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Chapter 39

After the new year, Li Yao's studio began to be on vacation. He first called his younger brother Li Ke, and the two brothers shouted excitedly on the phone. Li Ke asked Li Yao: "Brother, I'm still alone now." Woolen cloth?Li Yao said: No.Li Ke asked: Why are you still with him?Li Yao kept his words silent, Li Ke said: You have acquiesced. Li Yao said: After several years, I still can't do without him.Li Ke said: Brother, can we live without anyone?But how will parents react?What will our small town think of our family?Li Yao said: Li Ke, do you hate us so much?Li Ke said: Brother, I don't, as long as you live a happy life, I will be happy for you.I am worried about my parents.Li Yao said: I just let my parents know, not the whole town.Li Ke said: "Is it possible?"If you are not married at the age of 30 or 40, people who lead the left and the right will make irresponsible remarks.Li Yao said: I don't want to live with someone I don't love for the rest of my life just because of a few gossips from others.I already know how painful that kind of life is, and I don't want to hurt other people's daughters.Li Ke was silent for a long time and asked: Brother, are you really having trouble with women?You at least give it a try.Li Yao said: I can live like a walking dead.Li Ke asked: Do you and Yan Yan want to tell your parents about this when you come back this year?Li Yao said: I really want to say it, but Yan Yan is afraid that our parents will not be able to get through this hurdle.Li Ke said: I will talk to them at home first to see their attitude.Li Yao said: Thank you.Li Ke said: Brother, you must be happy, otherwise, I will kill Yan Yan.

When Yan Yan came home at night, Li Yao said: I told Li Ke about our affairs.Yan Yan asked: What is his attitude?Li Yao said: He only wants me to live well.Yan Yan put his arms around Li Yao and said: I'm sorry for making you difficult.Li Yao looked into Yan Yan's eyes and said, "I want to take you home to meet your in-laws in a fair manner."Yan Yan was stunned for a moment and said: See in-laws, do you want to marry me in?Li Yao said: Of course, don't you remember which cartoon pen you gave me?Which one is your wife, mine is my husband.Yan Yan said: I know, you kid changed it secretly.Li Yao put his arms around Yan Yan's waist and said: I want you now, I want you with my little one.Yan Yan lowered his head and kissed Li Yaozui and said: I will give you whatever you want, you go take a bath first.Li Yao let go of Yan Yan, he was excited and nervous at the same time, is this man really willing to bend down and let himself go?

