A ten-year rival in love

Chapter 62

"He's a man."

The moment these words landed, Li Xu had the illusion that the air in the entire room was being emptied.

Yin Huishan digested it for a few minutes before opening her mouth with difficulty: "When...when did you become so good at joking?"

Li Xu: "I'm not joking."

"This..." Yin Huishan's expression was quite complicated, she shook her head, "My God... my God... this..."

She leaned against the wall behind her suddenly, with an expression of disbelief: "How could such a thing happen? How could such a thing happen! Oh my god..."

Having said the beginning, the rest is not so hard to say.Li Xu said: "I know that everyone can't accept it, so I want to come here and talk to you first..."

"do you like him?"

Li Xu was stunned.

"Do you really like him? Love him? Even if the whole world opposes it, you still want to be with him regardless?" Yin Huishan said, "Even so, it is impossible for you and him, absolutely impossible!"

"Why?" Li Xu asked, "Why?"

"Tell me why..." Yin Huishan had no other thoughts at this moment. She leaned forward and grabbed Li Xu's clothes, "You are all men! My good brother! How can a man and a man be together? Aunt Lin How could you agree? Tell me, you are just infatuated for a while, you...you can try again with a girl, no matter what, it is better than with a man!"

"I like men, sister." Li Xu said, "I am calm and not obsessed. I really can only like men. This can no longer be changed."

Yin Huishan's hand gradually dropped limply, she couldn't believe that her brother who followed the rules in the past would say such deviant words to her.Her thinking cannot be said to be conservative. If it was someone else, she might be able to see it as a spectator, but this is her brother.

"However, what if your persistence is wrong? I am someone who has experienced it, and I know the pain of going the wrong way. You can tell everyone that you are right now, but what about a few years later? Ten years later? Neither will you Children... Leaving this aside, do you think you will persist until then? At that time, if you regret it, how should you turn back?"

"Just like me, just like me!" Yin Huishan pointed at herself, "Now I want to grab that Yin Huishan from more than ten years ago and beat her up to wake her up! But there is no chance, no matter how much I regret it, I will never go back went!"

To use a cheesy description, the air is so quiet that you can hear a needle drop.

"I don't know if I made a mistake." Li Xu said after a long stalemate, "I just know that I can't go back now."

"How could this be?"

Yin Huishan curled up, her hands were deep in her hair, her whole face was stuffed between her arms.

"How could this be? Why can't our family live a normal life?"

Li Xu reached out and held her wrist.Yin Huishan's body trembled violently, she raised her head and looked at Li Xu: "Xu Zi."

Li Xu met her gaze: "I'm here."

"What I hope most now is that you will live a good life in the future, better than anyone else, and you should live happier and happier than everyone else... You deserve it."

Li Xu's nose was a little sore from what she said, and he replied: "Yes."

"But why did you choose this road?" She hugged Li Xu, crying and asked, "How hard is it? You silly child...how hard will you walk in the future? Huh?"

Li Xu hugged her back and let her cry on his shoulder. At this moment, a certain barrier in his heart was completely broken, and suddenly he had a blessing of courage, which seemed to make him fearless.

"Where's that brat who came with you?" After crying, Yin Huishan asked, "Calling him in brought you into this path. I'll teach him a lesson!"

"..." Li Xu explained, "He didn't bring it, I discovered it myself—"

"Okay, don't explain!" In Yin Huishan's eyes, Li Xu is now a fool who is dazzled by love. "Go out. Call him in. I want to talk to him. You are not allowed to eavesdrop."

"..."

Feng Shui took turns, Li Xu opened the door, and met Lu Hui who was lying on the door listening to the movement.

"..."

"Hey, are you okay?" Lu Hui asked, "I heard she seemed to be crying."

"My sister let you in, she wants to talk to you."

"Okay." Lu Hui pushed open the door and found that Li Xu was not following, he turned his head and asked in a low voice, "You don't want to talk to me alone, do you?"

Li Xu nodded.Lu Hui exhaled, and blew a kiss to Li Xu: "Wait for me, honey!"

Li Xu looked at his unrestrained appearance, and was not very hopeful: "..."

He turned around and saw Nurse Kuang, and found that she was looking at him with an expression of looking at the New World.But she didn't inquire, she just moved a seat silently, leaving room for him.

Li Xu walked over and sat down.

