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Chapter 32

It took Zuo Rong a long time to figure out his mind.

When I saw Kong Feicheng for the first time, I just thought that this person was very good, and his appearance perfectly matched my own aesthetics.Helpless, this person is too pretentious, but it makes people feel a little disgusted.

At that time, he didn't understand that he had always disdained to have any emotions towards strangers, even negative ones were rare.Who can say that that little fluctuation is not a heartbeat?

Later he met Kong Feicheng who was walking by the lake, and the two chatted for a long time.It was the first time that he didn't feel bored talking so much with an almost stranger. On the contrary, he felt that he was much more real under the moonlight than usual, and he looked extraordinarily good-looking, as if he had been handpicked by Luna.

He didn't know where the kindness at that time came from, but a feeling was planted in the boy's heart.

It wasn't until the time when he was kidnapped that he suddenly realized that Kong Feicheng's approach moved his heart, and he was even a little jealous of his own sister.

At that moment, he felt panic, couldn't believe it, and suspected that he had capsized on the familiar psychological effect.

So he went to ask Lu Li for help, and what the other said made him decide to test his heart.

That night, in the chaotic bar, he kissed the man.

He loves him.

I've been stuck in it for a long time, unable to extricate myself.

"Kong Feicheng, let's exchange secrets." Zuo Rong turned around and said seriously to the person in front of him.

"Okay." Kong Feicheng never thought of hiding anything from him. Although his family seemed like a farce, it was not his fault, so there was no need to be ashamed.

"Then let me talk about it first." Zuo Rong seemed to have made up his mind, "My mother suffers from depression."

Kong Feicheng's pupils trembled. He didn't feel that there was anything wrong with Zhou Jing in the past few days. She was very enthusiastic and cheerful, and she didn't seem to be mentally ill.

Zuo Rong saw his shock, "Can't tell, right? It's gotten better recently, and her condition is still stable. My dad went bankrupt in elementary school, and she got this disease at that time. She committed suicide in the worst two years." Four times, I came up with all kinds of methods, but I found out and saved them all.

During that time, I was also devastated. I don't know why, but my mother turned into a complete stranger.She locked herself in a small dark room every day, and ignored me when she didn't do housework. My sister said that I was like a child without a mother at that time.

Her condition was good and bad, and the illness came and went.It wasn't until the third year of high school that I really stabilized, and I was finally able to rest assured and prepare for the college entrance examination.

This time, my dad was sick. On the one hand, I was worried about his health, and on the other hand, I also worried about whether my mother's illness would recur. In fact, the pressure was quite high.

Fortunately, you are here, my parents like you very much.

Thank you, Kong Feicheng. "

The young man's words were simple and sincere, and those darkest moments were omitted in detail, but Kong Feicheng truly felt his helplessness and despair.

Empathy is actually very difficult to achieve, and few people have such a strong ability to empathize.But facing his lover who pretended to be strong, he felt as if he was about to suffocate, and his always dry eye sockets were a little moist.

"It's okay, everything is alright." Zuo Rong comforted him instead. "Then tell me about you, I really want to know your secret."

Kong Feicheng slowed down for a while, restraining her desire to shed tears, cleared her throat and began to talk about that ridiculous family and the psychological shadow that had troubled her for several years.

Zuo Rong listened very carefully, and didn't ask carefully until he finished speaking: "So you rejected me so much at that time because of the man who meddled with your parents?"

"Yes, but later I realized that it was just a misunderstanding. If I had to say who he was sorry for, it would be my dad. He left my dad and married someone else. But I also want to thank him. If it wasn't for his giving up, I would I will not be born." Speaking of these things now, Kong Feicheng still felt that he was a little ridiculous at the beginning.

"Then you and Professor Kong have broken the ice now?" Zuo Rong was very concerned about this.

"Not really, but we all hope to improve our relationship as much as possible, at least not to be like strangers or enemies anymore." Kong Feicheng smiled lightly.

Zuo Rong hesitated, "Then... where's Professor Yu?"