And the closer the Chinese New Year was, the worse Ding Dang's mood was. His parents hadn't called him a single time. It had been five years, and he didn't have the courage to contact his family.Colleagues left one by one. He was the one who looked after the store every year. He was smoking while playing with his mobile phone. Since he met Xu Jingting, he had never gone to the bar to find someone 419. Xu Jingting lived a life of abstinence, but he didn't call Xu Jingting either. He was a little afraid that if he took the initiative once, he would get another heartache.But today, he decided to invite Xu Jingting out, and after dialing a private number, Xu Jingting's nice voice came in a short while: Hello, who are you?Ding Dang hurriedly said: I am Ding Dang, I just had dinner with Li Yao and the others one day.Xu Jingting said: Oh, hello, I haven't called me for so long, I thought you forgot about me.Ding Dang said: No, mainly you are a busy person, who has time tonight?Let's go out to eat together.Xu Jingting said: Wait a moment, after a while he said: OK, what time, shall I pick you up?Ding Dang cheered in his heart, swept away the gloom just now and said: Okay, come to my shop at six o'clock, and I will take you to a very delicious place, you must have never been there.Xu Jingting said: Yes, a change of taste is also fine.That's it, I'm going to have a meeting right now.Ding Dang said: Okay, you are busy first.After finishing talking, I hung up the phone excitedly, started singing, and plucked my hair in the mirror.The afternoon passed really slowly, Ding Dang was absent, and a few old customers asked him if he was in a hurry, Ding Dang concealed and said: It’s okay, it’s okay.At last it was six o'clock, Ding Dang tidied himself up and went to the store to wait for someone. Xu Jingting came to pick him up on time. Ding Dang happily ran across the road and got into Xu Jingting's car. The car was very warm. Ding Dang said with a smile: Let's eat hot pot, it's near here, just turn two streets.After speaking, he took off the scarf and kept rubbing his hands, Xu Jingting asked Ding Dang: Are you cold?Ding Dang said: No, it's just the hands are cold.After speaking, he stretched out his hand to the heater of the car. Xu Jingting gently shook Ding Dang's hand and felt a coolness passing from his palm to his body. chicken feet.Ding Dang smiled and wanted to put his hand on Xu Jingting's neck, but thought that he was going to drive and it was only the second time we met, so he had no choice but to put on a show. He asked: Where is Lawyer Xu celebrating the New Year?Xu Jingting said: My parents are abroad, and I am planning to go to my grandparents' house to celebrate the New Year. They are all in the countryside, and it takes a few hours to drive there.Ding Dang smiled and said: That's great.Xu Jingting thought that Ding Dang was alone and was hesitating whether to ask Ding Dang to go to the countryside, but he was not familiar with Ding Dang Bijing, so asking him to go to his home like this made Xu Jingting feel a bit abrupt.The car drove for 10 minutes and came to a small alley. Ding Dang asked Xu Jingting to park the car in a nearby neighborhood. After walking for 10 minutes, he came to an inconspicuous storefront, but when he opened the door, it was very lively. Calling the boss's name, the boss answered and said, "Here we come, the room is ready, just the two of you."Ding Dang said: Yes, help us prepare the ingredients, and then ask Xu Jingting if he eats spicy food.Xu Jingting said: I can eat a little.Ding Dang asked the boss to serve Yuanyang hot pot, because Ding Dang likes it spicy, the two entered a small cubicle, sweating before they started eating.Xu Jingting took off his coat and hung it on the back of the chair. He wore a white shirt under a thin black V-neck sweater, and a pair of trousers of the same color on his lower body. He looked neat and tidy. Ding Dang looked at Xu Jingting's broad shoulders, snow-white He turned his neck around in the collar, drank a small sip of water to moisten his throat, and looked away. He suddenly smelled a scent of flowers in this food-smelling shop. Ding Dang asked Xu Jingting: Have you put on perfume?Xu Jingting was stunned for a moment and said: No, he smelled the clothes and thought for a while and said: Oh, the shower gel I use for bathing is jasmine scented.Ding Dang said: Do you like this taste very much?Xu Jingting said: My grandmother likes to grow jasmine and drink jasmine tea. I grew up beside her and was deeply influenced by her.After a while, the hot pot was served, Ding Dang asked what wine to drink, Xu Jingting said: I let the driver go home, so I can only drive by myself and drink some rice wine.Ding Dang said: It's exactly what I want. His rice wine is made by himself, which is very authentic.Ding Dang asked the boss to serve a pot of rice wine and opened the lid. The white mist brought out a glutinous wine smell, and there were a few light yellow egg flowers and red wolfberries floating on the surface, which looked pleasing to the eye.Ding Dang poured Xu Jingting a glass and asked him to taste it. Xu Jingting took a sip and said: It sure tastes different from the one in the hotel.Ding Dang said with a smile: Lawyer Xu is really eloquent, he can recite a poem after a drink.Xu Jingting put down his wine glass and said: You don't have to call Lawyer Xu every mouthful, it's too outlandish.Ding Dang thought for a while: Li called you brother Xu, let me call him together.Xu Jingting said, "Okay, let's put the mutton out of the pot first."The two ate and drank, and soon their faces were rosy.Ding Dang looked at Xu Jingting and said: Brother Xu, you always remind me of someone.Xu Jingting asked: Someone you like?Ding Dang said: Yes, I haven't seen him for many years, but he is not as handsome as you.Xu Jingting said: You have never seen me without grace.Ding Dang said: It may be really rare to see.Xu Jingting said to Ding Dang: Some people and some things will never be forgotten.Ding Dang asked: Brother Xu, is there such a person?Xu Jingting's eyes dimmed and he took a sip of wine, and after a while he said: Yes, but he died of acute leukemia, almost ten years ago.Ding Dang looked up at Xu Jingting's suddenly lost eyes and thought: Who seems to hold a lot of weight in his heart.Ding Dang said: You must have been very sad at the time.Xu Jingting said: It was so sudden, I almost had a nervous breakdown at the time, why didn't any of you stay with you?Ding Dang said: The person I like was scared away after I confessed to him.Xu Jingting said: You didn't even know whether people like men or women, so you confessed?Ding Dang said: If I don't say it, there will be no chance. We are admitted to different universities, and if we separate, we will be far apart. Maybe he will never know that there was a person who liked him for so long.Xu Jingting said: If you don't say it, maybe the two of you are still friends now.Ding Dang said: I don't want to be friends with him. I listen to him all day long about chasing girls, then wives, then wives and children. Brother Xu, I'd be crazy to be his friend.Ding Dang was a little out of control, Xu Jingting poured him a glass of wine and said: Ding Dang, don't think about him, we all have our own lives, you are much better than me, after all, you can still see the person you like, but I just want to see him. I can see photos.Ding Dang clinked glasses with Xu Jingting and said: Brother Xu, I will have a good impression of you someday when I see you.Xu Jingting took a sip of wine and said: Thank you, but you still have to imagine me as him.Ding Dang said: I don't, you two are not alone, you are you, he is him, brother Xu, would you like to look around with me?I asked you out today after thinking about it for a long time.Xu Jingting said gently: I also have this idea.Ding Dang was very moved. Although he didn't drink too much wine on his face, his cheeks were already flushed and his eyes were blurred.Xu Jingting found that this young man had his own charm.The two ate very late, Ding Dang touched his stomach and said: Brother Xu, I have to gain weight.Xu Jingting said: But you dragged me to grow up with you.The two looked at each other and smiled, and a cold wind blew out of the restaurant, Xu Jingting helped Ding Dang pull the scarf, and walked towards the alley together.