He recalled what Yin Huishan said, and recalled his psychological journey from discovering his true sexuality to the present.Yes, how hard this road is, he knew it from the first time he really came into contact with the word homosexuality.

The client who was all his enlightenment, after watching that video, asked him with a wry smile: "You think I'm ridiculous, Lawyer Li? But I don't regret killing him, we can't be together alive, now It might be a relief to die. I just don't know if he will hate me very much."

What if the path is wrong?

Are you sure you won't regret it?

If your mother doesn't agree to let us break up, are you sure you won't dump me right away?

"I'm not sure..." Li Xu rubbed his temples and sighed in a low voice, "But I have no choice now."

It's not that he can't go back, it's just that his heart can no longer be controlled by reason, and he doesn't want to go back to the old days.

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Lu Hui stared ahead with a blank expression on his face. When he finally stopped at a traffic light intersection, he turned his gaze to Li Xu's face.

Li Xu has been staring at him with this dialysis ray-like gaze all the way.

"Pfft——" Lu Hui couldn't hold back, and revealed a treacherous smile: "Why, you are such an old man, you will treat him hard."

Li Xu ignored his dirty joke: "What did my sister tell you?"

"May we grow old together for a hundred years together, have a happy life, and have an early birth... Oh no."

Li Xu continued to scan him with his eyes.

"Really, don't believe me. My sister is pretty good. She even thought about where we should go to get married."

"Don't talk nonsense." Li Xu frowned, "My patience is limited, so speak quickly."

"Okay, let me say it." Lu Hui was like an idiot, smiling triumphantly and wickedly, "She said, you like me very much, you like me very much, for more than 20 years, I am the person you take most seriously , told me not to let you down, or I would be a bastard who was struck by lightning and died. That's it."

Li Xu: "..."

"Is what my sister is telling the truth? Huh?" Lu Huichou shamelessly began to twitch, "You really like me?"

"Drive." Li Xu was annoyed, and didn't know how to refute him, "The car behind is urging."

Lu Hui smacked his lips regretfully, but he was obviously in a good mood, so he hummed a little tune while starting the car.

Are he and Lu Hui in love now?He didn't clear it up, he thought he just got used to Lu Hui's existence and felt that he couldn't lose him.

It was this man who broke in and changed his life, so he must be held accountable.

He has something to hide from Lu Hui, he can feel that Lu Hui also has something to hide from him.This sometimes makes him feel powerless and ridiculous-two people who can't really communicate with each other, but because of the two flimsy words "love", they are bound together.

"That teahouse is quite far from here." Lu Hui patted the steering wheel, "Shall we go to drink tea at noon?"

"You don't have to go to that teahouse, you can go anywhere." Li Xu said, "I just want to buy some good tea for my stepfather recently."

"For my father-in-law?" Lu Hui smiled, "I must choose carefully, not casually. Then what does my mother-in-law like? Tell me by the way, and I will go to your house with you next time to prepare for it. "

"She doesn't like anything in particular. As long as someone gives her something, she is happy. Because she didn't buy it with her own money."

"Pfft." Lu Hui said, "Mother-in-law is more down-to-earth than I thought."

"My mother is just an ordinary housewife." Li Xu also smiled, "I only have my own little troubles every day, and I have to complain and complain when I catch one person. In fact, I have a very happy life..."

Having said that, he sighed, "I hope I won't become her big trouble."

Hearing these words, Lu Hui's soaring good mood gradually cooled down, and he suddenly faced a possible reality.

They didn't go to the teahouse, but instead went to the French restaurant that Lu Hui took him to eat last time.

When passing through the hall, Li Xu carefully looked at the people who were dating.Many of them are capable-looking elites, while others seem to be fashionable young boys.

They all looked happy, talking and laughing happily, no different from ordinary people.If he hadn't known the nature of this restaurant in advance, he would never have known that these people were all gay.

The so-called homosexuals are just ordinary people.

It is the society that must label them and make them heterogeneous.Regardless of whether they support or oppose it, they are actually treated as "non-ordinary people".

I don't know if there are people behind these smiling faces who have suffered from their own sexual anxiety?

Li Xu didn't have time to think about it, because they had already reached the front desk, and Lu Hui pulled his thoughts back with his arms.He put his arms around Li Xu's shoulders, and said to a gray-haired foreigner at the front desk, "Hi! Old Man Gao, let me introduce you—my boyfriend, Li Xu."