"Do you still know my mother? Well, she will probably contribute her whole life to the scientific research of the motherland, and I am nothing compared to such a great mission." Kong Feicheng joked, but he was indeed Think so.

"No, you are very important, more important than the financial crisis, more important than the melting of glaciers, more important than the big bang of the universe. You are the best in the world, and I don't want anyone else." Zuo Rong held his shoulder and looked straight at him. In his eyes, he spoke every word seriously and firmly.

The breeze disturbed the pool of spring water, and the eyes were rippling.

Kong Feicheng leaned forward, put his chin on his shoulder, and said softly: "Student Zuo Rong, can you be the best friend in the world with me?"

The sea breeze was cold, and the boy hugged him tightly in his arms.

The child who lost his toys since he was a child, found the person who loved him most at the age of 25. At this moment, he finally learned to act like a baby.

The two hugged like this for a long time, and tourists passing by occasionally cast curious eyes.

I'm sorry I didn't find you sooner, and I'm sorry I couldn't be with you in the saddest time.

But as long as you are willing, I will participate in all your future decisions, and all the joys of the rest of my life will be entrusted to you.

The sea does not know why it is blue. It looks at the sky for a long time, witnesses the sunset and sunrise again and again, and listens to the secrets of countless lovers.

"Come stay at my house tonight, I'll cook." Zuo Rong whispered in his ear.

"Okay, Rongrong." Kong Feicheng deliberately dragged his voice to call him.

Zuo Rong's eyelashes trembled, and he immediately took his hand and said in the same tone: "Let's go, Chengcheng."

Kong Feicheng was obediently dragged away by him.

Now he was sure, this kid is not cute at all, he has learned badly in just a few days, it is very bad.

It was just after four o'clock when I got home. Recently, my home is a place to sleep, and I don't have any ingredients.Zuo Rong simply called Zuo Le, "Sister, is there anyone at your house? I'll go over and get something to eat."

"Okay, I'm here, come here."

Zuo Rong boiled hot water, asked Kong Feicheng to sit down first, and went to fetch things by himself.

Zuo Le's house is just a few buildings away from here, and he came back within 10 minutes.

Seeing that he went out empty-handed, but came back pushing a supermarket shopping cart full of stuff, Kong Feicheng felt that this family was quite magical, how could they have everything.

"Zuo Lejia runs a supermarket?" He really couldn't think of why there are such things in ordinary people's homes.

"Oh, she saw on the Internet that people used a shopping cart-shaped shelf to put beauty eggs on the Internet. She thought it was fun and wanted to buy one, but she bought the wrong one. And she bought one for each of her sisters, and was rejected by others. Been a fool and laughed at him for half a year." Zuo Rong once got beaten up for snickering.

Kong Feicheng felt that it was really justifiable for him to be attracted to this girl at that time, and it is estimated that no one would dislike her for such a person.

"There are so many things, we can't finish it." He stepped forward to help take things out.

"My sister stuffed them in. I didn't even see what she put in." Zuo Rong took them out one by one, and put all the things on the table first.

There are all kinds of fruits, vegetables, meat, eggs and milk, all of which are very fresh, and the packaging is also very delicate, with the logo of a certain imported supermarket chain printed on it.

There are also all kinds of snacks that Zuo Legang bought, including biscuits and chocolates, as well as sparkling water and sugar-free tea in various flavors.Among them, the cornflakes are particularly eye-catching, family pack, two bags.

And ky and 001 shining in the corner.

Zuo Rong and Kong Feicheng: "..."

"Your sister... is quite open..." Kong Feicheng was a little embarrassed, and unscrewed a bottle of oolong tea to relieve it.

Zuo Rong turned dark and called over: "Zuo Le! Did you really raise two men to show you?"

Kong Feicheng almost spit out water when he heard this, he took back what he said just now, this girl can't be controlled by ordinary people.

Zuo Le knew what he was talking about, so he burst out laughing, "What are you thinking, I have a bottom line too! I'll just talk about this kind of thing, how can I really do it, otherwise I would have secretly photographed Xu Zihao And Chris. It was given to me as a prank on my birthday, and I don’t need it, so go ahead and use it, have fun!”

