthetic limbs, and his It's a cripple who says he's useless. Would you be offended?"

Gong Shang: "I will, but this is my..."

"I can tell you with certainty that Qu Wu is the same as you, and he is used to hearing such words. He is also the same as you, it doesn't matter."

Gong Shang pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"You don't have to care, but they can't say that." Rao Xinghai stared at his friend who was a head shorter than himself, "Some anger is justified. When talking about the semi-zombified human parade in Johannesburg, Teacher Shen said However, legitimate anger will give us strength and allow us and others to change. So, Gong Shang, don't say it's not worth it, you should directly thank Yang Deyi."

He threw down his gloves and grabbed his schoolbag: "I'm going to eat first, remember to borrow books for me."

Rao Xinghai ran all the way into the cafeteria, and ordered his favorite fish-flavored eggplant rice bowl.Today's meal is still a [-]% discount, which is just a flower on the icing on the beautiful day.

He happily finished eating, and happily ran into the office building of the Department of Education and Science.Shen Chunlan's office is on the third floor, and he can be alone with Shen Chunlan tonight, and Shen Chunlan will "discipline" him.

Rao Xinghai didn't know what "discipline" was, and he wasn't interested either.The fact that he could stay in the office with Shen Chunlan for one night was enough to make him excited.

He wanted to tell Shen Chunlan that he had done a remarkable thing today: he comforted his friend.

Having friends is already a rare thing, he Rao Xinghai has even learned the skill of "comforting", this must be a great improvement.He imagined how happy Shen Chunlan would be when he heard this, and guessed whether Shen Chunlan would congratulate him as a counselor or as a guardian.

If the timing is right and the atmosphere is right, Rao Xinghai also intends to tell Shen Chunlan that he and he once had a predestined relationship.

He happily knocked on Shen Chunlan's office door, but the "please come in" that came out from inside was someone else's voice.

Rao Xinghai pushed the door open and saw Cao Hui at first sight.Cao Hui was adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner in the office, and greeted him casually: "Sit wherever you want, I will fix the air conditioner first, and then I will teach you."

Rao Xinghai: "What class?"

Shen Chunlan: "Teach me."

He was reading a paper with glasses on at his desk: "Rao Xinghai, hurry up, Long You has already given me the rewritten paper..."

"Why is he here?" Rao Xinghai pointed at Cao Hui and asked.

Shen Chunlan looked at him in surprise: "Teaching... usually involves a sentry, a guide, and two teachers in total. Sit down first, and I will explain to you in detail."

Rao Xinghai stood stubbornly, staring at Cao Hui with hostility: "I don't want him."

The author has something to say: the formal training is about to begin!Whoa!I look forward to it as much as Xiao Shen...