abyss rose

Chapter 68

"Is the disaster of mankind caused by me?" Chu Ci asked softly, her eyes no longer calm as before.

Ye Qing thought for a moment, shook her head, and said softly: "Don't always take the responsibility on yourself, you didn't do anything wrong, you couldn't choose from the beginning to the end."

Chu Ci blinked involuntarily, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes.

"Dr. Yi asked me to tell you, don't blame yourself, don't be sad." Ye Qing said, smiling.

She stood up, walked to the window, pushed the window open, raised her head slightly, and took a deep breath: "I think the doctor is right."

"I have read some history of the old world. Our ancestors, for more food, for better survival, have been migrating on the earth. They walked from one place to another, just a few thousand In just a few years, many large organisms became extinct." Ye Qing said, "They are called Homo sapiens by later generations, and the first wave of Homo sapiens colonization, in the eyes of later generations, is definitely the biological world of that era." a catastrophe."

"Scholars in the old world believe that Homo sapiens has completely wiped out nearly half of the large beasts from the earth long before humans stepped into civilization." Ye Qing turned around and leaned against the window, letting the wind disturb her and her body. Short brown hair on the shoulders, "Later, when humans stepped into farming civilization, more species on the earth began to lose their own habitats due to agricultural reclamation. Later, they finally adapted to the environment created by human agricultural production. In a new environment, human beings have stepped into industrial civilization."

"Suddenly, large-scale pollution occurred, the quality of human life improved significantly, and the population showed explosive growth... The development of a civilization has caused an avalanche decline in the diversity of species on the earth." Ye Qing closed her eyes and sighed softly. "To be right or wrong, human beings are the deadliest creatures in the history of the earth. Before human civilization, every mass extinction on the earth was accompanied by terrible top-level natural disasters or a long process of millions of years. However, human beings have never Since its birth, it has been less than 3 years, but it has caused a similar scale of extinction."

"Scholars in the old world have long said that after human beings enter industrial civilization, they must move towards ecological civilization, or they will surely perish. But in fact, our ancestors are still greedily exploiting the resources of this world—we destroy this world, This world will clear us for self-protection, and the black vines with unknown energy contained in the depth of [-] meters underground may be the "clearance plan" formulated for human beings in advance when Mother Earth conceived human beings."

"The disaster was not brought by you. Humans are to blame for all of this." Ye Qing said, opening his eyes, raising his eyebrows and smiling, "But we will not compromise. The floating city and the dungeon promise each other until the last day before they are destroyed." For a moment, I will never give up finding a new way out for mankind.”

After Ye Qing finished speaking, she turned and left, leaving only a note.

The living room is quiet, and the TV is turned off, because I want to know that, apart from the research institute trying to prove the positive use of inhibitors on the TV today, there are only slogans of light and hope that do not change.

The wind blowing in from the window carried a trace of coolness, as always in the Floating Void City, the sun was shining brightly, but it was still cold.

Chu Ci looked at the closed notes in his hands, and Chai Yuening looked at her.

They have known for a long time that the truth that has been covered up must be cruel, but the facts still exceed their expectations.

I don't know how long the silence lasted, Chu Ci suddenly whispered: "So I'm not human."

She pursed her lips, her eyes were blurred, and she couldn't see the joys and sorrows clearly: "The past before the age of 16 does not belong to me... I don't have a past that belongs to humans."

Chai Yuening: "..."

Chu Ci: "I'm not a human who successfully fused with black vines, I'm just a black vine that fused with humans..."

Chai Yuening frowned: "Is there any difference?"

Chu Ci bit his lower lip, remained silent for a few seconds, and said in a low voice: "I ate that human girl, like every beast eats a human, depriving her of life, her genes, everything about her..."

"I thought I was her." Chu Ci smiled self-deprecatingly, his eyes dimmed, "As her identity, I kept it from everyone and lived for so many years..."

She is not a human being, she is a strange beast among the Tibetan people, she has been incompatible with everything here from the very beginning, and she deserves to be beaten and killed by humans.

Chu Ci couldn't help but his eyes were red, and tears dripped down his cheeks like broken beads.

Emotions burst in an instant.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she was the one who insisted on dragging Chai Yuening back to find the truth, but now that the truth was found, it suddenly seemed that something was stuck in her heart, it didn't hurt very much, but she just couldn't express it.

Chu Ci didn't understand that she was ignorant of the joys and sorrows of human beings and human emotions, as if she could touch them with her hand, but she couldn't feel them all the time.

She couldn't help but think about what kind of emotion she should have in the eyes of humans now.

Is it sad?

If Dr. Yi hadn't lied to her, she had been sad when Chai Yuening left the floating city.

The feeling at that time was different from that at this moment...

Chai Yuening suddenly took her hand, and the unspeakable emotion in her heart became stronger at this moment.

Chu Ci tightly clenched Chai Yuening's entire hand. She wanted to say something, but before she could speak, Chai Yuening gently hugged her into her arms.

She trembled uncontrollably, and couldn't stop crying even more after a brief daze.

Just like a newborn baby, its first cry to the world.

There is no reason, no reason, and I wish I could use up all my strength.

She suddenly couldn't say anything, she didn't understand the emotions of human beings, but she was still easily influenced by so-called emotions like a human being.

She didn't understand why she was sad at first, but the moment Chai Yuening hugged her, she understood the reason for her sadness.

She is not human anymore, she comes from a new ecology, and that ecology will destroy everything that humans have known, including the human group.

She can feel that the ecology is deteriorating, her power is getting stronger, and the destruction of human beings has nothing to do with her after all.

Whether she likes it or not, the facts cannot be changed.

Her kind is the natural enemy of human beings.

Her home is the grave of mankind.

She is destined not to be with the human being in front of her forever. The moment the human being dies in this world, Chai Yuening will also die.

What should she do then?

No one helped her choose, no one told her the direction, those who brought her to this world no longer exist, even if she can find a way to "go back", what will be there after going back?

She just learned to live like a human being...

She can't go back.

She hated that she didn't belong here.

"Dr. Yi once told me that human emotions may be the biggest obstacle for us to integrate into the new ecology." Chai Yuening gently patted Chu Ci's back, and she looked up at the clouds and clouds outside the window, with tears in her eyes. "Humans are extremely fragile because of it, and because of it, they cannot maintain higher stability in the fusion process."

"But the reason why human beings are called human beings and the reason why this fragile civilization can continue to this day is also because of this innate emotion." Chai Yuening said, and asked softly to the person in his arms, "It's just an identity. , is it important? You are crying, you are sad, this is your emotion, it is a human emotion.”

"But..." Chu Ci's words choked up in his heart, "I don't belong here..."

"Who did you eat, whose life did you take away, whose everything?" Chai Yuening said distressedly, "Why do you say that about yourself?"

"Why, you must have harmed a human being, and it couldn't be a human being...infected you?"

"You have her appearance, her kindness, and you dedicate yourself to human science for her..."

"You... continue her life."

You belong here.

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The author has something to say:

It seems that some little angels didn't understand yesterday, Chu Ci is not a black rattan spirit, although I am a big fairy, but this book is really not a monster.

It is the fusion of species. Non-human creatures have fused human genes and acquired human characteristics. It is the same principle as the fusion of different creatures in foggy areas. We need to understand it from a scientific point of view (fog).