Zuo Rong felt that after cleaning up the rotten peach blossoms, it was necessary for him to help her clean up her circle of friends.

"Let's have some snacks first, the one my sister picked should be delicious. But just this time today, don't eat too much, I'll cook." Zuo Rong left the snacks and drinks in the living room, and brought them to the kitchen.

Kong Feicheng leaned comfortably on the sofa and picked up a piece of Yuha Weijue candy. This brand of grape-flavored fudge is very popular, but this is the first time I have seen this pearl milk tea flavor.

The aroma of the milk tea is very strong, and there are really brown sugar pearls in it, girls who love to drink milk tea should like it very much.But...it's too sweet, really too sweet...he drank a few big sips of water after eating one, and felt a little toothache.

Then, he was attracted by a small yellow jar like a waste bin with the words "hazardously sourcandy" written on it. He opened it and took one out, wanting to try to see how dangerous a candy could be.

Tear off the wrapper and put it in your mouth.

After a second, spit it out.

Okay, I'm not kidding.

His facial features were all wrinkled together, as if he had drunk sulfuric acid, and the slightly bitter oolong tea was sweet in his mouth.

OK, come again, don't believe in evil.

The red package with the potato chips with a skull on it seemed to be beckoning to him, and he opened the package with trembling hands.

The moment he stuffed the potato chips into his mouth, he knew he was wrong, and the curiosity-seeking mentality was bad.

Being not too fond of spicy food, he drank the rest of the tea, opened another bottle, and thought while drinking, Zuo Le is poisonous.

He secretly swears: I, Kong Feicheng, will withdraw from the snack industry from today onwards, and never set foot in it again.

Zuo Rong was right, no snacks.

In his heart, Zuo Rong's image has become taller.As for Zuo Le... who is this person?

Eat very full at noon, and don't rush to eat dinner, so you have plenty of time.Zuo Rong first took out the casserole and cooked a pot of sea cucumber and millet porridge, which was very nourishing and suitable for Kong Feicheng.

Then he began to carefully process other ingredients. According to the observations in the past few days, Kong Feicheng, like himself, does not eat coriander. There are not many taboos, but things that are too strong can not be accepted.I like shrimp and crab, but I don't like oysters. I eat more beef than other meats.I eat all kinds of vegetables, but I frown when I eat carrots.

He is a little picky eater, but he will try his best to eat what he doesn't like.

Thinking of this, Zuo Rong showed an extremely gentle smile on his face, wondering how cute Kong Feicheng would be now if he could grow up in a happy family.But in that case, it probably wouldn't be his turn to take care of him.

Kong Feicheng gave up trying the snacks given by Zuo Le. In fact, the cornflakes were quite delicious, but his heart was tired.Nothing to do, so I went to the kitchen to watch Zuo Rong cook.

The little boyfriend has broad shoulders and narrow waist, and the well-fitting sweater reveals his figure at a glance. He licks his lips, feeling that this back view is really full of temptation.

So he stepped forward lightly, intending to hug Zuo Rong's waist from behind, and then put his face on his back, as is always done in movies and TV dramas.

However, when he looked over Zuo Rong's shoulder and witnessed him headshot a cuttlefish, he silently retracted his half-stretched arm and stood obediently.

Well, I probably don't know this kid well enough, his expressionless face is really a bit of a perverted murderer.

"Cough..." He coughed lightly to remind Zuo Rong to notice his existence.

"Why are you here? Have you finished your snacks?" Zuo Rong's hands were still stained with ink, he didn't think there was anything wrong with the cuttlefish carcass in his hand, and he didn't know what strange things Zuo Le had given him at all.

"No, no, I think you're right. Eat less snacks, it's not good for your health." Kong Feicheng quickly denied that Zuo Le's snacks were not only harmful to the body, but also sad.

"Then go watch TV for a while. If you don't want to watch it, the iPad is on the dining table. The password is four ones. You can play with it. Don't stand here, or the oil will splash on you later." Zuo Rong drove him out.

Kong Feicheng is not interested in watching TV and playing with iPad.He suddenly thought of something, and said expectantly, "Can I go to your room and have a look?"

"Of course you can. The one on the left on the second floor is there. The door is open. You can go and see." Zuo Rong has no secrets and no shady hobbies. He is never afraid of being seen by others.

Kong Feicheng jogged up happily, without any appearance of a mature man.He was bouncing around thinking, since he met Zuo Rong, he has really changed a lot.

Zuo Rong's room is very spacious, and it is the same as the overall style of the house, which is a Nordic minimalist style. The base tone of milk tea makes people feel clean and warm.

The log-colored bed is huge, and the gray blanket looks fluffy and comfortable.The other furniture is also in the same color system, simple and neat without extra decoration.

Next to the window is a desk and a large bookshelf, on which there are various types of books, ranging from literary classics to popular science periodicals, and there is even a copy of "Efficient Pig Raising and Pig Disease Prevention and Control".

Against the wall is a grand piano. The glossy lacquer surface exudes a sense of luxury, and even laymen know that it is expensive.

There was also a thick piano score on the closed lid, Kong Feicheng took it over and took a look, it was a famous classical music.He himself played the violin since he was a child, and he is familiar with many of these pieces.

However, after turning a few pages, something was wrong. The color of the paper changed. At first glance, it looked like ordinary A4 paper, which was completely different from the original yellowed sheet music.It seems that the original book pages were cut out, and then the printed sheet music was carefully pasted on.

But what is this picture?

He looked carefully again, only to realize that it was not a piano score at all, but an electric guitar score, with a few relatively simple rock songs on it.

After a rough count, there are dozens of pages of such paper, and the difficulty becomes more and more difficult as you go forward.

He suddenly remembered that when they met at the bar that night, there was a rock concert going on there.But at that time, I didn't know that this child also grew up soaked in classical music like himself, but eventually grew up to be a deviant "heterogeneous".

He never liked that kind of definition.For example, "People who like classical music are elegant, people who like rock music are wild", this is not true.

Many people easily define others because of false empathy bias, overestimate or exaggerate the universality of their own beliefs, judgments, and behaviors. When encountering conflicting information, they will stick to their social perception.

When people recognize others, they always like to attribute their own characteristics to others, assuming that they are the same as others. This is a way for people to firmly believe in their own beliefs and judge the correctness.

Because I like rock and think I'm wild, I subconsciously think that other people who like rock are also wild.

He admitted that there is indeed a certain connection between aesthetics and personality, and there may indeed be many rock lovers who are wild.But each person's own characteristics should never be defined by others.

Humans are such complex creatures, and there are huge differences between each independent individual, how can it be explained clearly in one or two sentences.

In a word, it is inevitable to be biased.

The same is true for myself and Kong Rong, and I don't need others to judge right and wrong.

He didn't open any drawers or cabinets. If the owner of a room dares to put it on the bright side, most of them are not afraid to look at it.But among the things put away, there is no guarantee that there are no secrets that you don't want others to know.Without permission, it is naturally not allowed to spy without authorization, even lovers, this is the principle he has always insisted on.

When I went downstairs, the aroma of food was already wafting.

He went back to the sofa and sat down. Today is Sunday, the U.S. stock market and NASDAQ are closed, so there is really nothing to do, so he simply turns on the iPad to find a movie to watch.However, as soon as I opened the video software, the half-watched episode 971 of Crayon Shin-chan popped up.

"..."

Does this kid usually watch this eat?Do those little girls in the school know that their high-cold school girls are so cute?

He simply continued to watch the remaining half of the episodes. When he was a child, he didn't have time to watch cartoons. It was the first time for him. He felt fresh and excited, and at the end of an episode, he was still a little bit unsatisfied.

Don't say it, it's really pretty.

His heart was as soft as water, and he walked gently to the kitchen, where Zuo Rong was checking if the porridge was ready.He also leaned over, and the heat was separated between the two of them, making the young man's face extraordinarily warm and beautiful.

"Kid Zuo Rong, I heard that Marilyn Manson is going on tour, let's go see it together!"

The author has something to say: I love Marilyn Manson